Sparks
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Levi was bent over the kitchen table for the second time that week. Erwin had a pretty high libido, which Levi was okay with. He had to admit that Erwin had caught him off guard this time, placing a hand on his back and swiftly bending him over the kitchen table as if he weighed nothing to him. But Erwin was always bending him over like this: over the bathroom counter, over the edge of the bed, over the arms of the couch. Levi’s pants and underwear were around his ankles now, three large and calloused fingers stretching him out. He was whining from the feeling, clinging to the table underneath him as best he could.
“You’re so hot, baby,” Erwin murmured, continuing to pump his fingers in and out at an agonizing pace, “So gorgeous bent over the table for me.”
“Sh-Shit, can you just fuck me already?” Levi asked impatiently. Erwin always drew out the foreplay between them, and though Levi enjoyed every second, he knew what he
really
wanted from his boyfriend.
“You’re always so desperate for it,” Erwin chuckled under his breath, leaning over him and sucking at his neck, “So impatient.”
Levi knew he probably had hickies all over his neck from their activities. It had started with a simple make-out session while deciding what they wanted for dinner. Levi had bent over to look in the fridge for what to make, and apparently that had turned the blonde man on immensely, because soon they were kissing and touching each other all over, caressing and groping everywhere they could reach. Then, Levi was bent over the table, and he soon had his pants around his ankles, fingers in his ass.
“You know what I want,” Levi replied, groaning as Erwin removed his fingers, “So just give it to me already.”
Levi felt Erwin groping his ass before he was breached by the head of Erwin’s dick. He gasped a little and grabbed at the edge of the table, his knuckles turning white. He thought he would’ve been used to the feeling by now, but Erwin was so big that every time felt like the first. Erwin pushed in slowly, his fingers gracing Levi’s ass before they settled on his hips. Levi whimpered and let out a quiet moan as Erwin pushed in all the way, his balls flush against Levi’s ass.
Erwin was usually gentle when he first started, wanting to make sure he wasn’t hurting his boyfriend. But he knew what Levi could handle, and once he was sure Levi had gotten used to it, he’d usually let loose. And that’s what Levi was waiting for. He wanted so desperately to be fucked into the table so hard that the legs would break from the impact. It wasn’t like that hadn’t happened to them before, anyway.
“You ready, baby?” Erwin asked, pulling out almost all the way and pumping back in experimentally.
Levi nodded eagerly, “God, yes.
Please
, Erwin.”
“Good boy,” Erwin smirked, starting to plow into him at a faster pace. His thrusting pressed Levi harder into the table, and the legs below started to squeak as they were moved slightly forward with every thrust.
“Shit,
fuck
,” Levi groaned as Erwin pounded into him rapidly, “
A-Ah!
Erwin I-”
“Shh,” Erwin cooed, and Levi could feel the blonde man’s fingers in his hair before he tugged on it harshly, “You want the upstairs neighbors to hear?”
The two lived in a duplex house in the downstairs section, and Levi knew the neighbors had probably heard him getting fucked before. It wouldn’t be surprising to him, but he enjoyed the thought of other people hearing him getting plowed by his boyfriend.
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you, baby?” Erwin said in a low voice as he slammed into him roughly, almost as if he was reading Levi’s mind, “You want everyone to hear who you belong to, don’t you?”
Levi nodded quickly, his moans only getting louder, “Y-Yes, Erwin! F-Fuck, fuck me harder!”
Erwin gripped his hips tighter and angled himself, ramming into Levi’s prostate repeatedly. Levi cried out loudly, feeling the heat on his face as he grew embarrassed from just how loud he was. Erwin was usually pretty quiet apart from the occasional moan or the panting when he picked up his pace, but Levi couldn’t help himself from being incredibly loud from Erwin’s actions. If the neighbors hadn’t heard him before, they
definitely
would now.
“Like that, baby?” Erwin growled, a low moan escaping his lips.
“Y-Yeah,” Levi groaned, “F-Fuck yes.
Fuck yes
.”
Levi felt Erwin’s abs against his back, the man leaning over him and covering his mouth as he whispered sensually in his ear, “You really do have to be quieter. We’re gonna get a noise complaint from all your slutty noises.”
Levi whimpered and let out a muffled moan into Erwin’s hand as the man continued to thrust into him deeply and quickly. Levi reached up and grabbed Erwin’s hand, pulling it away only to stick two of the large digits in his mouth and start sucking on them in the hopes this would help him stay quieter.
“Shit,” Erwin panted a little as he continued, “Such a dirty boy. You like being my dirty boy, baby?”
Levi nodded, sucking on the fingers in his mouth and whining quietly. He could feel himself growing closer, and he tried hard to hold back, knowing Erwin usually lasted longer than him. If he wanted Erwin to finish inside him, which he did, he’d have to try and last at least a little longer.
“Fuck, you take my dick so well, baby,” Erwin muttered, his breathing starting to get heavier with each calculated thrust, “Such a good boy for me.”
Levi moaned around the fingers in his mouth, his eyes half-lidded as he felt lust and pleasure taking over his body. He glanced down at the papers strewn about the table below him, and realized their mail and bills were probably getting covered in his drool and sweat. But he didn’t particularly care at the moment, focused far more on the dick that was pumping in and out of him at a rapid pace.
“I know you’re close,” Erwin murmured, “I can feel your legs shaking. You wanna cum, baby?”
Levi could feel himself blushing as he nodded desperately, his orgasm on the horizon as he felt pleasure coursing through him with each thrust. He was almost certain Erwin’s dick was meant for him; it looked so big but fit so perfectly and felt
so
good. Erwin removed his fingers from Levi’s mouth and went back to gripping his hips.
“I wanna hear you when you cum,” Erwin breathed, panting faster as he too was growing close.
“Erwin!” he cried out, desperately reaching down to palm at his erection, “Erwin, I’m gonna cum for you.
Ah-
I’m so fucking close-
ngh
, fuck!”
He orgasmed all over the table and his stomach, the liquid littering the papers underneath him. He momentarily cursed himself for making such a mess, but that was soon forgotten when he heard Erwin’s loud panting in his ear.
“I’m so close, baby,” Erwin was saying, “I’m gonna cum inside you.”
Levi whimpered, feeling sensitive but still wanting to please his boyfriend. He pushed his ass back against Erwin’s thrusts as best as he could, moaning, “C-Cum inside me,
please
- E-Erwin!”
“Fuck,” Erwin growled, pounding into him as fast as he could as he chased his orgasm, “So fucking
sexy
. Shit.”
Levi soon felt the hot liquid spilling inside him, and he whined from the feeling, Erwin pumping into him a couple more times until he pulled out. Levi sighed heavily as he lay his head on the cold surface of the table, trying to calm his heartbeat from their activities. He could feel Erwin’s cum dripping out of him and down his thighs, and heard Erwin sighing contently as he watched.
“You’re so dirty, baby,” Erwin said, and Levi could almost
hear
him smirking, “You’d better go get cleaned up.”
Levi shakily stood back up, turning around and dragging Erwin down for a passionate kiss. He breathed in Erwin’s clean scent, though it was now tainted by sweat, and pulled away, heading to the bathroom to clean himself up. When he came back, Erwin was already redressed and looking through the papers that Levi had cum all over.
“Fuck, we’re gonna have to pay the rent bill online,” Erwin said as he held up the stained piece of paper, “You might’ve ruined this one.”
“Well, I’m not the one who decided to be bent over the table,” Levi scolded as he crossed his arms, watching Erwin toss the paper in the trash and start to look through the other papers.
“Do we even have enough this month for the bill?” Levi asked, heading over to the fridge and starting to pull out some ingredients to make dinner.
“Yeah, we’ll scrape by,” Erwin replied, “But we really need to get that guest room filled. I haven’t heard anyone reply to our ad yet.”
Erwin’s friend, Mike, used to occupy their guest bedroom, but he’d gotten a job in a new city and had moved out a couple of weeks ago. Now they were struggling to find someone to fill that space, and rent was going to be expensive without another roommate.
“Try posting to different websites,” Levi suggested, taking out some pots and pans. Erwin finished clearing up the table and walked over to Levi, wrapping his arms around him from behind and resting his chin on top of Levi’s head. Levi both hated and loved when he did this; hated it because it reminded him just how short he was, but loved it because it felt so warm and loving.
“I will,” Erwin replied, pressing a kiss to the top of Levi’s head before letting go, “What are you gonna make? Do you need help?”
“You could start cutting the veggies,” Levi replied, “I’m making a stir-fry.”
Erwin nodded and went to go chop up the vegetables, and Levi couldn’t help but glance over at his boyfriend. They’d been together for two years now, having met halfway through college. The two now had jobs and were sustaining themselves fairly well, but having that third roommate was really a necessity. Levi wasn’t worried, though, as he knew Erwin would handle it.
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Erwin stepped into the café and scanned the crowd of people, looking for the man who messaged him the night before. He’d been sitting at his desk late last night working on a project for work, Levi passed out in the bed already, when he got an email notification. He’d opened up his email and clicked on the message, realizing it was a notification from the housing website he’d posted an ad to. It was an inquiry about his ad; someone was interested in moving in. So he’d arranged for them to meet up the next day to talk about it while Levi was at work.
He finally saw a man with glasses and a beard, sitting alone and sipping a coffee. Erwin went to order his own coffee and picked it up from the counter before heading over to the man, who looked up at him as he approached.
“You must be Erwin,” the man said as he stood up, holding out his hand, “I’m Zeke. Nice to meet you.”
“Nice to meet you too, Zeke,” Erwin smiled, shaking his hand and both of them going to sit back down, “So you’re looking to move in with us?”
“Us?” Zeke raised an eyebrow, and Erwin realized he hadn’t shared with Zeke that they had another roommate.
“Yeah, it’s me and my boyfriend, Levi,” Erwin replied, “I hope that’s okay. We share a room.”
“That’s fine with me,” Zeke shrugged a little, “Does he pay rent too?”
“Yeah, we’d split the rent three ways,” Erwin explained, “Our old roommate also paid the internet bill, while Levi and I paid the utilities.”
Zeke tapped his chin in some thought, nodding as he pondered over Erwin’s words. Erwin sipped his coffee while he waited, thinking this man seemed fairly normal. His one concern had been running into some weirdos, but Zeke seemed like a pretty chill guy.
“That sounds fair,” Zeke finally agreed, “When would I be able to move in?”
“As soon as you want,” Erwin smiled a little, “You can sign onto the lease as soon as you’re ready and then move in whenever.”
Zeke nodded, “Cool, I’ve been looking for somewhere that’s not too expensive for weeks. I saw your ad and it seemed pretty reasonable. Plus, you don’t seem like you’d be a crazy roommate, unless you have something to tell me about your boyfriend.”
Erwin chuckled a little, “No, we’re both pretty normal. Levi’s a bit of a clean freak, but you get used to it. Our old roommate never had any complaints about us.”
Zeke smiled, “I can handle a clean freak. Better than someone who’s messy.”
Erwin nodded in agreement, thinking just how calm and cool the man was. He seemed like he would be the perfect roommate, and Erwin really hoped the man would take up his offer and move into their house.
“So are you just moving into town or have you lived here before?” Erwin asked.
“I’m new to town,” Zeke replied, taking a long sip of his coffee, “Got a job at the medical center nearby and I need to live closer. I start there in a month.”
“Medical center?” Erwin was a little impressed, “What job did you get?”
“I work as a pharmacy tech,” Zeke explained, “But I’m working my way up to pharmacist.”
“Interesting,” Erwin replied.
“Where do you work?” Zeke wondered curiously, “And what does your boyfriend do?”
“I’m an ad salesman,” Erwin said, “Levi’s a high school teacher, so he’s off for the summer.”
“Cool,” Zeke responded, leaning back in his chair, “So your boyfriend and I will be spending the next month together then?”
“I suppose so,” Erwin said coolly, not worried about that prospect at all. He knew Levi could handle himself, even if he was a little shy around new people, “So does that mean you’re taking the room?”
“I guess it does,” Zeke chuckled, holding out his cup to clink with Erwin’s, “Here’s to being roommates.”
Erwin picked up his coffee mug and gently clinked it against Zeke’s, smiling a little, “To being roommates.”
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“Are you sure he’s nice?” Levi asked for the third time. It’d been a week since Erwin had met up with Zeke, and the two had signed the lease and Zeke had planned on moving his stuff in that day. But Levi was nervous. He didn’t know this man. What if he didn’t like him?
“I’m sure,” Erwin chuckled, leaning down to peck him on the lips, “Do you think I’d let someone move in who wasn’t? I’m sure you two will get along, Levi. Don’t worry.”
“He’s going to be here any minute,” Levi said, barely acknowledging Erwin’s words of comfort, “Do you think it looks clean enough in here? I don’t know if I should clean more. What if he thinks we’re messy?”
