Trans Eruri Week 2022
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Six-year old Erwin was playing on the monkey bars when he saw a little girl who looked a little younger than him in a dress crying at the other end of the playground. He immediately felt bad for her, and wondered what was wrong. He started running across the playground, sitting down next to the girl and keeping his distance as he remembered what his father had said about respecting people’s space. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Erwin asked, kicking his legs excitedly as he tried to sit still. “M…My…” the little girl sobbed. “My uncle made me wear a dress! And I hate it! I hate it so so much!” Erwin tilted his head in confusion, “But… don’t little girls like dresses?” She shook her head, shooting him an angry glare, “I am not a little girl!” Erwin was even more confused now, “But… But you look like a little girl…” The child only sobbed harder at that, and Erwin was feeling a little guilty. Who was he to say who this kid was and wasn’t? Just because they looked like a little girl didn’t mean they were one… did it? Erwin was suddenly very intrigued, his curious nature getting the better of him. “So… So do you have boy parts, or girl parts?” Erwin asked, likely not realizing how personal of a question that was. The child sniffled and wiped their eyes, looking over at him, “I… I have girl parts, but… but I’m a little boy! I’m not a girl!” Erwin was in awe. He didn’t know that little boys could have girl parts. But he could tell that this kid was incredibly proud in declaring that he was a boy, and Erwin didn’t want to take that away from him. “Oh… so why did your uncle make you wear a dress?” Erwin asked. “He don’t listen!” The little boy sniffed. “He’s a big stupid dummy!” Erwin refrained from correcting the boy’s grammar, and instead decided to try and comfort him. He frowned, “Well… sometimes adults can be really dumb. My dad doesn’t always listen to me either. But… But maybe one day… your uncle will listen and you’ll never have to wear dresses again!” The boy whimpered and dried his tears on his dress skirt, “Oh… you think so?” “Yeah,” Erwin smiled. “Do you wanna play together? We can be best buddies - just two little boys on an adventure!” The boy’s face slowly lit up at Erwin’s words, and he nodded cheerfully, “Y-Yeah… that’d be real fun!” “I’m Erwin,” Erwin introduced, getting up and holding his hand out to Levi. “What’s your name?” “It’s… It’s Olivia,” the boy admitted sheepishly. “But… But I wanna be Levi ‘stead.” Erwin smiled softly as he helped the boy off the ground, “Okay Levi. Let’s go play.” When Levi got home that day, he was more determined than ever to tell his uncle off. He walked through the front door after getting off the bus and slammed his backpack onto the floor, glaring up at his Uncle Kenny, who had come to greet him. “Hey, what’s your problem?” Kenny asked. “I’m not wearing no more dresses!” Levi declared, grabbing the skirt of his dress and pulling it up and over his head. He threw it to the ground, not in the least bit embarrassed to only be in his underwear now. “Kid,” Kenny sighed. “What is all this fuss about wearing a dress? You know Uncle Uri got that for you to wear for picture day today.” “I don’t want to wear dresses!” Levi protested, crossing his arms over his chest and stomping his little feet on the tile floor. “I told you I’m not a little girl!” Kenny rubbed the back of his neck, looking thoroughly confused by Levi’s repeated confession. Levi had told Kenny this before, but Kenny just didn’t know what to make of it. When he’d been growing up, there wasn’t much talk of transgenderism, particularly in kids. He knew that it was possible, but he just didn’t know how to handle it. Maybe Uri would know. “Don’t be so angry,” Kenny scolded lightly. “Let’s get some different clothes on you, alright? When Uncle Uri comes for dinner we can talk about all this, okay?” Levi seemed satisfied with this answer. He liked his Uncle Uri, even if the man had gotten him the dress he’d had to wear today. He’d never told Uncle Uri he was a boy and not a girl, so he supposed Uri just didn’t know. Levi hiked up the stairs to his bedroom, Kenny following closely behind. They found a new outfit for him to wear: some sweatpants and a dinosaur t-shirt. Levi giggled excitedly, feeling much better now that he was wearing the clothes he was comfortable in. Kenny could see the visible change in his nephew, and he was realizing more and more than this wasn’t just something Levi was joking around about. He was clearly serious about it. “Liv,” Kenny sighed as they got downstairs. “You feelin’ better now?” “It’s not Liv!” Levi whimpered. “It’s Levi!” Kenny stared at him for a long moment before nodding, “Alright… Levi, do you feel better now?” Levi nodded and started jumping up and down, looking thoroughly excited that Kenny had called him ‘Levi’. Kenny could see the visible change in his demeanor: how much happier he looked upon wearing boy clothes, being called by a boy’s name. Kenny sure didn’t know how to handle this, but he wasn’t about to do something that was going to make his nephew so upset, especially not after the fiasco over the dress. Levi had been so upset, and Kenny hadn’t understood why until now. Olivia wanted to be Levi, and that was okay with him. “Uncle Uri!” Levi exclaimed as soon as Uri walked through the door. “Uncle Uri! My name is Levi!!” Uri exchanged a slightly confused look with Kenny, who quickly explained, “Uh… Uri, he wants to be called Levi, got it?” He knew Uri wouldn’t be opposed to such a thing, but it was