“Levi, calm down,” Erwin smiled, running his fingers through Levi’s hair, “It’s already immaculate in here. Don’t worry about what he thinks. He seems really chill guy, so I don’t think he’s going to get on your case about cleanliness.”
The doorbell rang, and some color drained from Levi’s face. He didn’t like meeting new people,
especially
new roommates. Erwin took his hand and led him to the front door, but Levi quickly moved to hide behind Erwin, his arms crossed as he tried to hide behind his nervousness. Erwin opened the door, and Levi peeked out a little to get a look at the man. He was about the same build and height as Erwin, with blonde hair and a beard, and glasses. He was handsome; that was Levi’s first impression. But Levi knew looks weren’t all that he had to judge about Zeke.
“Hey, moving van’s outside, you ready?” he asked Erwin, who nodded in response.
“Yeah,” he looked next to him and then, not seeing Levi there, behind him, laughing a little at the fact that Levi was so obviously hiding. He took Levi’s arm gently and pulled him out from behind him, “This is Levi.”
Levi felt embarrassed for being so nervous, but he put on a small smile and held out his hand to Zeke, who shook it firmly and replied, “Hi Levi. I’m Zeke.”
“Nice to meet you,” Levi replied, pulling his hand away and practically clinging to Erwin’s arm. Zeke was looking at him strangely, and Levi couldn’t put his finger on what kind of look the man was giving him. Maybe he’d already come across badly; already ruined things. But Zeke didn’t look uncomfortable or upset, so perhaps that wasn’t it.
Erwin smiled down at Levi affectionately before pulling his arm away from him, “I’m going to help Zeke move his stuff in. You wanna help?”
Levi nodded silently, glancing up at Zeke, “Sure, I’ll help.”
At the sound of his voice, Zeke looked a little flustered, and Levi wasn’t sure why. What about him was so flustering, anyway? Maybe Zeke was just as nervous as he was in meeting new people. The three of them began moving Zeke’s boxes and furniture into the guest room, and Levi couldn’t help but stare at the man’s muscles as he and Erwin lifted up a particularly big box together and moved it into the house. He sucked in a deep breath, grabbing another box and going into the guest room after them. He wasn’t sure how he felt about this new roommate yet, but at least he was good-looking.
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Levi exited his room the next morning to see Zeke sitting in the kitchen, scrolling through his phone and sipping a coffee. Erwin was gone at work, and Levi’s eyes widened a little upon seeing his new roommate. He immediately went to retreat back into his room, but Zeke looked up and noticed him before he could do so.
“Hey Levi,” Zeke smiled, “You want some coffee? There’s more in the pot.”
“I don’t really drink coffee,” Levi said quietly, walking into the kitchen and grabbing some tea bags down from the cupboard, “I drink tea.”
“Oh, cool, what kind of tea?” Zeke asked.
“Earl Grey,” Levi responded, filling the electric kettle with water and turning it on. He turned around and leaned back on the kitchen counter as he watched Zeke, who looked up from his phone to look back at him.
“I usually like raspberry tea or hibiscus,” Zeke said, “But Earl Grey is good.”
“Well, I have hibiscus if you ever want some,” Levi offered, “Just don’t break my kettle or I’ll kill you.”
Zeke looked slightly intimidated for a moment before he laughed, “Thanks, I’ll try not to.”
Levi smiled a little, enjoying his laugh a bit too much. He finished making his tea and sat across from Zeke, asking, “So, what are you up to this morning?”
“I’m just checking emails,” Zeke replied, setting down his phone, “What plans do you have for today?”
“Not much,” Levi shrugged, taking a sip of the hot tea before setting his cup down, “Do you need some help unpacking?”
Zeke smiled and nodded, “Yeah, that’d be nice.”
“Do you still have a lot to unpack?”
“Not really,” Zeke replied, finishing up his coffee and getting up, “Wanna see what I’ve done so far?”
Levi nodded, getting up and bringing his tea with him as he followed Zeke into his bedroom. He’d already set up his queen-sized bed against the wall and had his desk next to the bed. He still had some boxes sitting open in the middle of the room, and they looked to be mostly filled with clothes.
“It looks nice so far,” Levi said, “It needs some cleaning, but it’s not bad.”
Zeke chuckled a little at his response, “Thanks. You wanna help me put up these clothes?”
Levi set his tea cup down on Zeke’s desk and nodded, taking a pile of clothes out of the box and heading to his closet. He started hanging things up, but he could feel Zeke’s eyes on him.
“What are you looking at?” Levi asked, turning around to catch the man still staring.
He blushed a little and adjusted his glasses, clearing his throat, “O-Oh. Nothing. Sorry.”
“It’s fine,” Levi said slowly, as if he was suspicious. But he went back to hanging up clothes, and soon heard Zeke shuffling to unpack some things as well. He turned around when he was done and went back to get more clothes, thinking subconsciously that this man had a good taste in fashion. Zeke was busy unpacking some of his clothes into the drawers of his dresser, and Levi picked up a pile from the box before going to walk away, the box tipping over and spilling clothes all over the floor. Levi and Zeke looked at each other for a moment.
“Fuck, I’m sorry,” Levi said, quickly putting the pile down to try and clean up the mess. But Zeke was laughing, and Levi could feel himself getting irritated. What the hell was the motherfucker laughing at? That’s when he felt a pair of socks hit him in the head, and he shot a glare up at the man who’d thrown it at him. He grabbed a shirt off the ground and whipped it back at Zeke, who grinned as he caught it. Levi couldn’t help but smile as Zeke threw the shirt back, and that’s when it was on.
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Erwin was coming into the house on his lunch break. He heard giggling from Levi and frowned, not used to hearing the sound. He walked towards their bedroom when he realized the sound was coming from Zeke’s room. He walked across the hall and into Zeke’s room, seeing the two men throwing clothes at each other, a complete mess of shirts and pants strewn across the floor. Levi was hiding behind a stack of boxes as he threw a pair of pants in Zeke’s direction.
“No hiding - that’s not fair!” Zeke laughed as he rushed at Levi, grabbing his arms and tugging him out from behind the boxes, smiles on both of their faces. Erwin felt a ping of jealousy. He couldn’t help himself; he hadn’t seen Levi get along with someone this well in a while.
When they saw Erwin, they both stopped, Levi trying to catch his breath as he laughed, “Hi Erwin. Sorry, we’re just having a clothes fight.”
“I can see that,” Erwin forced a smile, “You two are certainly getting along.”
“Yeah,” Levi smiled back, dropping the shirt in his hand and going to greet Erwin with a hug, “Are you on lunch?”
“Yep,” Erwin said, leaning down and kissing him for longer than necessary. He reached down and gripped Levi’s ass roughly.
Levi blushed and pulled away, “Erwin! Not in front of Zeke...”
Zeke was looking away from them sheepishly, and Erwin couldn’t help but feel a little prideful in the fact that Levi was
his
boyfriend. Levi leaned into Erwin’s touch anyway, and Erwin smirked a little.
He looked directly at Zeke, who was looking back at him, and leaned down to whisper loudly in Levi’s ear, “You wanna get a quickie in before I go back to work?”
Zeke’s eyes widened slightly and he bit his lip in some annoyance. Levi hadn’t realized just how loud Erwin had been, more focused on the words he said. He nodded eagerly and grabbed Erwin’s hand, starting to tug him out of the room, “See you later, Zeke!”
Erwin could see Zeke’s dejected face as they left, and he couldn’t help but smile a little. He hadn’t liked the way Zeke was interacting with his boyfriend, and he was feeling a bit possessive. Though part of him did feel bad for acting so standoffish towards their new roommate. Levi pulled him into their bedroom and closed the door, leaning up to press a kiss to his lips.
“Were you thinking about me at work, hmm?” Levi smirked up at him, reaching into his pants and grasping his dick, which was already getting hard.
“Of course I was,” Erwin replied in a low voice, “But we really need to hurry. I have to go back soon.”
Levi nodded, heading over to the bed and starting to tug off his pants. Erwin smiled at just how eager his boyfriend was and followed him, putting a hand on his back and bending him over the edge of the bed. Levi was already hard just from the thought of them banging, and Erwin smirked a little as he ran his fingers over Levi’s ass.
“I bet you’ve been waiting all day for me to fuck you, haven’t you?” Erwin murmured.
“Y-Yes,” he blushed a little, “Hurry up.”
Erwin chuckled at his impatience and grabbed the lube from their nightstand, pouring some on his fingers and pressing one into Levi’s entrance. Levi whined at the intrusion and wriggled his hips back against Erwin’s finger, causing his boyfriend to groan from the sight of him. He added a second finger after a moment and scissored his fingers to stretch him open, eliciting a low moan from Levi.
“Still so tight, baby,” Erwin cooed, adding a third finger, “Maybe next time I should have you get ready before I come home.”
“You just like the thought of me fingering myself, you dirty bastard,” Levi whined, balling up the sheets in his hands as he got used to the feeling.
Erwin chuckled and pulled his fingers out, lining up his dick with Levi’s entrance and starting to push in. Levi groaned and buried his face into the sheets to muffle himself, clearly worried about making too much noise. But Erwin wanted to hear his noises, and he reached forward to grasp Levi’s hair, tugging him up lightly as he started to move.
“I wanna hear you, baby,” Erwin said in a low voice, starting to pick up the pace almost immediately. He checked his watch and was realizing he was running out of time, so they really had to make this quick.
“F-Fuck,” Levi groaned, “Oh my god-
ah!
”
Erwin rammed in and out at a powerful pace, watching his boyfriend be rutted against the mattress with every thrust, gasping and making lustful noises from every movement Erwin was giving him. He could feel the sweat beading on his brow as he continued, and wiped it away, grasping Levi’s hips in his hands and continuing his rough thrusting. He angled into his prostate, eliciting a cry from his lover.
“E-Erwin,” Levi whined, “
Fuck
- keep doing that, p-please.”
“Sure thing, baby,” Erwin replied, continuing to pound into the spot that was making the shorter man writhe underneath him, his dick leaking pre-cum all over the sheets. Erwin couldn’t help but smirk; he so enjoyed unraveling Levi like this. The shorter man was usually so composed, and Erwin loved being the one who could make him lose control of himself.
“I’m close,” Levi whimpered, “I’m so close,
don’t fucking stop
.”
“Shh, baby, I got you,” Erwin whispered in a low voice, wrapping an arm around Levi’s stomach and drawing him up so that his own stomach was flush against Levi’s muscular back. He continued to thrust into him wildly, sucking and biting at Levi’s neck as he did so. The shorter man had a look of ecstasy on his face, his eyes rolling back in his head and his mouth hung open as he panted.
“Fuck,
fuck!
” Levi cried out, spilling all over his stomach and the sheets in front of him. Erwin could feel his own breathing growing heavy as he watched the sight, his orgasm growing near as well.
“Always so fucking good for me, baby,” Erwin growled in his ear, “Such a good boy.”
“
Ah!
E-Erwin!” he whined as he came down from his orgasm, Erwin still plowing into him as fast as he could in order to achieve his own orgasm. He was panting hard, and soon came inside his lover, letting him go and watching Levi collapse onto the bed as he pulled out.
He watched the white liquid spilling down Levi’s dick and his thighs, and he ran his palm soothingly over Levi’s ass, praising him, “Good job, baby. You did so well.”
“Thanks,” Levi sighed contently, curling up on the bed and grumbling, “Now I need a fucking shower.”
“Hey, I’m not the only one who wanted to fuck,” Erwin chuckled, starting to pull his pants back on, “I gotta get back to work. I’ll see you later though, okay?”
Levi nodded, already yawning in exhaustion from their activities. Erwin leaned down and pressed a sweet kiss to his boyfriend’s lips, whispering a ‘goodbye’ before he headed out the door.
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Levi smiled as he held Erwin’s hand, swinging their conjoined hands lightly between them. Erwin had taken him out for a dinner date, and now they were on a walk along a small hiking trail near their house. Erwin had been telling Levi about some project he had to work on for his job, and Levi was listening attentively, even though he didn’t particularly find Erwin’s job very interesting.
“So that’s basically it,” he finished his explanation, “It’s due this week and it’s been so much work. That’s why I’ve been up late every night.”
“It sounds like a lot of work,” Levi agreed, squeezing Erwin’s hand gently, “But at least it’s almost done - then you can finally get some sleep.”
“That’s true,” Erwin smiled, squeezing his hand back, “Have you started your teaching plans for the fall yet?”
“Yeah, we have a teacher’s workshop next week that I have to go to,” Levi said in some annoyance, not really looking forward to it, “I’m not excited to teach those brats again next year. I have the same students as last year.”
“Aww, I thought you liked them,” Erwin chuckled, looking down at Levi and laughing a little at his annoyed look.
“I don’t
mind
them,” Levi sighed, “They’re all very nice and respectful, but they’re so stupid sometimes.”
“I mean, teenagers usually are,” Erwin shrugged, “Just be lucky they’re respectful.”
“They’re too scared of me to be rude,” Levi admitted, earning another small laugh from his boyfriend.
“I suppose that’s true,” Erwin smiled, “I wouldn’t want you as my teacher, that’s for sure. You seem like you’d be terrifying.”
“I try my best,” Levi smiled back a little mischievously, “I like to be at least a
little
scary.”
Erwin was grinning at Levi’s words, and Levi loved it when he could make Erwin smile and laugh like this. He was glad Erwin enjoyed his standoffish personality; he felt lucky to have someone who loved him, even though he was so introverted. Erwin stopped their walk and pulled him over to a bench for them to rest, the two of them sitting down and facing each other. Erwin took both Levi’s hands into his, bringing them up to his lips and pressing a kiss on the back of each of his hands. Levi could feel himself blushing, and he smiled a little at Erwin’s actions. He usually wasn’t a fan of public affection, but the trail was mostly empty, and he couldn’t say he didn’t enjoy Erwin’s attention.
“I love you, Levi,” Erwin smiled, letting go of one of Levi’s hands to gently caress his cheek, “I’m so glad we got to spend time together tonight.”
“I love you too,” he leaned in and pressed a sweet kiss to Erwin’s lips, “I always enjoy our date nights.”
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Zeke knew he wanted Levi from the moment he saw him. The shorter man was incredibly handsome, just Zeke’s type, and even worse, his personality was
adorable
. He was a little too straightforward, but Zeke enjoyed that about him more than he knew. However, he also knew it was wrong to like Levi. He was dating Erwin, and Zeke felt a little bad about his crush. He’d just moved in, and he didn’t want to stir up drama too much. After all, Erwin had already looked annoyed with him for the clothes fight he and Levi had the other day. He’d been enjoying Levi’s cute laughter so much that he hadn’t even thought about Erwin until the man walked into the room.
But he still wanted to at least
try
to get Levi’s attention. Maybe Levi would be willing to betray Erwin, and that wouldn’t be
entirely
Zeke’s fault, right? He didn’t want to hurt Erwin, but he also wanted Levi badly enough that he couldn’t just let his crush go. So while the two were on their date night, Zeke deep-cleaned the entire apartment, wanting to impress Levi. He finished unpacking all his boxes and cleaned the floors, bathroom, kitchen, etc. He dusted and made sure that everything in the house was practically shining so that Levi would come home to a nice, clean space. He’d remembered what Erwin said about Levi being a clean freak, and hoped the shorter man would appreciate his efforts.
Just as he finished putting away the cleaning supplies back into the closet, the front door opened, Levi and Erwin walking in. Erwin took Levi’s jacket off him and opened the front closet to hang up their coats. Levi walked into the house, sniffing a little bit at the scent of cleaning supplies. He and Zeke made eye contact, and Levi couldn’t help but smile a little upon seeing him. Zeke’s heart jumped a little at that smile.
“Did you clean the apartment?” Levi asked, looking a little surprised.
“Yeah,” Zeke replied, “I thought I’d clean as a ‘thank you’ for letting me move in with you two.”
Erwin soon appeared behind Levi, having heard what Zeke had said. Levi suddenly was busy inspecting Zeke’s work, looking pleasantly surprised by how clean things were in the house. Zeke must’ve done a good job because Levi looked thoroughly impressed. Erwin was watching him, and appeared to be holding back a glare in Zeke’s direction. Zeke tried to play innocent, though, as he didn’t want to start a fight with his roommate.
“Wow,” Levi smiled, “I’m so impressed, Zeke. You clean almost as well as I do.”
“Thanks,” Zeke chuckled, “That’s probably a pretty high compliment. Erwin told me you’re a clean freak.”
Levi rolled his eyes a little in Erwin’s direction, “I’m not a freak. I just don’t like mess.”
“You are a
little
overzealous about cleaning, Levi,” Erwin crossed his arms, trying not to appear irritated at Zeke’s obvious attempt to impress his boyfriend, “Anyway, thanks Zeke. It’s very nice of you to clean for us.”
“Of course,” Zeke smiled, unable to help his smile from turning into a mischievous smirk in Erwin’s direction.
The pleased look on Levi’s face made the silent drama between him and Erwin worth it. He was sure Erwin knew of his plans now. He might not have been sure about it yesterday, but this made things all the more certain now. But Erwin wasn’t just going to let him get away with this so easily.
“Levi,” Erwin said, grabbing Levi’s arm gently and tugging him close. He wrapped his arms around the shorter man, both his hands on Levi’s ass as he smirked in Zeke’s direction, “You want to continue our date in the bedroom?”
Fuck
, Zeke thought to himself, frowning because he knew Erwin had the upper hand in this situation. Levi was blushing immensely at Erwin’s question, glancing nervously at Zeke before he nodded quietly, soon being dragged into the bedroom by his boyfriend. Zeke could feel the annoyance and dread building in his chest, knowing that Erwin would stoop low to play this game against Zeke. But Zeke was ready for it.
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Erwin was pissed. Their new roommate clearly didn’t know his place, and he was trying to romance
his
boyfriend. Though Levi appeared oblivious to Zeke’s advances, Erwin could tell that the man was infatuated with him. He hadn’t deep cleaned the house for the sake of the two of them; he’d done it for
Levi
, and Levi alone. And it had seemingly worked. Levi was definitely impressed, and Zeke had made him happy, which was enough for Erwin to feel protective of his boyfriend. That was why he’d suggested moving to the bedroom. He was ready to mark his territory, and he was about to fuck Levi so hard he’d have the poor man screaming his name. Erwin needed Zeke to know that he had to back off from
his
man.
The shorter man was currently laying on his back, his legs spread, with three of Erwin’s fingers in his ass. He was writhing and whimpering under Erwin’s touch, looking up at Erwin with the most lustful face. Erwin had his free hand on Levi’s thigh, and he was pumping his fingers in and out as hard and fast as he could.
“E-Erwin,” Levi groaned, “You’re being so rough today.”
“Do you want me to slow down?” Erwin asked, sincerely worried he was doing too much. He wanted to make his lover scream, but not without his permission, of course. He started to move his fingers a little slower, causing Levi to whine.
“N-No,” Levi whimpered, “You know I like it rough. Keep doing it.”
Erwin couldn’t help but smirk as he went back to the rhythm he’d kept before, watching Levi squirm and moan from his actions. He soon pulled out his fingers and went to replace them with his dick, pushing in all the way in one quick movement. Levi tossed his head back and groaned, reaching up and clinging to Erwin’s forearms. Erwin held Levi’s small hips in his hands, starting to pound into him at a fast pace.
“E-Erwin!” Levi cried out, digging his fingernails into Erwin’s skin, “Holy shit.”
“I’m gonna fuck you so hard, baby,” Erwin murmured, pulling out and snapping his hips back in, angling towards his prostate. He knew that he’d hit it when Levi arched his back and moaned, his grip on Erwin’s arms tightening.
“God-” he groaned, “
Yes
, Erwin. You feel so fucking good.”
“Louder, baby,” Erwin ordered, slamming into Levi’s prostate as fast as he could. Zeke was still in the back of his mind, and he wanted to make sure that this time the man
heard
Levi moaning for him.
“O-Oh god,” Levi whined, “E-Erwin I-”
Erwin pulled out and flipped Levi onto his stomach before entering him again, growling, “
Louder
,” as he rammed in and out of him wildly. Levi’s mouth hung open, looking like he wanted to scream, but couldn’t find the sound within him to do so. He let out a loud moan after a moment, his hands falling to the sheets and grabbing at them desperately as the life was fucked out of him.
“
Erwin!
” he shrieked, groaning loudly and pushing his ass up to meet Erwin’s thrusts as best he could, “E-Erwin,
ah!
F-Fuck,
ngh!
Fuck me, oh god-
fuck me!
”
Erwin could feel the sweat dripping down his body, but he didn’t care. He was so focused on making the man under him lose control that he wasn’t worried about how exhausted he was growing from his fast thrusting. Levi sounded so desperate underneath him, and he was grasping at the sheets so tightly in his hands that his knuckles were turning white.
“You’re close, aren’t you?” Erwin smirked, “I want you to scream my name when you cum, baby. Tell me who you belong to.”
“Y-You!” Levi cried out, his legs shaking as Erwin continued to thrust unrelentingly into him, “God, I’m so- I-
Erwin!
”
He practically screamed the man’s name as he came, panting hard and resting his face on the sheets as he tried to normalize his breathing. Erwin could feel himself getting close, and he soon felt his orgasm washing over him. He pulled out and collapsed next to Levi, sighing heavily and trying to catch his breath. He couldn’t help but smile a little, knowing that Levi had been so loud, there was
no way
Zeke hadn’t heard him.
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Zeke frowned as he watched Erwin and Levi head into their bedroom, knowing what was coming. He went into his room and shut the door, not wanting to hear their activities. He couldn’t say it didn’t make him incredibly jealous. Zeke wanted to be the one fucking Levi, and he was envious that Erwin had the pleasure of being able to do so. He went to his bed and laid down, starting to scroll through his phone. But it wasn’t long before he heard the loud squeaking of the mattress next door, and he could even make out the sounds of skin slapping against skin. He grimaced, now unable to help but picture the two men fucking in the next room. He rubbed his forehead in some stress, reaching to his bedside to grab his earphones before he heard Levi moaning loudly:
“E-Erwin,
ah!
F-Fuck,
ngh!
Fuck me, oh god-
fuck me!
”
Zeke could feel a blush on his cheeks, and he cursed under his breath a little as he felt himself growing hard just from listening to Levi’s moans. He grabbed the earphones and shoved them in his ears, trying to search quickly for something to listen to so he wouldn’t have to listen anymore. But he heard Erwin’s low voice growling:
“I want you to scream my name when you cum, baby. Tell me who you belong to.”
Zeke rolled his eyes, feeling incredibly annoyed with Erwin. It almost felt like it was on purpose that Levi was being so loud, as the two of them hadn’t been that loud the other day that they’d banged. He could sense that Erwin was annoyed at him for trying to impress Levi, but he didn’t realize he’d made the man
that
jealous.
“Y-You!” he heard Levi cry out, the clear smacking sounds of their fucking only getting faster as he heard Levi scream Erwin’s name.
Zeke frowned and sighed in annoyance, mumbling swears under his breath as he started to play music to drown out the sounds. Part of him thought that he had no chance against Erwin, who Levi was already so in love with. But another part of him thought he had some chance. He’d seen the way Levi had first looked at him when they met. The man at the very least thought he was attractive, and Zeke would ride that train for the moment until it paid off. All he needed to do was try a little harder.
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Erwin walked into the house from work the next night to find Zeke and Levi cooking with each other in the kitchen. Levi was busy stirring some pasta in a pot of boiling water, and Zeke was putting a pan of meatballs in the oven. Erwin stayed quiet and hid around the corner, just wanting to listen and watch the two of them. He wanted to see if Levi was reciprocating in any way; wanted to know if he had anything to worry about.
“Let’s make a dessert,” Zeke suggested, “We could do cupcakes or something.”
Levi smiled, “You know how to bake?”
Zeke nodded, smiling back at Levi and starting to take out the ingredients they’d need. Levi stopped stirring the pasta and got out a mixing bowl and measuring cups, the two working together to add the ingredients they needed for the cupcake batter.
“I can crack eggs in one hand, wanna see?” Zeke asked.
Levi chuckled a little, “Sure. Let me see.”
Zeke cracked the egg in one hand, the contents pouring into the bowl, and then doing a second egg in the other hand. Erwin rolled his eyes a bit, thinking what a show-off Zeke was being.
“Wow, impressive!” Levi smirked, starting to whisk the batter. Some batter flew out of the bowl and landed on Zeke’s nose, and Levi started giggling at the sight. Zeke rolled his eyes a little, reaching into the batter and putting some on his finger before dabbing it onto Levi’s nose, causing the shorter man to gasp in some surprise.
“How dare you,” Levi set the bowl down and shoved Zeke playfully. The blonde man grinned a bit and wrapped his arms around Levi from behind, picking him up and spinning him as he kicked his legs in protest.
“Hey! Put me down!” Levi laughed, and Erwin could feel jealousy surging through his veins. He didn’t like how they were interacting
one bit
. Levi still appeared oblivious to Zeke’s flirting, but Erwin could tell how much they enjoyed each other’s company. What did he have to do to show Zeke that Levi was his?
He decided this would be a good time to enter the room, and the two stopped laughing upon his entry, Zeke setting Levi down and going back to grab a cupcake pan from the cupboards. Levi was still smiling, looking back at Zeke for a moment before he looked up at Erwin, clearly happy to see him.