still a little nerve-racking for Kenny to tell his partner that his niece wanted to be his nephew instead. He just didn’t want Uri to react the wrong way, to make Levi feel bad. “Oh,” Uri replied in some surprise before putting on his usual smile and kneeling in front of Levi to hug him. “Well hi there, Levi. I like that name! It’s a very handsome name.” Levi’s whole face lit up at that, hugging onto Uri tightly and giggling, “Yay! Uncle Kenny, I’m handsome!” “Good for you, kiddo,” Kenny chuckled, ruffling Levi’s hair as he pulled away from Uri. Levi rushed into the other room to play with his toys, leaving Uri and Kenny alone in the foyer for the moment. There was a small awkward silence before Uri asked, “So when did all this happen? Liv-Levi seems so much happier with his new name…” “He uh…” Kenny stuffed his hands in his pockets anxiously. “He was very upset about wearing the dress you got him this morning. As soon as he got home from school he tore it off and told me he was a boy, and that he wanted to be called ‘Levi’. I… I don’t know much about all this stuff, Uri, but I don’t want to tell the kid how to live his life, ya know?” Uri smiled a little, taking Kenny’s hand out of his pocket and holding it gently, “I think you reacted appropriately. He seems happier like this.” “Sorry about the dress,” Kenny sighed, squeezing Uri’s hand. “I know you probably spent a lot on it.” Uri squeezed back, “Don’t be. I’ll get him a suit next time.” Levi returned from the pharmacy with his supplies. He was incredibly nervous, even though the nurse had gone over what he was supposed to do when he’d visited the doctor’s office earlier that day. He walked into their apartment - the one he shared with his boyfriend, Erwin - with the needles and testosterone in a paper bag. “Hi baby,” Erwin greeted him with a smile from the couch. “How’s my sweetheart?” “I’m good,” Levi blushed at the nickname, setting down the bag on the kitchen counter. “I got my first testosterone stuff… I’m nervous to do my first shot.” Erwin got up and crossed into their kitchen, wrapping his arms around Levi from behind and kissing his cheek gently, “It’ll be okay, baby. I’m sure it won’t even hurt.” Levi nodded, placing his hands on top of Erwin’s and snuggling into his hold, “I know, but… but what if I mess it up?” “Do you want me to help?” Erwin asked, nuzzling Levi’s ear before pressing a kiss there. “I could give you your first one… it’d be an honor, honestly.” Levi blushed and giggled - his ears were sensitive and ticklish. He turned around in Erwin’s arms and placed his hands on either side of Erwin’s face, sharing a deep kiss with him, “Y-Yeah… Yeah, I think that’d be nice. That way if you mess it up I can yell at you.” He was joking, and Erwin chuckled, “Oh, I see how it is. Alright, baby. Show me what to do.” Levi pulled away and started emptying the contents of the bag onto the counter, needles and a box with the testosterone vial inside. He unpacked the little box, taking out the small vial and snapping the cap off before setting it carefully onto the counter. “Wash your hands,” was his first demand - the doctors hadn’t mentioned it, but Levi was a clean freak and didn’t know where Erwin’s hands had been today. Erwin went to the kitchen sink and washed his hands with soap and water, shortly returning to stand in front of Levi. Levi took off his shirt, only in his binder now as he picked up the alcohol prep pads and handed them to Erwin, instructing, “We have to do the shot in the fat of my stomach, and alternate spots around my belly button for each shot. So… maybe here for the first one?” Levi pointed to a spot to the right of his navel, looking up at Erwin to confirm. Erwin nodded, ripping one of the alcohol pads off the sheet and tearing it open with his teeth. He gently wiped the spot Levi had pointed out, tossing the pad into the garbage when he was done. Levi took out the big needle to draw up the oil - the oil was too thick for a small needle, so they’d given him two types of needles that were transferable, meaning he could remove the big needle from the syringe and replace it with the smaller needle once he’d drawn up the oil from the vial. “So,” Levi explained. “You need to draw the liquid up to the number 3 on the syringe. Then cap the needle, switch it out with the smaller needle, and then we’ll go from there.” Erwin nodded, following his directions. He twisted the big needle onto the syringe and took the cap off before pushing the needle through the vial’s rubber top. He drew up the testosterone oil until it hit the number three on the syringe. Erwin then withdrew the needle and put the cap back on. Levi was glad Erwin was doing this because his own hands were shaking with nerves. Erwin twisted the big needle off and replaced it with the smaller one, taking the cap off and holding it carefully in his hand as he waited for Levi’s next instructions. Levi had never been afraid of needles before, but he was right now. “Then… you need to squeeze my skin like this,” Levi demonstrated pinching his stomach skin between two fingers. “And administer the shot at an angle. Then, once the needle’s empty, you can take it out and put the cap back on. And then we put a bandaid on it.” Erwin nodded, using his fingers to pinch the skin of the spot he’d cleaned with the prep pad. His hands weren’t shaking like Levi’s, and he whispered, “Relax. Take a deep breath, baby. It’s a small needle. It’ll just be a poke.” Levi whimpered and nodded, taking in a deep breath and looking down to watch Erwin as he sunk the needle into Levi’s skin and gave him the shot of testosterone. Oh, it’s