“Erwin!” he greeted, “Zeke and I are making cupcakes.”
“I can tell,” Erwin muttered, trying not to make his jealousy
too
obvious. He reached down and wiped the batter off Levi’s nose, “You’re a mess, baby.”
“You can blame Zeke for that,” Levi chuckled a bit, leaning up to greet Erwin with a kiss.
“Hmm, can’t have my baby being all dirty, can we?” Erwin murmured sensually, and Levi immediately started to blush from his words.
He smacked Erwin’s chest lightly, whispering, “Erwin, come on. Zeke’s here, don’t make him uncomfortable.”
Zeke wasn’t looking at them, though. He was busy trying to put cupcake liners in the cupcake pan, purposefully ignoring what Erwin was saying. But Erwin couldn’t help himself, and wanted to press a little further.
He said in a low, lustful voice, “Actually, I think I’d like to see you covered in batter, so I can lick it off you.”
Levi went completely red, smacking Erwin harder on the arm and whining, “
Erwin!
I’m serious! Stop it!”
Zeke started pouring the mix into the cupcake pan, a frown on his face. Erwin was getting under his skin; he could tell. But he was so blinded with jealousy that he didn’t particularly care. He
wanted
Zeke to be hurt by his words.
“Well, maybe we should move things into the bedroom then,” Erwin suggested.
He could see the conflicted look on Levi’s face, and he hadn’t expected it. Levi was usually so into having sex with Erwin, and had never really hesitated like this before. They were both so in tune with each other’s sexual appetites, so why was Levi suddenly so conflicted about it? Erwin frowned a little as he watched Levi mull it over before he shook his head.
“I’m busy making food right now. Maybe later,” Levi said, pulling away from Erwin and going to drain the pasta. Erwin frowned. Levi had never done this to him before; even if he was busy cooking dinner, he
always
had time for Erwin to bend him over the counter and fuck him, regardless of whether the food was overcooking because of it or not. He looked over to Zeke, who had a smug smile on his face at Levi’s rejection of Erwin’s advances. Erwin grumbled under his breath as he headed to his room to get changed out of his suit. He didn’t like where things were going between Zeke and his boyfriend, and he
had
to put a stop to it.
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Levi climbed into bed that night, snuggling up to Erwin and sighing happily. He expected Erwin to wrap his arms around him, and was surprised when Erwin stayed facing away from him. That’s when he began to think something was wrong.
“Is everything okay?” Levi asked, reaching out to touch Erwin’s shoulder gently.
Erwin turned around to face him, a hurt look on his face, “No, everything’s
not
okay, Levi.”
“Well, what’s wrong?” Levi asked. He was getting worried now. Worried that maybe he’d done something wrong. He was good at fucking things up, and was almost certain he was the one who’d caused Erwin to look so upset.
“Are you really
that
oblivious?” Erwin wondered, narrowing his eyes a little at Levi, who had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. Oblivious to what? He wanted to make things better, though, as he didn’t like the way Erwin was looking at him.
“What did I do?” Levi inquired, his eyes widening a little as he tried to read Erwin’s emotions.
“Levi,” Erwin sighed, “Zeke’s been flirting with you. Haven’t you noticed?”
Levi almost laughed.
Zeke
was flirting with him? Yeah, right. What the hell was Erwin talking about? He refrained from laughing, noting the serious look on Erwin’s face and not wanting to make him more upset.
“Uhh, no?” Levi replied almost incredulously, “Why do you think he’s flirting with me?”
He was almost certain Erwin was just overreacting, as he couldn’t think of any reason why Zeke would’ve been flirting with him. They were just friends, and roommates, and they were getting along well. Wasn’t that a good thing?
“Levi, I see the way he looks at you,” Erwin frowned, “He
wants
you. He’s always touching you unnecessarily and giving you longing looks. You should pay more attention, it’s pretty obvious.”
“He... He
wants
me?” Levi stared at Erwin as if he had two heads. He had no reason not to believe his boyfriend; Erwin wouldn’t lie to him. And Erwin
was
generally better at seeing things in people that Levi didn’t see. So perhaps he was right.
“Yeah,” Erwin insisted, “He wants you, Levi. If we weren’t together, I’d bet you anything he’d have tried to bang you already.”
Levi could feel himself blushing, “I... but...”
He was starting to feel guilty, as if he’d done something to make Zeke act that way. Erwin had looked so hurt, and Levi felt as if it was his fault.
“I’m sorry,” Levi sucked in a deep breath, looking guilty, “I didn’t know. I hope I didn’t make you upset.”
“No, baby,” Erwin replied, taking Levi’s face in his hands and pressing a kiss to his forehead, “It’s not your fault. I just wanted you to be aware of it, so you don’t get taken advantage of.”
“Oh,” Levi smiled softly at Erwin’s actions, “Well... thanks. I’ll try to be more aware of it, okay? I don’t want to see you hurt.”
“Thank you, baby,” Erwin smiled back, leaning in and pressing a deep kiss to Levi’s lips, “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
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Zeke was feeling extremely insecure and hurt. Since that night that they’d cooked together, Levi had been pointedly avoiding him, and Zeke didn’t understand why. Maybe he’d come on too strong, but Levi hadn’t seemed bothered by it until the next day, for some unknown reason. He suspected Erwin had something to do with it, and it was an awkward couple of days when he and Levi were in the house together all alone but didn’t say one word to each other. Zeke had tried talking to Levi, but he gave up after a day, thinking it wasn’t worth it to try and
force
Levi to talk to him. Levi would come to him when he was ready.
As for now, he was meeting up for lunch with his friend, Pieck. She lived in the area, and since he’d moved in, he wanted to see her. He knew she would have advice for him on what was going on with his new roommates. Zeke sat at the table looking through the menu when Pieck walked up, smiling and waving at him. Zeke stood and gave her a quick hug to greet her before they both sat down.
“How are you, Zekey?” Pieck smiled, “How was the move?”
“Good, and the move was fine,” Zeke replied, setting down his menu so he could have a proper conversation with her.
Pieck suddenly looked a little puzzled, and narrowed her eyes as she looked at him, “What’s wrong?”
Zeke was surprised that she had been able to tell
that
quickly that something was wrong with him. They had been friends for years now, but
still
, he knew he definitely couldn’t read her in that same way.
“I have a crush on one of my roommates,” Zeke explained.
“Aww, that’s so sweet-”
“But he’s dating my other roommate,” Zeke finished, and Pieck’s eyes widened a little in some surprise.
“Oh shit,” Pieck frowned, “How do you always find yourself in these types of situations?”
Zeke was beginning to wonder that too. Whenever he had a crush, there was always some type of complication around it, which was why he’d only been in a few relationships in his life.
“I don’t know,” Zeke sighed, “I just... I really like him. And I think he likes me too, but now he’s ignoring me! I don’t know what to do.”
“You didn’t do anything to piss him off, did you?” Pieck wondered, and Zeke rolled his eyes a little.
“Of course not,” Zeke responded, “I’ve been nothing but nice to him. He just stopped talking to me one day, and I have a feeling it has to do with his boyfriend. He must’ve said something to him to make him ignore me like this.”
“Well, do you have time to talk to him when his boyfriend’s not there?” Pieck asked.
“Yeah,” Zeke replied, “His boyfriend goes to work every day and both him and I are alone until the afternoon.”
“Bring him something,” Pieck suggested, “That way he can’t just turn you away. He’ll feel too guilty turning away a gift, won’t he?”
“I suppose so,” Zeke said, thinking this idea was probably his best chance to get Levi to talk to him again. But what could he bring him that Levi wouldn’t be able to turn away? The more he thought about it, the more ideas began to flow through his brain.
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Levi was sitting in his room when he heard a knock on the bedroom door. He knew it had to be Zeke, as Erwin was still at work. Levi hesitantly called for him to come in, and Zeke opened the door, a small plastic bag filled with something in his hand. Levi stared at Zeke for a moment, wondering what he had with him.
“Hey Levi,” Zeke tried softly, smiling at him, “I ordered us some sushi. Thought we could talk?”
Levi could feel himself blushing, and he couldn’t help a small smile from crossing his face.
Dammit
, he thought to himself. He couldn’t just turn Zeke away when he’d brought him a gift like this. Levi sighed heavily, thinking things over. He’d been avoiding Zeke out of fear that the two would start flirting. He hadn’t noticed before, so how would he be able to tell if he and Zeke were flirting this time? But Levi knew that he couldn’t just turn Zeke away now, and he figured it’d be okay for them to talk things out, right?
“Sure,” Levi finally responded, scooting over on the bed to make room for Zeke, who entered and climbed up next to him on the bed. He opened the bag and took out the sushi he’d ordered. It looked delicious, but also expensive; it certainly wasn’t that grocery store grade sushi. He handed Levi some chopsticks and the two of them began to eat in silence, Levi not knowing how to start this conversation.
“So,” Zeke started, not looking at Levi, “Why have you been ignoring me? I thought we were getting along so well...”
Levi felt guilty. The look on Zeke’s face was making him feel bad, and he hadn’t meant to hurt his friend like this. He took another piece of sushi and popped it into his mouth so that he’d have more time to think about his answer.
“We were...” Levi agreed, “I just... I’m sorry. I get into moods sometimes where I don’t want to talk to people.”
He knew this was a lie, but he was far too embarrassed to admit the real reason he’d been avoiding Zeke: because he was afraid of them flirting, afraid of them getting too close, and afraid of falling for Zeke in the same way Zeke had fallen for him.
“It’s fine,” Zeke said, looking a little relieved, “I just thought I did something wrong.”
“No, no,” Levi replied quickly, trying to reassure him, “I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. That’s my fault, I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay, really,” Zeke smiled softly, reaching out and placing a hand on Levi’s shoulder, “I’m glad you told me.”
Levi could feel his heart pounding as he felt Zeke’s strong hand on his shoulder. His touch was warm, and Levi couldn’t help but think about how nice it felt. Zeke removed his hand after a moment, and Levi felt like he could breathe again. He smiled back at Zeke, continuing to eat the sushi Zeke had brought.
“Hey, wanna see something cool?” Zeke asked, picking up a piece of sushi. Levi nodded, wondering what he was going to do. Zeke tossed the piece up in the air and caught it in his mouth, causing Levi to laugh a little bit.
What a weird guy
.
“Wow, you have so many obscure talents,” Levi giggled a bit, thinking back to the one-handed egg cracking from the other day.
“Thanks,” Zeke grinned, looking happy that they were getting along again. Levi reached for the pile of napkins that sat on top of the empty plastic bag, and Zeke reached for one at the same time, their hands brushing against each other. Zeke glanced up at him, and Levi could feel himself blushing. He looked back down at their hands, and watched Zeke shakily place his hand on top of Levi’s and squeeze his hand lightly. This practically cemented in Levi’s mind that Zeke did, in fact, have a crush on him, and it scared him a little. But he let Zeke hold his hand for a moment, almost out of curiosity, before he pulled it away quickly and pretended like nothing had happened.
“Sorry,” Zeke muttered, “My bad.”
“No, it’s fine,” Levi replied quickly, wanting to move past it. He grabbed a napkin and wiped his face before picking up another piece of sushi and putting it in his mouth. He forced a smile in Zeke’s direction, not wanting him to think anything was wrong. But on the inside, he was panicking. He’d felt something when Zeke held his hand, a
spark
, and that terrified him more than anything.
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Erwin had been so happy that Levi was ignoring Zeke that he’d been completely caught off guard when he came home to find them laughing together, watching a movie on the couch and sitting
far
too close to each other. Upon his entrance, Levi had immediately gotten up and went into the kitchen, not wanting Erwin to see how close he and Zeke had been getting. Erwin was beginning to worry that maybe Levi had some feelings towards Zeke too, but he pushed that thought to the back of his mind, more annoyed by the fact that the two of them appeared to be getting along again.
“I’m gonna go to the corner store for cigarettes,” Zeke muttered to Erwin, not looking at him, “Be back in five.”
Erwin nodded, an evil thought growing in his mind. He instantly went into the kitchen, seeing Levi standing at the kitchen table reading some mail.
Perfect
, he thought to himself as he walked over and bent Levi over the table quickly, causing the shorter man to gasp in some surprise.
“Erwin!” he blushed, feeling the taller man already grinding against his ass, “Jesus- you can’t even wait five minutes? You just got home!”
“Yeah, but I wanna fuck my baby,” Erwin said in a low voice, gripping Levi’s hips tightly as he rocked his erection against Levi’s ass.
“Shouldn’t we at least go to the bedroom? Zeke’s in the other room,” Levi asked, starting to groan a little from Erwin’s grinding.
“Zeke left to go to the store,” Erwin said, “Won’t be back for a while.”