not even that bad, he thought to himself. It was just a slight pinch, and it went by quickly. As soon as the needle was empty, Erwin took it out slowly and placed the cap back on, tossing it onto the counter for the moment (Levi didn’t yet have a sharps container to throw medical waste/needles in) before he tore open a bandaid and placed it on the place where the needle had been, which was barely even bleeding. When the bandaid was on, Levi let out a deep sigh of relief, unable to help a grin from appearing on his face. “Good job, baby,” Erwin praised, beaming down at Levi. “That was your first t-shot! Are you happy?” Levi nodded, throwing his arms around Erwin and hugging him tight, “I’m so happy, Erwin! Thank you… Thank you so much.” Erwin chuckled and held him close, kissing the side of his head. “You did amazing, honey. You were so brave.” Levi smiled against Erwin’s chest, “Can… Can we celebrate?” Erwin pulled away, looking down at Levi, “Of course! Let’s go out to eat. Anywhere you’d like!” Levi giggled happily, grinning stupidly up at Erwin. He was so in love with this man. The fact that Erwin would administer his first t-shot for him was incredibly sweet, and he was not only glad to be with Erwin, but excited to start testosterone. Levi held tightly to Erwin’s hand as they waited in the salon. He was only twelve, and Erwin was thirteen, but he knew getting his long chair chopped would make him feel better about himself. He’d been born female, but recently as he began to go through puberty, he was realizing that he wasn’t a girl. He started insisting those around him call him ‘Levi’ and use he/him pronouns. And now, he wanted to get his hair cut to better match what he wanted to look like. Erwin had been his boyfriend for about two months now, but they’d known each other since they were really little. Erwin was very supportive, and he’d been helping Levi choose out clothes he wanted to wear that would make him more comfortable with his body. Levi didn’t like getting his hair cut in general, so he wasn’t excited about this, but he was ready to have his hair cut short. He snuggled up to Erwin’s side as they waited for Levi’s turn, and when his name was called, Erwin squeezed his hand with encouragement. “Go ahead, babe,” Erwin smiled. “I’ll wait for you.” “Can… Can you come with?” Levi whimpered, feeling incredibly shy and nervous about this whole thing. Erwin turned to the hair stylist who had called his name, “Can I come with?” She smiled at the two of them and nodded, “Sure, I’ll pull up a chair for you.” The two got up and followed the hair stylist to the chair Levi would sit in to get his hair cut. The stylist pulled up a chair against the wall behind Levi’s. Levi sniffled, feeling nervous tears coming to his eyes. He’d always cried as a small child when getting his haircut, and today was no different. Erwin squeezed Levi’s hand one last time before taking the seat against the wall, and Levi sat down in the salon chair, biting his lip to hold back the tears. He looked at Erwin in the mirror, and Erwin gave him a reassuring smile that helped relax Levi’s fast-beating heart. “Alright, what are we doing today, honey?” The stylist asked. “I… I want a short haircut…” Levi whispered. “Like… Like an undercut… and then this short for the rest of it.” Levi tried to show her how short he wanted it, his hands trembling. She could clearly tell he was nervous, and she gave him a sweet smile, nodding in understanding as she began to take out her tools. His hair was about shoulder-length right now, and she would have to cut a lot of hair off him today. “So you’re doing the big chop,” she said as she started putting up his hair into a ponytail. “Any specific reason or…?” “N-Not really,” Levi mumbled. “Just… Just want short hair…” He was giving continual glances to Erwin in the mirror, his charismatic smile helping him feel a little more at ease. Erwin was such a sweetheart to come with him like this, to support him continuously without question. “Are you ready?” The stylist asked, holding the scissors up to shear off the ponytail. “Um… E-Erwin,” Levi turned to look back at Erwin. “Can you hold my hand?” Erwin immediately rose from his chair and went to stand at Levi’s side, taking Levi’s little hand into his bigger one and squeezing it gently. Levi squeezed back, turning to face the mirror again and nodding at the stylist to continue. She gave a fond smile to the two of them before starting to chop through the ponytail, shearing it off and soon holding the discarded black locks in her hair. Levi couldn’t help himself. He was already grinning from the weight of his hair literally lifting off him when she cut it off. He could feel the happy tears forming in his eyes. Not only was his hair literally weighing him down, but it had been mentally weighing him down as well, and he hadn’t even realized it. “S-Sorry,” Levi blushed as he wiped away some tears. “I’m just excited…” Erwin kissed the top of his head and then the back of his hand, “Don’t apologize, baby. I’m so happy for you.” “You’re going to look so great by the time we’re done!” The stylist reassured him, placing the pony tail on the table in front of the mirror. “You’re already looking so much happier without all that hair. Should we keep going?” Levi nodded, a shy smile on his face as he let go of Erwin’s hand. Erwin returned to his seat and the hair stylist took out her shavers, starting to shave the undercut into his hair. The buzzing of the shavers tickled the side of his head as she continued to cut away all that had been weighing on him. He was feeling freer by the second. She then took the scissors and began to snip away at his hair, lining it up with her fingers and chopping at the excess. He was trying to avoid looking at himself, keeping his eyes down on his lap, as he wanted it to be a surprise when it was done. When she finally turned him towards the mirror and set the scissors down, Levi realized he was afraid to look. What if he looked horrible? What if he hated short hair on himself? Would that invalidate his entire existence as a trans person? “Levi, baby,” he heard Erwin from behind him. “Go ahead and look. You look amazing, honey.” Levi whimpered and shook his head, staring down determinedly at his lap, “I… I’m afraid to look.” He heard some shuffling behind him and felt Erwin’s hand on his shoulder, rubbing soothingly there, “Come on, sweetheart. Let’s look together, okay? One… two…” On three, Levi looked up into the mirror, and was shocked by his reflection. He couldn’t say anything other than, “I… I look… like a boy…” He felt it was a stupid and obvious thing to say, but he was so perplexed by his own face in the mirror. His hair was short after being long for his whole life, and he didn’t know what to say. Levi didn’t even realize he was smiling for the first few moments, and then there were tears blinding his eyes. The hair stylist handed him a tissue, “You look so handsome! Look at you… you did so well!” Levi sniffled and smiled at the praise, wiping his eyes on the tissue, “Th-Thanks…” She undid the gown over him and shook it off excess hair before helping him out of the chair. Erwin immediately drew him into a hug, kissing the side of his head and whispering, “I’m so proud of you, Levi.” Levi giggled and hugged back, unable to help but peer over Erwin’s shoulder at his reflection in the mirror. When the two finally pulled away, the stylist led them to the front cash register, where Erwin insisted on paying for Levi’s haircut. They left the salon holding hands, and Levi swung their conjoined hands back and forth cheerfully. He felt more like himself now. Erwin was so excited to show Levi what he’d gotten him for Christmas/his birthday. He was only 17, but he’d saved up over winter break while working two jobs to afford it. He supposed it was a little early in the year, but they’d been dating for over a year now, and Erwin knew exactly what Levi was looking forward to in his junior year of high school. They usually spent Christmas with their separate families, and then in the evening they got to go to Erwin’s and spend some time alone while Erwin’s parents went to a Christmas party. That’s when Erwin was planning on giving Levi his gift. His parents were gone by now, and he heard a knock on the front door. Erwin was quivering with excitement as he walked to the front door and opened it, grinning when he saw his boyfriend standing there with a gift box in his hands, wearing a Christmas sweater and black dress pants. He looked so cute. “Hi baby,” Erwin greeted, leaning down to share a kiss with Levi before letting him inside. “Come on in.” Levi walked in and took off his shoes, and Erwin closed and locked the front door. The two made their way into the living room where the Christmas tree was, opened gifts sitting around the tree from this morning when he and his parents had unwrapped their gifts. Erwin sat down on the couch and patted the spot next to him, “Come sit down.” “Okay,” Levi smiled, sitting down and handing Erwin the box. “You open your gift first.” Erwin chuckled and started tearing the paper, grinning as he opened the box, “You got me Michel Foucault’s full set of books! I’m so excited to read it… you always know just what I want.” He paged through the books and set them aside before kissing Levi sweetly, “Thank you, baby.” “You’re welcome,” Levi smiled back, looking pleased that Erwin was so satisfied with his gift. He’d been asking for Michel Foucault’s theory books for a while, and Levi was so sweet to get them for him. The full set wasn’t too expensive, which was another reason why he’d asked for them. He didn’t want Levi spending too much money on him. He lifted the rectangular box and handed it to Levi, whose eyes widened in some surprise, “This… This box is big, Erwin. I hope you didn’t spend a lot of money.” “Don’t worry about it,” Erwin replied. “I saved up to get this for you. Go ahead and open it.” Levi gave Erwin a small glare, as if to say ‘how dare you spend a ton of money on me’, but he began to unwrap the box, tossing the paper onto the floor. He slowly opened the box and pulled the tissue paper aside, gasping when he realized what it was. Erwin was grinning, excited by Levi’s reaction. Levi stared into the box for a while before he covered his mouth, tears coming to his eyes. He smacked Erwin on the arm playfully, whimpering, “Erwin! You really shouldn’t have spent this kind of money on me…” It was a gorgeous black suit in Levi’s size, and it would be his first one. Levi had come out at the beginning of high school, but he’d never ever had the money to own a suit of his own. And with prom coming up this May, Erwin wanted to make sure he would have one for them to go together. “Don’t worry about it,” Erwin laughed, leaning over to kiss Levi’s forehead. “And I even saved extra money so you can get it tailored.” Levi was sniffling and wiping his eyes, happy tears rolling down his cheeks. He couldn’t even speak, just staring at the suit and running his fingers over the fabric. Erwin wrapped an arm around Levi, rubbing his arm gently. “W… Why?” Levi sniffed. “Why did you do this?” “Because,” Erwin murmured, kissing the side of his head. “I want to take you to