But Erwin knew that was a lie, and that Zeke could be back at any moment. Levi, now convinced that what they were doing was okay, began to moan and push back against Erwin’s dick. Erwin smiled a little and started tugging down Levi’s pants and underwear, dropping the clothes to the ground around Levi’s ankles. He undid his belt buckle and tugged down his pants to his thighs, taking his erection and rubbing it against Levi’s entrance roughly.
“Shit,” Levi whimpered, “I want it so bad, Erwin.”
“I know you do, baby,” Erwin smirked, holding three fingers to Levi’s mouth. The shorter man took them into his mouth and sucked on them eagerly, rocking his hips back against Erwin’s erection and whining. Erwin pulled his fingers out of Levi’s mouth and pushed one in gently, trying to be quick, as he knew Zeke could walk in at any second. He wanted Zeke to walk in on them fucking, wanted Zeke to see that Levi was
his
, and make sure that Zeke
knew
this. Erwin added a second finger, fucking into Levi roughly.
“Mm,” Levi groaned, “You’re certainly eager, aren’t you?”
“Yeah, baby,” Erwin replied, adding a third finger, “I want to be inside you. I’ve been waiting all day.”
Levi nodded, wriggling his hips back against Erwin’s fingers and moaning. Erwin smiled a little at Levi’s eagerness, and pulled his fingers out, lining his dick up at Levi’s hole and pushing in. Levi gasped and groaned, clinging to the kitchen table as Erwin started moving. Erwin could hear the front door open and close, but was thankful to find that Levi hadn’t apparently noticed, still moaning and scraping at the kitchen table as Erwin fucked into him.
Erwin picked up the pace, gripping Levi’s hips and growling, “Tell me how much you like it, baby.”
“F-Fuck,” Levi cried out, not seeing Zeke enter the kitchen as he had his eyes closed in pleasure, “I love it when you fuck me like this, E-Erwin.”
Zeke dropped the cigarettes in his hand and just stared at the two of them, Erwin looking at him with a smug glance. Levi’s eyes snapped open, and his face turned a deep shade of red as he and Zeke just looked at each other. But Erwin didn’t stop; he kept plowing into Levi, who bit his lip hard as he tried to hold back his moans. Erwin could see Levi’s erection bouncing against his stomach with each thrust, and could tell from the look on his face that Levi enjoyed someone having walked in on them like this.
Dirty little bastard
, Erwin thought, chuckling to himself a bit.
“I... oh god, I’m so sorry-” Zeke tried, looking glued to the spot.
Levi looked like he wanted to say something, when Erwin began slamming into his prostate, and Levi let out a low groan, covering his mouth to stop himself. Zeke snapped out of it and went to pick up his cigarettes, starting to head in the direction of his room.
“
Zeke
,” Erwin called after him, and Zeke turned around to stare back at him, “Come sit down.”
“
What?!
” Levi blushed.
“You don’t want to give our new roommate a show, baby?” Erwin cooed, and Zeke was glued to the spot again, not sure
what the fuck
to do.
“You... You’re so fucking crazy,” Levi moaned as Erwin continued to fuck him.
“But you like the idea, don’t you?” Erwin teased, and Levi looked back at him incredulously before he glanced back over to Zeke, who still stood in the kitchen doorway, as if he was stuck.
“Fuck,
fine
,” Levi groaned, and Zeke didn’t take long to sit at the kitchen table across from Erwin and Levi, so that he was able to see Levi’s face perfectly. Levi was blushing still, clinging to the table as Erwin pounded into him unrelentingly. He bit his lip hard to hold back his moans.
“Come on, baby, give him a show,” Erwin ordered, and Zeke exchanged an annoyed look with him, clearly knowing exactly what the blonde man was doing: marking his territory. This was Erwin blatantly saying:
I can fuck him and you can’t, so go ahead and watch.
“E-Erwin,” Levi whined, unable to look at Zeke as he rested his cheek on the table, whimpering loudly.
“Tell him who you belong to, Levi,” Erwin growled, “Look at him, and tell him he can’t have you.”
Zeke raised an eyebrow. Erwin could see a throbbing erection through Zeke’s pants, which must’ve been pretty painful, but Zeke didn’t dare touch himself. He must not have wanted to give Erwin the satisfaction.
“I... I’m Erwin’s,” Levi moaned as he looked up at Zeke, his eyes half-lidded and lustful, “You can’t...
ah!
You can’t h-have me, Z-Zeke.”
Zeke stared back at him, a stoic look on his face. He appeared to be trying not to let this get to him, just sitting there and watching calmly. Erwin had to give it to him; he knew
he
wouldn’t be able to just sit there and not react. He’d have at least gotten up and left by now.
“That’s right, baby,” Erwin teased, “Who does your slutty hole belong to, hmm?”
“Y-You!” he gasped out, a sob escaping his mouth as the pleasure mounted. Erwin wasn’t alarmed by Levi’s sudden tears; this hadn’t been the first time Erwin had fucked him so hard he was crying from pleasure. However, a concerned look passed over Zeke’s face, and he reached out to wipe away at Levi’s tears.
“
Don’t you dare touch him
,” Erwin snarled, and Zeke’s hand retreated, giving a glare in Erwin’s direction.
Levi sniffled and moaned, “I’m gonna c-cum.”
“Good boy,” Erwin smirked, “You can cum if you tell Zeke he can’t fuck you.”
“Z-Zeke,
ngh
,” Levi whimpered, looking incredibly red in the face, “You can’t f-fuck me- it’s-it’s Erwin’s.”
Zeke just continued to stare at him, looking incredibly chill with the entire situation. Erwin had hoped for more of a reaction out of him, but Zeke was just watching Levi’s face, his erection pulsing in his pants.
“Go ahead and cum for me, baby,” Erwin ordered, smacking Levi’s ass hard as he continued to plow into him roughly.
“Y-Yes,
fuck!
” he practically shrieked, cumming all over the table and panting.
Erwin pulled out, demanding, “On your knees, mouth open.”
Levi quickly did as he was told, getting on his knees in front of Erwin and opening his mouth. Erwin groaned and tugged at his erection, jerking himself off. He could feel himself growing close, and moaned as he came into Levi’s mouth.
“Keep your mouth open,” Erwin said, leaning over and spitting into his mouth, “Now swallow.”
Levi swallowed and wiped his mouth on his sleeve, looking up at Erwin in some surprise. It wasn’t the first time he’d done something like this, but Levi certainly hadn’t expected it, and Erwin could sense that Levi knew this was a possession thing. Erwin looked back up at Zeke and growled, “There. Now you know who he belongs to.”
Zeke was giving Erwin a look of death, and he got up, going to his room. Levi looked after him with some regret and worry on his face. He got up to go after him, but Erwin grabbed his arm and brought him in for a deep kiss to distract him. Levi was smiling when he pulled away, clearly not thinking about Zeke much anymore.
“You did so good, baby,” Erwin praised.
“Thanks,” Levi smiled, pressing another deep kiss to Erwin’s lips. Erwin had accomplished just what he wanted to; he’d pissed Zeke off, and possibly driven Zeke away from Levi for good.
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As soon as he got back into his room, Zeke climbed onto the bed and laid face down in his pillow, yelling into it in muffled frustration. His erection was throbbing in his pants, and he was unable to help himself from rocking his hips against the mattress below him. He groaned, pulling away from the pillow and turning onto his back, quickly undoing his pants and reaching into his underwear to pull out his pulsing dick. He started tugging on it, slowly at first. It had been painful to sit there and watch Levi getting fucked, but he didn’t want to give Erwin the satisfaction of watching him get off to them banging. He leaned back against the pillow and groaned quietly as he thought about Levi in that position: bent over the kitchen table being plowed into from behind. His face,
his face
, had been so erotic and lustful that Zeke had thought he might cum untouched just from watching him. He looked absolutely
wrecked
by the end of everything, and Zeke couldn’t help himself from wishing that he’d been the one to make Levi unravel like that. He appreciated the fact that he’d gotten to see Levi like this, despite the fact that it was Erwin who was fucking the man.
Zeke started jerking faster, bucking his hips into his hand and whining quietly. He pictured himself in Erwin’s position, fucking into Levi so roughly that the man was crying out in pleasure. He replayed in his mind over and over Levi’s orgasm face, feeling himself growing closer as he desperately worked at his cock.
“Fuck,” he muttered, groaning loudly as he thought about Levi’s words. He’d sounded so desperate to please Erwin, so fucking
breathy
and
sexy
. Even though the words he was saying were meant to dissuade Zeke from having interest in him, he’d said them in the hottest possible way, so Zeke didn’t mind the words so much. He knew that Levi was only saying them to make Erwin happy, or because he was desperate, or both. Zeke knew that Levi didn’t mean those words, and if he’d caught Levi alone in that type of desperate state, Levi would’ve
definitely
let Zeke fuck him, he could just tell. Levi had been just as turned on from Zeke watching him as Zeke was seeing him in that state.
Zeke pictured Levi on his knees, taking
his
cum into his mouth, and not Erwin’s. He groaned and came on his sheets and his hand, whining as he came down from his orgasm. That was the hottest thing he’d ever seen, and he really,
really
wished he had been the one standing behind Levi, giving him that amount of pleasure. Erwin had clearly meant the event to be one where he persuaded Zeke to back off, but Zeke was now more determined than ever. After seeing Levi in a state like that, all he wanted to do was be the one to fuck him, and now he was going to try even harder to get what he wanted.
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Levi was so incredibly embarrassed from the escapades he’d engaged in the day before. It had been a huge turn-on for him, but he was very worried that he’d helped to make Zeke upset, and that’s something he didn’t want. He’d just been so desperate for his own climax that he didn’t care what he said or did to get there. And that made him feel pretty selfish, and pretty fucking awful in general. He exited the bedroom the next morning, not having seen Zeke since the incident. He wondered if Zeke was okay, and hoped he hadn’t made him too upset.
Levi walked into the kitchen to see Zeke standing at the fridge, looking for something to eat. He looked up and stared at Levi with some surprise on his face, as if he hadn’t expected to see him, even though they lived in the same house. The two just stared at each other for a moment, and Levi wrung the bottom of his shirt nervously in his hands as he tried to figure out what to say.
“I’m so sorry,” he started, avoiding Zeke’s eyes, “What Erwin and I did yesterday was fucked up, and I hope you’re not too upset with me.”
Zeke didn’t say anything, still staring at Levi with a determined look on his face. He shut the refrigerator door and walked with purpose towards Levi, who was incredibly confused as to what Zeke was doing. That was, until he was pressed against the wall, Zeke pinning his hands above his head and staring down at him with the most lustful look Levi had ever seen. His eyes widened in some surprise as he stared up at the man.
“I’ve never wanted someone so badly in my whole life,” Zeke said in a low voice, and Levi could feel his dick twitching in his pants. He suddenly had a desperate need for Zeke’s lips to be on his own, but he held back as best he could.
Zeke dropped his head to Levi’s neck, nuzzling against it lightly before he whispered huskily, “Do you want to know what I’d do to you if I could?”
Levi could feel himself blushing, his erection only getting worse. Zeke’s hot breath was on his neck, and he glanced down to see Zeke’s own erection clearly tenting in his pants. He knew how dangerous this was: they were so close, both of them incredibly turned on by one another, and they were
alone
. Anything could happen.
Levi nodded hesitantly, wanting to hear what Zeke had to say. He was so tempted, and he’d never been tempted like this before. In all the time he’d been with Erwin, he’d never been this turned on by another man.
Zeke smirked against his neck, and Levi could’ve kissed that smirk away in seconds. He was holding himself back so much that he could feel himself shaking. Zeke leaned up to whisper in his ear, “I would bend you over and fuck you so hard you’d be begging for more. I’d have you screaming my name, and you wouldn’t have a single thought in your head except for how good my dick feels. You wouldn’t even be thinking about your stupid boyfriend.”
Levi’s face was getting redder by the second as the lewd thoughts filled his mind. Being bent over by Zeke and letting the man ravage him until he was screaming. He couldn’t help the groan from escaping his mouth, and he whimpered quietly as he could feel Zeke’s lips graze against his neck.
That’s when the front door opened, and Erwin came in for his lunch break. He only got in far enough to close the door behind him when he saw the position the two were in: Levi’s hands pinned above his head and Zeke pressing him against the wall. He stared for a moment in some shock before his face turned cold, twisted with hurt, confusion, and anger. Erwin quickly turned on his heel and stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind him.
Zeke immediately backed off, looking regretful about what he’d done. Clearly, he hadn’t meant to hurt anyone, nor put Levi in such a compromising position. As soon as he was let go, Levi rushed to the front door and ripped it open, calling after Erwin, who was already at his car. Levi rushed down the steps of the front porch and towards the car.
“Erwin, let me explain!” Levi whimpered, watching Erwin open the car door.