prom, Levi. And I want to show you off to everybody… show everyone that I’m the luckiest man in the world.” Levi grinned dumbly, looking up at Erwin, “You want to take me to prom?” Erwin smiled, “Of course I do. You’re the only one I’d want to go with.” Levi wrapped his arms around Erwin and hugged him close, “Y-Yes… I’d love to go with you. Oh my god… thank you, Erwin… I love the suit.” Levi whimpered when Erwin began to tie his hands together, pushing his legs up and tying around his knees to keep his legs up and open. He watched through his spread legs as Erwin crossed the bedroom and grabbed a vibrating wand toy from their toy bin. Erwin pulled up a chair next to the edge of the bed, turning on the wand and starting to rub it gently between his legs, up and down the lips just gently enough that Levi was whining for more. Erwin was so good at teasing him. He started groaning as he felt the wetness grow between his legs with each rub against his little cock, and he was beginning to squirm and push back against the wand. He could see Erwin’s smug smirk as he teased Levi, and wanted to curse the man out for being such an ass. But Levi had agreed to this, and he didn’t want to take it back now. He would endure it as long as he could cum in the end. “Shh,” Erwin cooed. “You know you have to ask permission before you cum, don’t you?” Levi whined and nodded, his bound hands resting on his stomach and fingers tempted to stretch down and force the wand to stay where it felt the best, wanting to bring his orgasm to the forefront. He held back as best he could, the pleasure building in his stomach as Erwin continued to tease the wand up and down his lips. “Good,” Erwin praised, pulling the wand away and turning it off. Levi bucked his hips lightly, “P-Please… Ervy please…” “Shh,” Erwin shushed, turning the wand back on after a moment and putting it back between Levi’s legs. “You can’t cum until I say so.” Levi moaned and shivered against the pleasurable feeling of the wand against him, “Mmm… fuck.” “Be a good boy,” Erwin whispered as he pressed the wand against his cock and circled it there. “Don’t cum, baby.” Levi was getting incredibly close already just from Erwin’s deep voice and the feeling of the vibrations in between his legs. He groaned and fought to keep his legs open, to keep his hands away from the wand. His brain was overwhelmed with pleasure, and there were too many things to think about at once. He was starting to lose control of himself, fingers gracing the wand lightly as he tried to take ahold of it. “Keep your hands to yourself,” Erwin scolded lightly, pulling the wand away momentarily. “Good boys don’t touch.” “Ngh,” Levi whimpered. “Ervy…” “You have to be a good boy,” Erwin teased, putting the wand back and rubbing between his legs, up and down, over his cock. Levi’s legs snapped shut as he felt his orgasm getting closer. “Keep your legs open,” Erwin instructed. “Are you getting close?” “Y-Yeah… Yeah,” Levi gasped out, bucking his hips. “Did you?” Erwin asked in an accusatory tone. “N-No,” Levi whined, panting hard as the wand continued to press pleasure all over the wetness between his legs. “No I… I didn’t.” “Good boy,” Erwin replied, rubbing his cock over and over again with the vibrating tool. “Please let me cum,” Levi groaned. “Oh please…” “You really think I’m just gonna let you cum so quickly?” Erwin wondered. “You know I love teasing you. And I want to see an obedient boy. If you behave, I’ll let you cum.” “But I… I’ve been good,” Levi argued, and the wand was turned off and pulled away, much to his dismay. “Don’t be a brat,” Erwin chastised with a chuckle. “You’re lucky I’m gonna let you cum at all.” Levi let out a loud gasp when the wand was turned on and pressed back against him, and he was rubbing himself against it desperately now, tossing about and squirming as he tried to keep his legs open and his orgasm at bay. “Ah!” Levi whimpered. “O-Oh… Ohh god.” “Don’t you dare,” Erwin murmured in a deep tone, working the wand up and down. “If you cum without permission, Levi, I’ll tan your ass.” Levi groaned and tossed his head back, tears accumulating as he held back as best he could, “Erwin! Oh god oh fuck… oh fuck fuck fuck! Please! Please let me cum!” “No,” Erwin whispered cruelly, and Levi let out a loud sob at his rejection. “Erwin!” He cried, his whole body vibrating nearly as much as the wand. “Pleasepleaseplease! I’ll do anything- please!” “Anything, hmm?” Erwin smirked. “Will you let me fuck your ass?” Levi whimpered. They’d only done that once before, and Levi was embarrassed to admit he’d liked it a little too much. His pelvic floor muscles were weak and sore, so that was likely why it hurt less to get fucked in the ass than in his other hole. “Yes!” Levi nodded quickly, hands shaking as they hovered around the wand, not touching it but desperately wanting to. “Yes!” Erwin grinned, “Go ahead. Cum right now, sweetheart.” Levi practically screamed as his orgasm overcame him, hips bucking and vision going white for a brief moment. Erwin prolonged the feeling before pulling the wand away and letting Levi recover, the poor boy panting and sobbing quietly as he tried to calm down from the intensity of it all. “When you’re ready, get up on all fours,” Erwin instructed after untying Levi’s bonds. “I’ll get the lube.” Levi groaned, turning onto his stomach and pushing up onto his knees. He was so turned on, and heard Erwin come back towards him with the lube. He whimpered at the feeling of cold lube running in between his cheeks. “Are you sure you want to?” Erwin asked. “You can back out if you’re too tired.” Levi wriggled his ass, “I want to. I’m so fucking horny.” Erwin chuckled softly, rubbing his fingers over the lubed up entrance and pressing two in right away. Levi gasped and moaned, wanting Erwin to just get on with it already. He was incredibly impatient, especially since he’d just had to wait so long to orgasm. Erwin climbed onto the bed and started to undo his pants. Levi gasped and groaned as Erwin began to push his cock inside Levi’s ass, tossing his head back with his mouth agape. Erwin was grunting at the tightness, pushing in slowly so Levi could get used to it. “Fuck…” Levi whimpered. “Oh fuck…” “Shh,” Erwin rubbed his sides soothingly. “You like that, don’t you? Where’s my cock, baby?” “I… It’s in my ass,” Levi groaned. “Oh god.” “That’s right,” Erwin murmured, beginning the slow drag of pulling out and pushing back in. “Such a good boy.” Levi moaned and clung to the sheets, pushing his ass back gently against Erwin’s cock. Erwin sighed at the feeling, grasping the globes of Levi’s ass in his hands. Erwin groaned low, vibrating in his throat, and the sound only turned Levi on more. He reached in between his legs to rub at his cock, using two fingers to rub at it hurriedly. Erwin sighed and kept fucking his ass, the tight muscle clenching around him as it wasn’t so used to the penetration. “Such a pretty boy,” Erwin cooed, smacking his pelvis against Levi’s ass. “Such a slut. Letting me use your ass like this.” Levi groaned, “Ervy… ohh fuck.” “God,” Erwin grunted, fucking him a little faster with each thrust, his cock reaching deep and stretching Levi in ways he couldn’t have imagined. “You want me to cum in your ass?” “You fuckin…” Levi whined. “You fuckin’ pervert. Fuck yes. I can tell you’re enjoying this.” “Of course I am,” Erwin chuckled, breath heavy as he snapped his hips in and out, legs quivering in a tell-tale sign that he was getting close. “Oh Levi… fuck.” Levi gasped as Erwin came inside of him, his own limbs shaking as he continued to rub at his cock, feeling his orgasm coming over the horizon too. He quaked as it overcame him, and squeezed around Erwin, milking his cock as he too came. “Good boy,” Erwin whispered as he slowly pulled out. “Fuck, good boy.” Levi collapsed onto the sheets, whining, “Erwin… holy shit…” Erwin took the time to grab tissues and clean himself up, then Levi, and snuggled up next to him, “That was so good, baby. You’re so well-behaved for me.” “Shut up,” Levi teased, playfully smacking Erwin’s chest. “Dada?” Their five-year old daughter, Emilienne (Emily), piped up one evening, “Why come… Why come papa has boy parts but you has girl parts like me?” Levi nearly choked on his bite of salad, unsure of how to answer that question at first. He looked to Erwin, who was trying to hold back a laugh. He sucked in a deep breath as he tried to figure out how the hell to even answer that question. “Well… uh…” Levi cleared his throat. “Not all boys have boy parts… and not all girls have girl parts. Some girls have boy parts, and some boys have girl parts. Like me. I’m a boy with girl parts.” “Oh,” Emily frowned, looking puzzled. “Well… how come? Did they give you the wrong parts at the baby factory?” Erwin was chuckling under his breath, finding their daughter incredibly adorable. Levi wanted to laugh too, but he knew his daughter was serious in her inquiries. So he shook his head, trying to explain, “No, baby. I have the parts that are best for me. Nobody made any mistakes. I am just who I’m supposed to be, girl parts and all.” Emily smiled up at him, “Oh… okay, Dada.” Levi leaned forward and kissed the top of her head, “And you know that just because you have girl parts doesn’t mean you have to be a girl. If you feel like you’re a boy… or a girl… or neither, that’s okay too!” Emily looked at him with some awe, “I can be not a boy and not a girl?” Erwin had mostly let Levi take this conversation, but he rubbed her back gently now, adding in, “Whatever you’d like, sweetheart. You can be whoever you want to be. Whoever you feel like you are, you can be. And you don’t have to have it all figured out either. It takes time.” Emily put her finger to mouth in though, tapping on her lips before smiling up at her fathers, “Well… I think I’m a girl. I like girl stuff. Is that okay?” “That’s perfectly fine, baby,” Levi ran his fingers through her blonde locks. “We’ll love you no matter what.” “You don’t get it!” Emily yelled as she threw her backpack to the ground, glaring at her father. “You don’t fucking listen to me!” Levi was appalled. All he’d done was tell her she needed to work on her grades - she was failing two classes. And she’d blown up in response to him. Erwin looked equally surprised, eyes wide as he stared between Levi and Emily. “Don’t swear at your father,” Erwin scolded, wagging a finger at her before sighing. “What’s wrong, honey? Whatever it is, we can figure it out together. Just tell us.” “If you haven’t noticed by now then you don’t deserve to know,” Emily snapped before turning on her heel and storming up the stairs to her room. Levi and Erwin exchanged a worried look. Recently, Emily had been acting out: sneaking out at night, failing classes, shouting and arguing (particularly with Levi). The two didn’t understand why. What was she not telling them that they’d missed? Levi instantly got up and began to follow her up the stairs, not appreciating the way she was talking to them. He growled, “You listen here, young lady-” “I’m not a young lady!” She whipped around and shouted. “You… You really don’t understand me, do you?! I thought you of all people would get it!” Levi was starting to realize