“No,” Erwin said shortly, “You don’t have to explain. I saw what was happening.”
“Erwin, it’s not what it looked like!” Levi tried again, “
Please
let me explain.”
But Erwin just got in his car and put it in drive, peeling out of the driveway and heading down the road. Levi could feel his stomach filling with dread, and he didn’t know what else to do but head back inside. He went back into the house and shut the door behind him, Zeke now nowhere in sight. He hoped that when Erwin came home from work, they could talk about things, but until then, he would be filled with anxiety and worry that he’d just ruined everything with his boyfriend.
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Erwin came home late that night. He stayed in the office for as long as he could, until everyone else had left for the night. He didn’t want to see Levi, and he
definitely
didn’t want to see Zeke. With the position he’d found them in, who
knows
what else they’d been doing behind his back. They’d clearly been about to do something together, and it didn’t look innocent in any nature. When he walked into the house, all the lights were turned off, except for the lights coming from the two bedrooms down the hall. He turned on the kitchen light and set his briefcase on the table.
Almost immediately, Levi came out of the bedroom and into the kitchen, looking guilty and anxious. Levi and Erwin just stared at each other for a moment, before Erwin looked away. He had no desire to talk to Levi right now. He felt betrayed and gutted, and didn’t want to hear what Levi had to say.
“Erwin?” Levi said in a small voice. He sounded cautious, as if he was worried about setting Erwin off at any second.
“No,” Erwin immediately replied, going to the fridge to find something to eat.
“Erwin,
please
let me explain,” Levi tried, “Nothing happened, he just-”
“Had you pressed up against the wall?” Erwin threw a glare in Levi’s direction, “Oh, I’m
sure
nothing was happening, Levi. Christ, I could see your fucking erections, I’m not
blind
.”
Levi looked hurt by Erwin’s words and looked down at the ground, his hands in fists next to his sides. Erwin was reveling a little in Levi’s pain. He’d been hurt, and thought Levi deserved to feel a little of that too.
“But we didn’t... we didn’t
do
anything,” Levi whimpered, “I promise, Erwin.
Nothing
happened between us. He caught me by surprise, otherwise I wouldn’t have even let
that
happen.”
“You expect me to
believe
that?” Erwin growled as he slammed the fridge shut, not particularly hungry anymore, “I’m not an
idiot
, Levi. You two spend every day alone together, am I supposed to believe you two don’t do anything? You’ve been flirting with him since he moved in here.”
Levi frowned, glaring back at Erwin as he stood his ground, “That’s
not
true! I didn’t even know he liked me until
you
pointed it out! And you should
trust me!
I’ve never betrayed you before, why would I do that to you now?”
Erwin couldn’t help himself. He wanted Levi to hurt in the way he was hurting. He felt the regret pool in his stomach as soon as he said it:
“Because you’re a fucking slut,” he snapped, and saw Levi’s face fall in some surprise and hurt.
He stared up at Erwin for a moment with a pained expression before his face turned to anger, and he muttered, “Fuck you, Erwin,” before he went back into the bedroom and slammed the door behind him.
Erwin took a second to suck in a deep breath and calm himself down. He hadn’t meant to say that, and he instantly regretted it. But he was so angry with his boyfriend. Why had he let Zeke do that, and what else had they been up to while he was gone?
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Zeke was sitting in the living room the next day when Levi came in. Upon seeing him, Levi’s eyes widened a little before he turned to leave.
Zeke quickly stood up, calling after him, “Wait, don’t go!”
He felt sincerely bad about the position Erwin had found them in the day before. Though he didn’t particularly care about Erwin’s feelings, he didn’t mean to put Levi in that position, and now Erwin was mad at Levi. He’d noticed Erwin had slept on the couch last night, and Levi had spent the whole evening in their bedroom.
Levi paused, turning around and crossing his arms, “What?”
Zeke sighed and walked towards him, and Levi took a step back as soon as he did so.
Fair enough
, he thought, keeping his distance from the man. He stuck his hands in his pockets, sighing a little.
“Look, I’m really sorry about yesterday,” Zeke said quietly, “I was really turned on from what you and Erwin did the day before and I just... I couldn’t resist you. I didn’t mean to mess everything up between you two.”
Levi was frowning, but he sighed after a moment, letting his arms drop to his sides, “It’s fine. Just, don’t do that again, okay? Erwin’s pissed at me.”
Zeke was a little surprised that Levi was so quick to forgive him, but he must’ve known just how sorry Zeke felt. Or maybe he hadn’t minded what Zeke had done all that much. Zeke had been able to tell that Levi had been turned on when he pressed him into the wall yesterday, and he was starting to suspect the shorter man was just as into him as he was into Levi.
“Okay, I’m sorry,” Zeke replied, “And don’t worry, I’m going to talk to Erwin, okay? It was my fault, not yours, and he shouldn’t be upset with you.”
A small smile appeared on Levi’s face, “Thank you. I appreciate that.”
Zeke smiled back, and decided he was going to press his luck, taking another step forward and watching Levi stay where he was, this time not moving away from him. Zeke stepped towards him again, and this time they were only about a foot away from each other. Zeke reached his hand out slowly, and Levi was watching him cautiously.
“Can I hug you?” Zeke asked slowly, as if he was worried Levi was going to outright reject him.
Levi bit his lip and looked away, looking as though he was thinking deeply about what Zeke had just asked him. He took a moment before he looked up and hesitantly nodded, and Zeke couldn’t help but smile a little as he stepped forward again, enveloping Levi in a close hug. Levi hugged back almost instantly, and Zeke could feel his heart fluttering.
“I really am sorry,” Zeke whispered, still feeling guilty.
“It’s okay, Zeke,” Levi replied as he pulled away, “Really, everything’s going to be fine.”
But Zeke was still worried, and Levi’s words didn’t put him at ease. He would have to talk to Erwin when he got home from work, and that prospect was a little terrifying. He’d encroached on Erwin’s territory, and now he was going to have to try and explain himself.
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Erwin came home from work that night to find Zeke at the kitchen table. He wanted to avoid talking to him, but he didn’t have a lot of other places to go. He was guessing Levi was in the bedroom, and he didn’t particularly want to talk to
him
either. He set down his briefcase on the table and avoided Zeke’s gaze, wondering why the man was staring at him so intently in the first place.
“Erwin,” Zeke spoke up as Erwin moved to go back to the living room, “We need to talk.”
This was what Erwin had been dreading. He had a feeling that Zeke was waiting for him, and he wasn’t exactly excited for whatever it was that Zeke had to say to him. He stopped in his tracks and turned to look at Zeke, waiting for him to continue.
“I’m really sorry about what happened yesterday with Levi,” Zeke started, “But you shouldn’t be giving Levi a hard time about it; it was my fault, not his.”
Erwin crossed his arms defensively, not really sure how to feel about what Zeke was saying. He wasn’t really prepared to forgive Zeke, nor Levi, for what had happened, and he still wasn’t sure if he believed that that had been
all
that happened between the two of them.
“Okay,” Erwin replied shortly, “And why should I forgive you?”
Zeke frowned, “Look, you don’t have to forgive me. But at least forgive Levi. He’s really upset about what happened.”
Erwin sighed a little, rolling his eyes, “Fine, I’ll talk to Levi.”
He turned to leave again, just wanting this conversation to be over. But he heard Zeke get up behind him, and he was surprised to see the man following after him. He sighed in some exasperation, wondering what it was that he needed
now
.
“What do you want?” he asked impatiently.
“I just... I need to tell you,” Zeke sucked in a deep breath, not looking at Erwin as he murmured, “I really like Levi.”
Erwin could feel his blood run cold from Zeke’s statement. Of course, he already knew this, but hearing it out loud was somehow worse. His hands were at his side now, and he clenched his fists in annoyance.
“As if that’s not obvious,” Erwin rolled his eyes, “What do you want? My permission to go after him? Because you’re not getting it.”
Zeke took a small step back, wanting to keep the distance between the two of them. He looked a little intimidated, which Erwin felt a bit smug about. He wanted Zeke to be afraid of him; wanted to be a threat to him. Maybe that would keep him away from Levi.
“I know,” Zeke sighed, “But listen... I think Levi likes me too.”
“Then you’re fucking blind,” Erwin snapped in anger, “Levi wouldn’t betray me like that.”
But he wasn’t so sure about that. In fact, he realized he was backtracking on his argument with Levi yesterday, in which Levi told him the same thing. But he truthfully didn’t want to believe that Levi would betray him and develop a crush on their roommate.
“You’re in denial, Erwin,” Zeke glanced up with him with a determined look, “If you hadn’t walked in, he would’ve at the very least let me kiss him. He was moaning just from the words I whispered in his ear.”
“You’d better shut the fuck up before I do something I might regret,” Erwin growled through gritted teeth, “Even if he does like you, he won’t leave me for you. Didn’t you hear what he said when I fucked him?
You can’t have him.
”
Zeke looked a little set off by Erwin bringing that fact up again, and he shot Erwin a glare, which Erwin reveled in. Zeke went to push past him to head to his room, but Erwin grabbed his arm roughly and tugged him back.
He brought his face within inches of Zeke’s, whispering in a low voice, “If you don’t stay away from my boyfriend, we’re going to have a serious fucking problem. So you’d better watch yourself.”
Zeke stared back at him in clear anger, and ripped his arm away, storming towards his room and slamming the door shut. Erwin smirked in some satisfaction, quickly wiping the smirk off his face when the opposite door opened and Levi appeared, looking confused as to why the door had been slammed across the hall.
The two of them made eye contact, and Levi quickly frowned upon seeing him, “Hi Erwin.”
“Hey,” Erwin sighed, knowing he probably owed Levi an apology, or at the very least a talk between the two of them. He hadn’t meant to call Levi a slut, and he knew he’d hurt his boyfriend by saying something like that.
“I... I want us to talk,” Levi said quietly, walking towards him cautiously, “About what happened yesterday.”
“Look, Levi,” Erwin started, “I shouldn’t have called you a slut. That was out of pocket, and I only said it to hurt you because I was hurting. But I shouldn’t have. I’m sorry.”
Levi looked up at him with a hurt expression as he remembered what Erwin had said to him, but he quickly wiped that expression away, looking up at him with some sympathy, “I’m sorry for what happened with Zeke. It won’t happen again. I won’t let it.”
“It’s okay, baby,” Erwin sighed as he took a step towards his boyfriend, “I should’ve trusted you when you said nothing happened. I believe you now.”
Levi looked up at Erwin with sad, yet hopeful, eyes, especially when Erwin stepped towards him. He smiled sadly, “Are we okay, then?”
“Yeah, we’re okay,” Erwin replied, enveloping Levi in a hug and pressing a kiss to the top of his head. Levi hugged back tightly, resting his head on Erwin’s chest and sighing happily from their embrace.
“I love you,” Levi whispered against his chest.
Erwin couldn’t help but smile as he held his boyfriend, “I love you too.”
Erwin was a little surprised to feel Levi suddenly palming at his dick, his hand gently going into Erwin’s pants and grasping it in his hand. He groaned quietly as Levi started to tug at his dick roughly, looking up at Erwin to make sure this was okay.
“You wanna move this to the bedroom?” Erwin asked, smirking down at him a little as the two shared a kiss.
Levi nodded eagerly and pulled his hand out, practically dragging Erwin to their bedroom. Once they got to the bed, Levi pushed Erwin back onto the mattress and got on his knees, starting to undo Erwin’s pants.
Erwin smiled a little and ran a hand through Levi’s hair as the shorter man tugged down Erwin’s pants and boxers impatiently, releasing his erection to the air. He was glad Levi could meet his level of horniness; he was horny quite often, and he appreciated that Levi was accommodating of this fact. Levi took Erwin’s dick into his hand and pumped it a few times before he wrapped his lips around the tip and began to suck gently.
“Shit,” Erwin muttered, groaning a little as Levi circled his tongue around the tip and licked at the slit. He whined around Erwin’s length and took him deeper, until Erwin could feel the back of Levi’s throat. Erwin tugged Levi’s hair and guided his head onto his dick a little faster. Levi was doing an amazing job of holding back his gag reflex, breathing heavily through his nose as he adapted to Erwin’s movements.
“You like that, baby?” Erwin teased in a low voice, “Does it feel good when I fuck your mouth like that?”
Levi groaned around his length and nodded a little, allowing Erwin to continue fucking into his mouth at a slow but rough pace. Levi was looking up at him with half-lidded eyes, drool and pre-cum starting to dribble down his chin. Erwin moaned from the sight and gripped Levi’s hair tighter, moving his head even faster and watching Levi gag a little as he adjusted.
“Do you want me to fuck your other hole, baby?” Erwin asked, and Levi nodded quickly, a string of pre-cum clinging to his lips as Erwin pulled his dick out of his mouth. He sighed contently and slapped his dick lightly against Levi’s bottom lip before pulling away and watching Levi stand up shakily.