just what his daughter was getting at. Oh… it clicked in his head. He watched her storm into her room, and followed her in, shutting the door behind them as she dramatically threw herself onto the bed. “Darling…” Levi tried. “You know your father and I will love you no matter what. Just… Just tell me. I think I know, but… I don’t want to assume anything.” Emily sniffled, turning her head to mumble, “I… I’m not a girl, dad. And I’m not a boy either.” Levi sat at the edge of her bed and carded his fingers through her hair, “It’s okay, baby. I’m just happy you’re you. That’s all I could ever hope for. I know I’m not good with words… and maybe I’ve been hard on you lately, but I just want you to be happy. And I don’t want you to suffer.” “I… I know,” Emily whimpered. “I just… I was still scared to tell you. It’s not an easy thing to have a conversation about.” Levi rubbed her back, “It’s alright, honey. I understand. I know how difficult it was when I came out to my uncles.” Emily wiped her eyes and sat up, leaning her head on Levi’s shoulder, “Dad… I want to be called ‘Em’, okay? And… And go by they/them pronouns.” Levi nodded, wrapping an arm around them, “Okay, kiddo. Do you want to tell your Papa? Or do you want me to?” “I… I wanna tell him, but… will you come with me?” Em asked. Levi kissed the top of their head, “Of course, sweetheart.” “Can we tell him now?” They wondered, lifting their head from Levi’s shoulder to look at him. “Of course we can,” Levi got up from the bed and held his hand out to them. Em smiled and took his hand, and they went downstairs together to tell Erwin the good news. Erwin held tightly to Levi’s hand as they made their way down the beach. He rubbed this thumb over the wrinkled skin, smiling sweetly down at his husband as Levi searched the sand for more seashells. They were in their late 60s, and didn’t get to get out much, but today was their day to spend at the beach together, and Erwin was happy they were getting the time to spend in the sunshine. Erwin carried their sandals in his free hand, enjoying the feeling of the sand between his toes as they walked along the shore. Levi stopped in his tracks to collect another seashell and put it in his bag, and Erwin waited patiently until they continued to move. “It’s a beautiful day for a swim, don’t you think?” Erwin asked. They’d worn their swimsuits, but neither of them had gotten in the water yet. Levi shrugged a little, looking out at the water, “I suppose. I dunno, Erwin… my scars…” Levi had always been so self-conscious about the scarring from his top surgery, especially as their bodies were getting older and less appealing. But Erwin didn’t mind. He thought Levi was gorgeous, no matter what. “Don’t worry, darling. There’s not many people on the beach right now,” Erwin explained. “And besides, you know I think you look handsome.” A light blush appeared on Levi’s cheeks as he tried to hide a smile, “Shut up.” “Never,” Erwin chuckled. “You know I’ll never shut up about how beautiful you are, my dear.” Levi smiled, unable to hide it now, “Okay okay. You can stop now. I get it.” “Come on,” Erwin set down their sandals on the beach and moving to take off his shirt. “Let’s get in the water.” Levi hesitantly put down his bag before nervously pulling off his shirt, “Okay… fine.” Erwin folded his shirt and put it by their things before rushing into the water, laughing at how nice it felt. It wasn’t too chilly, and on a hot day like this, it felt just perfect. He turned to see Levi standing on the shoreline, and held his hands out to him. “Come on, baby,” Erwin encouraged. “Come swim with me.” Levi slowly made his way into the water, walking towards Erwin and holding onto his arms once he got close enough. Levi had never been a strong swimmer, and they were only in to Levi’s chest, so at least they could stand here. “It’s nice,” Levi commented, clinging to Erwin’s arms. “Though I was enjoying my seashell collecting…” Erwin smiled, “I know, baby. But I’m glad you came in with me.” The waves became a little more choppy as they swam in their little area near where they’d left their things, and Erwin could tell Levi was growing nervous from that. He took Levi’s hands and sighed happily as they held onto each other’s hands under the water. Everything felt so perfect. “Should we get out?” Erwin asked. “Water’s getting a big choppy.” Levi nodded, “Yeah… I don’t like it. Makes me anxious.” Erwin began to lead him back to the beach, and when they were on the shore, they sat in the sand to let the sun dry them a bit. Levi pulled their little handheld radio from his back and turned it on so that they could listen to music while they lay there in the sun. Erwin simply watched his gorgeous husband, flipping through stations on the radio until he settled on one he liked. They both lay back in the sand, Erwin smiling at Levi and gently wrapping an arm around his waist to tug him a little closer. “Ervy,” Levi scolded playfully. “We’re in public.” “Doesn’t mean I can’t hold you, does it?” Erwin asked as the next song began to play:
Love me as though there were no tomorrow
Take me out of this world tonight
Take me; make me forget my sorrow
So when I wake tomorrow, I’ll know our love was right
Kiss me as though it were now or never
Teach me all that a heart should know
Love me as though there were no tomorrow
Oh my darling, love me; don’t ever let me go
Erwin ran his fingers through Levi’s hair, and they stared into one another’s eyes lovingly. Even after all these years, Erwin still loved Levi as much as the day they’d gotten married. Levi smiled back and leaned in for a kiss.
Kiss me as though it were now or never
Teach me all that a heart should know
Love me as though there were no tomorrow
Oh my darling, love me; don’t ever let me go
Erwin was sitting in his room when a snowball came through the open window and landed on his carpet. He frowned and went to get up, when another snowball flew through the window. He went to peer out the window when a snowball hit him directly in the face, and he heard a loud but whispered ‘SORRY!’ as he wiped the snow from his eyes. Erwin saw Levi standing there in his front yard. It was nearly midnight, and he was surprised his boyfriend had shown up so late. He was 20, but he still lived with his parents, so Levi, his 19-year-old boyfriend, usually had to sneak in through his bedroom window. Levi began to climb the hanging vines on the side of the house, and Erwin opened his window a little wider to let him in. Levi crawled through the window and stood in front of Erwin, wiping some excess water off Erwin’s chin from the snowball he’d thrown. “Sorry,” Levi apologized. “Didn’t know your window was open.” “I was expecting you,” Erwin explained with a shy smile as he cleaned up the snow on his floor. “That’s why I left it open.” As soon as Erwin stood back up, Levi threw his arms around Erwin’s neck and drew him in for a kiss. Erwin squeaked in some surprise before kissing Levi back with a sigh, leading them backwards to the bed. Erwin was a virgin, but he and Levi had fooled around a few times, but they’d never had sex.Erwin knew Levi was trans, and that didn’t bother him. “Levi,” Erwin whispered between kisses. “My parents are sleeping. We have to be quiet.” Levi giggled and pushed Erwin back onto the bed before climbing on top of him, “Mmm… I can be quiet. But the question is, can you?” Erwin was blushing furiously, nodding a little, “Uh-uh… yeah. I can be quiet.” Levi straddled Erwin and pressed him back against the sheets, circling his hips and grinding against Erwin’s crotch. Erwin groaned quietly, biting his lip to keep his noises at bay. Levi was just so incredibly sexy that Erwin didn’t know what to do with himself. “Fuck,” Erwin muttered, reaching his hands up to grip Levi’s hips. “Shh,” Levi hushed, reaching down to undo Erwin’s pants. “L-Levi…” Erwin murmured. “Are… what are we gonna do?” Levi smirked, undoing the zipper and tugging Erwin’s cock out of his trousers, “I dunno. I kinda wanna put this inside of me… what do you think, Ervy?” Erwin’s eyes nearly rolled back when Levi spit on his hand and started working his hand up and down Erwin’s cock. Holy shit, he thought to himself, gasping a little at Levi’s words. Were they finally going to do it? Were they finally going to have sex? “I… I think… I think that would be okay,” Erwin replied nervously, running his hands up and down Levi’s sides. “Fuck, I want you.” Levi got off the bed and started to strip, and Erwin took himself into his hand and started stroking as he watched his sexy boyfriend take off his shirt and then his pants and boxers, left only in his binder. Erwin knew Levi wasn’t comfortable taking that off, and he wouldn’t push Levi to. He wanted Levi to be as comfortable as possible. Levi worked on tugging Erwin’s pants and boxers fully off, and Erwin took his shirt off so that they were both in the nude now. “Such a sexy boy,” Levi smiled smugly as he climbed back into Erwin’s lap. Erwin was sitting up against the pillows now, his hands instantly going to Levi’s hips. Levi reached down to rub at his own cock, and Erwin had become quite familiar of the folds between Levi’s legs over the time they’d been fooling around. “I want your cock in me,” Levi grunted in a low voice, the sound sending shockwaves down Erwin’s spine and directly to his throbbing member. “Shit,” Erwin cursed, stroking his cock firmly. “I want to be inside you, baby.” “Almost,” Levi sighed, fingers going further down as he pressed two digits inside of himself. “Almost, honey. I’m just getting myself wet enough.” Erwin’s cock twitched at those words, and he whimpered as he bucked his hips a little, “Fuck, Levi. Please?” Levi groaned quietly before pulling his fingers out after a few deep thrusts. He took Erwin’s cock into his hand and let it rub against his wet hole before starting to sink down on it. Erwin gasped, staring in awe as his cock began to disappear inside of Levi. Levi was moaning, but low and deep so that it wasn’t so loud, as he sunk down on Erwin’s cock. Erwin was huffing and panting, the warmth surrounding his cock almost being too much for him. He was sure he wouldn’t last long like this. “Mmph,” Erwin whimpered. “Levi… oh Levi…” “Shh,” Levi shushed him, circling his hips before lifting himself up and sinking back down. “Oh fuck.” Erwin settled his hands on Levi’s thighs as the man began guiding himself up and down on Erwin’s cock. Erwin was breathing hard and deep through his nostrils, trying to ignore the fact that the bed was squeaking like crazy. He was praying his parents were deep enough sleepers that they wouldn’t notice. “You like it?” Levi teased, fucking himself a little faster and deeper on Erwin’s cock. “Mmm… I love it. Feels so fucking big inside me… makin’ me all hot inside.” “Shit,” Erwin swore, grasping Levi’s hips and starting to pump hurriedly up into him. “Oh fuck.” “Ohh,” Levi moaned. “Oh Ervy.” Erwin could feel it rising in his stomach now, and he fucked Levi hard and fast, chasing that feeling of his impending orgasm. Levi gripped Erwin’s shoulders for leverage, letting Erwin destroy him with harsh thrusts. “I’m cumming,” Erwin gasped. “Oh fuck- can I- can I…?” “Go ahead,” Levi murmured. “I have an IUD.” Erwin didn’t hear anything past ‘go ahead’, cumming deep inside of Levi with a groan. Levi whimpered, continuing to bounce on Erwin’s cock as if to prolong the feeling, and soon, Erwin felt Levi spasming above him, having finished as well touching his own cock. Levi slowly rose off Erwin’s lap and let the cock slip out of him, collapsing onto the bed next to Erwin. Erwin hugged Levi close, a satisfied sigh leaving his mouth, “Holy shit, Levi. That was… fuck.” “I’m glad you enjoyed it,” Levi giggled, leaning over to kiss Erwin’s lips. “Hope we didn’t wake your parents.” Erwin felt anxiety fill his stomach as he realized how loud they’d probably been. Oh well, Erwin thought. He’d lost his virginity to Levi, and nothing was going to ruin that moment for him. Day 1: The Dress
Day 2: Levi's First Shot
Day 3: The Big Chop
Day 4: The Suit
Day 5: Good Boys Don't Touch
Day 6: Em
Day 7: At the Beach
Day 8: Snowballs