“Such a good boy,” Erwin praised, “Get on the bed, okay? I’m gonna prep you.”
“I... I don’t need prep,” Levi admitted sheepishly, looking away from Erwin, “I may have... um... gotten ready while you were gone today at work. I was missing you.”
Erwin’s eyes widened a little before he grinned, grabbing Levi by his ass and pulling him closer to him.
“You were thinking about me, baby?” Erwin pressed a kiss to his jawline, “Tell me what you were thinking about.”
Levi blushed and nodded, burying his face in Erwin’s neck as he mumbled in some embarrassment, “I was thinking about you fucking me... bending me over your work desk and taking me like that...”
“Were you really?” Erwin smirked a little, groping at Levi’s ass, “Maybe I should bend you over my desk then. Would you like that?”
Levi nodded into his neck, and Erwin thought it was adorable how red Levi was in the face when he pulled away. He got up and pulled Levi over to his desk on the other end of the bedroom, putting a hand on his back and bending him over it. Erwin started tugging down Levi’s pants and boxers, experimentally pushing a finger into his boyfriend’s entrance to test if he really was prepped. He was surprised by how eagerly Levi’s hole sucked his finger in, and he knew he was ready, taking his finger back out. Erwin took his dick into his hand and rubbed it against Levi’s hole roughly.
“How desperate were you when you were thinking about me, baby?” Erwin asked, pressing the head in gently, “Did you cum just from your own fingers fucking your slutty little hole? Hmm?”
Levi moaned, his fingers clinging to the edges of the desk, “Y-Yes, I was so desperate for you, Erwin.”
“Such a naughty boy,” Erwin murmured sensually, bringing a hand down on his ass hard before he started pushing in the rest of the way, “You know only bad boys finger themselves, right? You couldn’t even wait for me to get home.”
He clicked his tongue in a disappointed way and smacked his ass again, now flush against him. Levi groaned and whimpered, being rutted against the desk with each smack brought down upon his now-reddened ass.
“I’m s-sorry,” he whined, “I just wanted you so bad, Erwin. I couldn’t stop thinking about... about...”
“About what, baby?” Erwin ran his fingers along Levi’s ass gently, starting to move slowly.
“About you giving it to me,” Levi replied in a small voice, “Fucking me until I was crying out for you, begging you for more.”
“Oh really?” Erwin smiled smugly, smacking Levi’s ass once more before he picked up the pace, starting to fuck into him roughly. He gripped his hips roughly as he fucked him against the wooden surface, the desk squeaking from their movements.
“Sh-Shit,” Levi groaned, “
Ah!
E-Erwin!”
“There you go, baby,” Erwin cooed, continuing to slam into him at a hard pace, “You’re lucky I’m in a good mood. I’m going to give you what you want today.”
“Y-Yes,
yes
,” Levi groaned, “Oh god,
please
give it to me, Erwin.”
Erwin loved how desperate his boyfriend was once they got going. He would beg and beg unashamed, and Erwin reveled in every word and moan spilling out of his lover’s mouth. It was so incredibly sexy to him.
“Shh, baby, don’t worry. You’re gonna get it,” Erwin said in a deep voice, grabbing Levi’s right thigh and lifting it up so he could get better access to that sweet spot that he had been searching for this whole time.
Levi cried out as Erwin began hitting his prostate straight on, his thrusts pounding into his pleasure spot over and over again. Erwin groaned quietly and held Levi’s thigh tightly in his right hand, continuing to fuck into him as hard as he could.
“
Erwin!
Oh my god,” Levi moaned loudly, his fingernails scraping at the edge of the desk.
“That’s right, baby,” Erwin said, leaning down and growling in his ear, “I’m the only one who makes you feel this good, right? Nobody else could fuck you like this. You’re all mine, baby.
All mine
. Nobody else’s, you got that?”
Levi was panting hard, and he nodded quickly to what Erwin was saying, his eyes lulling back into his head as he whined loudly, “Y-Yes,
fuck yes
. I’m all yours.”
“Good boy,” Erwin murmured, smacking his ass hard as he continued his assault of thrusts, “You know who you belong to, don’t you?”
“Y-Yes,” Levi gasped out, “I belong to-to y-you!
Ah!
”
“Good,” Erwin snarled, pounding into him at an unrelenting pace until he watched his desk being covered in Levi’s cum, the shorter man practically sobbing by the end of everything between them. Erwin groaned and smacked his ass again, letting Levi’s leg down and slamming into him hard, himself very close to orgasm.
“Fuck, you’re so fucking sexy, Levi,” he groaned, “So fucking gorgeous for me. I bet you’d let me fuck you all day, wouldn’t you?”
Levi whimpered, “Y-Yes,
yes
.”
“Yes what?” Erwin breathed, his panting becoming worse as he got closer.
“Yes
sir
,” Levi groaned, and Erwin came into him, breathing heavily and shaking a little as he finished. He pulled out, watching his cum dripping out of Levi’s hole. He used his dick to push the liquid back up and into him, pushing himself in again as the feeling was just too good, and it was helping him ride out his orgasm.
“God, Levi,” Erwin moaned, “You look so goddamn hot with my cum leaking out of you like that.”
Levi whimpered at the contact, groaning a little and resting his head on the desk as he tried to calm his breathing, “You feel so good, sir.”
Erwin bit his lip a little. Levi knew what a turn-on it was for him to call Erwin ‘sir’ like this, and the shorter man was clearly doing it on purpose now. Erwin could feel himself getting hard again as he pumped into Levi gently.
“You want it again, baby?” Erwin asked quietly, “Because if you keep that up, it’s gonna be hard for me not to fuck you.”
“I... I want it, sir,” Levi whined, pushing his ass back gently against Erwin’s slow thrusts.
“Shit,” Erwin gasped out from the feeling, “You know just what to say to turn me on, don’t you?”
“Y-Yes, sir,” Levi groaned as he pushed back almost desperately, his own dick already erect, “I just want to be fucked again.
Please
, sir?”
He turned his head to look up at Erwin with the most lustful but innocent face he could muster, and Erwin could feel his dick twitch inside of Levi as he moaned from the sight of his boyfriend acting this way.
“Of course, baby,” Erwin began to push into him at a slightly rougher pace, “You’re such a good boy.”
Levi tossed his head back in a moan as Erwin picked up the pace and started to ram in and out of him more wildly, “
A-Ah!
Oh god. Y-Yes,
ngh,
fuck!”
“That’s a good boy,” Erwin cooed, “You like it when I fuck you like this, baby?”
“Y-Yes, sir!
Fuck!
” Levi moaned almost instantly, desperately trying to push back against Erwin’s thrusts.
Erwin chuckled a little at his eagerness and pinned his hips down so that he couldn’t do so anymore, slamming into his prostate at an unrelenting pace. He could feel himself growing closer by the second, and Levi was squirming and writhing underneath him, his face dusted red as he panted hard under Erwin’s thrusting.
“Are you getting close?” Erwin asked as he continued, his breathing growing heavy.
“Y-Yeah,” Levi whined, arching his back.
“You gonna cum for me?”
“I’m gonna cum for you, sir,” Levi moaned, cumming hard within a few more thrusts and trying to catch his breath. Erwin groaned and kept fucking into him at a harsh pace, smacking his ass roughly as he came for the second time, breathing out a heavy sigh as he did so.
“Holy fuck,” Erwin breathed, pulling out and watching his cum dripping down Levi’s legs. He smirked a little and smacked Levi’s hole lightly, the cum splattering a little across his legs. Levi shot him a slight glare for making a mess and stood up shakily.
“You’re so dirty,” Levi rolled his eyes a little.
“You’re the one with two loads in your ass,” Erwin couldn’t help but grin a little, especially when Levi pouted angrily.
“And whose fault is that?” Levi quipped back almost immediately, causing Erwin to laugh.
“Come on, we can go take a shower together,” Erwin suggested, grabbing Levi’s hand and leading him to the door.
“Wait!” Levi protested a little, tugging Erwin back a bit, “We’re naked, what if Zeke sees us?”
“Who cares?” Erwin replied, “He’s already seen us naked. Plus, it’d be good for him to see my cum dripping down your legs again. Put him in his fucking place.”
Levi sighed a little in annoyance at Erwin’s words and let himself be dragged out the door. They didn’t run into Zeke, who remained in his room while they went to shower. But Erwin almost wished they
would
run into their roommate. He wanted Zeke to know just who Levi belonged to, and wanted him to back the
fuck
off his boyfriend, because clearly he wasn’t getting the message.
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Levi sucked in a deep breath as he walked next to Zeke, the sun shining down on both of them. Zeke had invited him to go for a walk, and he’d agreed, thinking it was a good idea to get out of the house for once. Zeke shoved his hands in his pockets, glancing over at Levi every once in a while with a small smile on his face. Levi himself couldn’t help but smile, a giddy feeling in his stomach every time he captured Zeke’s attention. They’d barely been talking on their walk, but Levi didn’t mind that. He was just enjoying Zeke’s company. That’s when they happened upon a park on their route, and Zeke stopped in his tracks. “You wanna go on the swings?” Zeke asked, and Levi thought he was joking for a moment before he looked up and realized Zeke was asking this question seriously. “What are you? Five?” Levi quipped, unable to help but laugh a little. “What are you? Eighty?” Zeke retorted, grabbing Levi’s hand and starting to drag him towards the swings anyway, “Come on, it’ll be fun.” Levi allowed himself to be dragged, thinking to himself how soft, but strong Zeke’s hands felt in his own. He couldn’t help the blush that came across his cheeks, and he smiled a little at Zeke’s sudden childlike wonder as he brought him over to the swing set. Zeke climbed onto one of the swings and started pumping his legs to swing higher, Levi taking a seat on the swing next to him and just watching him. He just swung a little, watching Zeke enjoying himself immensely as he swung higher and higher. Levi couldn’t help an idiotic smile from crossing his face. He thought Zeke was being incredibly cute, and his heart was fluttering from the sight of him. Zeke slowed to a stop and looked at him, “You’re not gonna swing?” “No,” Levi shrugged, “I’m fine just sitting here.” Zeke almost instantly got up and went behind him, “Here, I’ll push you.” “Oh, you don’t have to...” Levi trailed off, but Zeke had already pulled the swing back and started to push him. He sighed a little and enjoyed the breeze that flowed as the swing cut through the air. “There, now pump your legs,” Zeke said, as if Levi didn’t know how to swing. Levi hesitantly gave into Zeke’s excitement and started pumping his legs, and soon he saw Zeke swinging next to him again. “I bet I can jump off farther than you,” Zeke grinned mischievously at Levi, who rolled his eyes a little in response. “Fine, you go first,” Levi agreed, watching Zeke fly off the swing and land pretty far off. Levi pumped his legs to get a little higher before he let go of the swing and flew off, realizing too late that he was heading directly for Zeke. Zeke yelped a little as Levi practically tackled him to the ground, and he hit the ground with a thud. “Oh fuck, are you okay?” Levi immediately asked, using his arms to prop himself up on either side of Zeke’s head. Zeke instantly started giggling, holding his stomach and laughing hysterically, “You... You fucking idiot! ” “Hey!” Levi protested, “It was an accident!” But Zeke’s laughter was contagious, and soon Levi was giggling too, looking down at Zeke and smiling happily. Zeke’s laughing fit slowed to a halt, and soon the two of them were just looking at each other, their breath a little heavy from their laughter. Levi could feel his heart pounding, and he knew the temptation to kiss Zeke was growing greater with each second. He needed to get off Zeke and away from him, and fast . Levi went to move, but Zeke used his hand and placed it on Levi’s cheek, turning his face so that they were looking at each other again. “Zeke... I... you know I can’t-” Levi was cut off by Zeke pulling him down for a deep kiss. He gasped, and his eyes widened a little before they fluttered closed, and he allowed the soft feeling of Zeke’s lips on his own for a few seconds before he realized just what the hell was going on, and he quickly pushed Zeke away. “No!” Levi protested, scrambling to get off Zeke and stand on his feet. He began brushing himself off, his face incredibly red and embarrassed. Zeke sat up and looked up at him, his face also red. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly, starting to get up slowly, “I shouldn’t have done that. I just couldn’t help myself.” “Zeke, I know you want me, but...” Levi bit his lip, looking off to the side, “You know I’m with Erwin, I can’t just-” “Levi, I don’t just want you,” Zeke clarified, “I like you. Like, a lot .” Levi stared at him in some shock for a moment before he tried to compose himself. He’d known that this crush had been a sexual thing, but now he was realizing it was more than that. From Zeke’s confession, feelings were involved, and that scared Levi more than anything else. He didn’t know how to handle feelings. But surely he must feel similar, right? He’d also been reciprocating the sweet glances, the gentle and unnecessary touches, and he’d even allowed this kiss to happen. So he must like Zeke too. But Levi could feel the uneasiness in his stomach as he mulled this over, Erwin popping into his mind. He didn’t know how the hell he was going to explain this to his boyfriend, and he knew Erwin was going to be very upset with him and very angry with Zeke. “I... Zeke, I can’t,” Levi tried again, “I’m with Erwin...” “But you like me too, right?” Zeke asked hopefully, “I see the way you look at me, Levi... that can’t just mean nothing.” “Zeke, I can’t ,” Levi repeated, not bothering to answer the question. He couldn’t answer that question. It was dangerous, being with Zeke like this. Admitting to feelings, kissing each other. It was all too much, and very tempting. Zeke sighed a bit and shoved his hands in his pockets, “Let’s go back to the house then.” Levi nodded, walking next to Zeke as they headed back to the house. He knew he’d have to tell Erwin about what happened; he couldn’t just keep secrets like that from his boyfriend. But he was terrified to tell him; terrified of the outcome and how he would react. Levi was sure things were not going to go well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Erwin could sense something was wrong from the moment he walked into the house after work. He didn’t know what had happened, but he knew that something was different. The atmosphere was completely off. Zeke and Levi weren’t sitting on the couch and giggling like their usual selves. Something had happened. He immediately went in search for Levi, knowing the shorter man would tell him whatever had happened while he was gone. He walked into the bedroom to find Levi, sitting on the bed and scrolling through his notifications on his phone. Upon seeing Erwin, he looked up, his face turning a little pale. “What happened?” Erwin asked almost immediately. Levi opened and closed his mouth, looking conflicted as he set his phone down on the bed and got up. Erwin was terrified, thinking the two had definitely gotten up to something sexual while he was gone. He trusted Levi, he really did, but there was something clearly off that he couldn’t put his finger on, and he was beginning to get worried. “Don’t freak out, okay?” Levi tried to reassure him, taking a casual step towards him. Erwin stared him down as if to try and read his mind and figure out what it was that had happened. He repeated in a low voice, “What happened? ” Levi twisted the bottom of his shirt, whimpering quietly, as he was clearly worried about telling Erwin what had gone on. He sucked in a deep breath and looked up at Erwin as he explained, “Zeke and me... we went to the park today and... and he kissed me and told me how much he likes me...” Kissed... Erwin could feel his blood boiling. He’d told Zeke to not even touch Levi, and now here he was kissing his boyfriend?! He turned on his heel and headed out the bedroom door, Levi following closely behind him. “Erwin, wait!” Levi called, but it was too late. Erwin was beyond pissed off, and he was ready to fight his roommate for the sake of his boyfriend. “Where is that motherfucker?!” he growled as he ripped open Zeke’s door, the man inside sitting on his bed and playing video games on his Nintendo Switch. He looked up upon hearing Erwin and immediately set his game down, holding his hands up to brace himself for whatever Erwin was going to throw at him. “You,” Erwin shouted, storming towards Zeke and grabbing him by the shirt. He pulled him off the bed viciously and shook him, “You kissed my boyfriend?! What the fuck is wrong with you?! Didn’t I tell you to back off?! ” Zeke stood there with wide eyes, glancing back at Levi who stood behind Erwin in shock, not entirely knowing what to do in this situation. Erwin shook him violently and snarled, “Answer me .” “I... I mean... he wanted it too...” Zeke answered weakly, clearly not knowing what to say. “Shut up,” Erwin yelled, letting go of Zeke’s shirt to wind up a punch at him. But Levi got in between the two, catching Erwin’s fist and shoving him backwards, standing in front of Zeke as if to guard him from harm. “Erwin, don’t,” Levi said coolly, his hands shaking as he stood in front of Zeke, “It’s not his fault. I let him kiss me.” “I don’t care if you let him or not,” Erwin argued, taking a step towards Zeke again, “ He’s the one who kissed you in the first place! He’s the one who’s been pining after you and trying to win your affection when it’s clear that you’re taken! ” “Back off! ” Levi shouted at Erwin angrily, standing his ground, “Don’t hurt him! ” Erwin looked a little taken aback at Levi’s defense of Zeke. In fact, he was hurt. He didn’t understand why his boyfriend was so defensive of the man who had been trying to steal him away since he’d moved in. Unless... Unless Levi felt the same way about Zeke. Erwin could feel dread pooling in his stomach as this realization dawned on him. “You... You like him too, don’t you?” Erwin stared at Levi incredulously, watching the shorter man blush and shake his head quickly in response. “No!” Levi replied almost immediately. “You do,” Erwin frowned, staring between the two of them, “Well, I won’t get in the way of your feelings, then. If you two want to fuck each other, then don’t let me stop you.” Erwin stormed out of the bedroom and into his own, a mission in his mind. He immediately grabbed his suitcase from under the bed and started packing it with clothes, knowing exactly where he needed to go. Levi came rushing into the room soon after, “Erwin, stop. What the fuck are you doing?” “I’m going to Mike’s,” Erwin said in a quiet voice, “That way you and your lover won’t have any interruptions.” “Erwin!” Levi protested, walking over and grabbing Erwin’s hands to stop him from what he was doing, “You’re overreacting! It was just a kiss - just because he kissed me doesn’t mean I don’t love you anymore!” “But you do like him,” Erwin argued, ripping his hands away, “And that’s enough for me.” “Erwin...” Levi tried again, a desperate look on his face, “Please don’t go. You know how much I love you. Can’t you see that? Or are you too blinded by jealousy?” Erwin shot him a glare and snapped his suitcase closed once he’d packed it, barking, “Just stop. I’m giving you my permission to fuck him now, okay? So just go ahead and do it. I know you want to.” Levi was glaring back at him, his fists at his sides as he shouted, “Fine! Maybe I will fuck him! And maybe he’ll be better than you!” Erwin grabbed his suitcase and his briefcase off his desk, going to stand close to Levi and saying dangerously under his breath, “Go ahead. See if I fucking care.” Levi looked up at him with a slightly hurt expression before it turned to anger, and he began pushing Erwin out of the bedroom, “Out! Get the fuck out! ” Erwin heard the door slam loudly behind him, and he headed towards the front of the house, grabbing his keys off the hook by the front door and heading to his car. He pulled out his phone and dialed Mike’s number as he began to drive, hoping his friend would be able to help him out. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Levi was laying in his bed crying when the door opened. He prayed by some miracle it would be Erwin, come back to comfort him. But he looked up to see Zeke, and immediately felt some embarrassment that the man was finding him in such a state. “Are you okay?” Zeke asked quietly, staying in the doorway as he tried to give Levi some space. Levi shook his head, sniffling a little. He’d never had a fight like this with Erwin, and he was very upset by what had happened. Zeke cautiously entered the room and shut the door, heading over to Levi’s bed very slowly. He clearly didn’t want to make things worse, knowing that he’d fucked up enough already just by kissing Levi earlier that afternoon. “I’m so sorry,” Zeke murmured, sitting on the edge of the bed but still keeping his distance from Levi, “I fucked everything up.” “It’s not your fault,” Levi sniffled quietly, “He definitely overreacted. It was just a kiss.” “Yeah,” Zeke sighed, “But I was the one that initiated it. So it’s still my fault that you’re crying right now.” Levi frowned and shook his head, wiping at his eyes, “Don’t worry about it, Zeke. I’m sure Erwin just needs some time to cool down.” He sat up slowly and breathed out a deep sigh, not knowing what to do with himself now. Zeke was only a couple of feet away from him, and he wanted desperately to close that space between them, but he was terribly conflicted. Erwin did give Levi permission to fuck Zeke, but that had been in his anger, and Levi didn’t think it was a good idea to follow through on Erwin’s words. He was certain it would only make things worse. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t hug him, right? That seemed okay, Levi thought to himself. He scooted closer to Zeke, who was watching him carefully, and held his arms out for a hug. Zeke’s eyes widened a little in some surprise, but it didn’t take him long to fall into Levi’s arms, hugging him back tightly. Levi buried his face into Zeke’s shoulder, sniffling quietly as he felt the tears returning to his eyes. He just couldn’t believe how horribly his fight with Erwin had gone, and Erwin’s words had really hurt him. “It’ll be okay, Levi,” Zeke whispered against his skin, pulling away slowly and wiping away his tears gently, “I’m here for you, okay?” Levi smiled sadly and nodded, staring up at Zeke and finding himself blushing as the man was staring back down into his eyes. Levi didn’t know what was happening, or when he decided it was a good idea to do so, but he let his eyes flutter closed as he leaned in towards Zeke, gently pressing his lips to the blonde man’s. Zeke made a slightly surprised noise, but kissed back softly, the two just enjoying the feeling of each other’s lips for a moment. Levi pulled away and opened his eyes, blushing horribly from what they’d just done. He wasn’t sure if this had been a good idea, and he was sure it would come back to bite him in the end, but he had really wanted to kiss the man in front of him. The realization was dawning on him just how much he really did like Zeke. Maybe Erwin did have a right to be mad at him, but Levi couldn’t help his feelings. Zeke stared at him for a moment before he put a hand on the back of Levi’s head and brought him close again, kissing him a little more hungrily this time. The taller man nibbled on his lower lip and began to suck on it, eliciting a low groan from Levi, whose hands wandered to Zeke’s shirt and held on tight. Zeke bit on his lower lip lightly before he opened his mouth slowly, and Levi did the same, using his tongue to feel around Zeke’s mouth and rub against Zeke’s tongue tantalizingly. He couldn’t believe he was doing this. Levi could feel his pants getting tighter with every passing moment, and he was beginning to get worried maybe he would follow through with Erwin’s suggestion. The two pulled away for air, just staring at each other for a moment before they began to kiss each other more desperately, their hands starting to wander all over each other’s bodies. Levi could feel Zeke moving his hands down Levi’s back, and Levi himself was rubbing Zeke’s chest with his own hands. He groaned into the kiss. It was sloppier and more eager this time, and Levi was enjoying the feeling of Zeke’s lips on his own. Things were just getting more and more intense with each passing moment, and soon Zeke pushed him back onto the bed, still kissing him as he climbed on top of him. Levi could feel himself getting redder in the face as Zeke took his hand and palmed at his erection, causing Levi to groan. He knew things were getting out of control fast, but he was letting it happen, just for now. He was so upset with Erwin, and the man had given him permission, right? That meant this was okay. Or, at least, Levi could justify it in his mind. He arched his back a little into Zeke’s touch, the taller man rubbing his hand against him at a slow pace. Levi couldn’t remember the last time he’d been this turned on. Of course, Erwin turned him on all the time, but Levi hadn’t been this turned on in a while. “Levi,” Zeke practically gasped when he pulled away from their kiss, continuing to touch his erection experimentally, “Do you... Do you want to-” “Fuck yes,” Levi grabbed Zeke’s face and kissed him roughly, and he could feel Zeke’s hand slither into his pants and grasp at his dick. He whined a little and bucked his hips into Zeke’s fist, pleasure tingling up his spine. “Levi, I want you so bad,” Zeke whispered against his lips before kissing him again. “I want you too,” Levi replied almost instantly, kissing back and groaning as Zeke began to pump his dick. “Are you sure we should do this?” Zeke asked hesitantly. Levi stared up at him for a moment, unsure of how to answer. He was both excited and terrified to do what he wanted. On the one hand, Erwin had encouraged him and given him permission to fuck Zeke, but he knew if he really went through with it, Erwin would be livid, possibly even break up with him. And ultimately, he didn’t want to ruin his relationship with Erwin over a crush. He sucked in a deep breath and shook his head, trying to think of something, anything that would help him bring his erection back down. But the only thoughts that were running through his mind were of Zeke plowing him into the mattress. Zeke pulled his hand out of Levi’s pants, pressing a sweet kiss to his forehead. “Don’t worry, we don’t have to,” Zeke whispered, “We can take things slower if you want.” “Zeke, I don’t know if we’ll ever be able to have sex together,” Levi said slowly, sounding disappointed. Zeke’s face fell a little, but he rubbed Levi’s arm reassuringly anyway, “Well, I hope we get the chance to someday.” Levi smiled a little and leaned up, pressing a quick kiss to Zeke’s lips. He was feeling extremely conflicted about what they’d just done together. Sure, they hadn’t gone all the way, but they’d made out, and that was definitely more than just a kiss, which is what Erwin had gotten so worked up about. How angry would he be when he found out what they did? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Erwin woke up the next morning on Mike’s couch at his new apartment, feeling like shit. He was still incredibly upset about what happened with Levi the night before, and he was glad that Mike had been willing to let him come over and sleep on his couch. After what he’d said to Levi, he was sure the shorter man had probably fucked their roommate by this point. In fact, he was preparing himself for the fact. He shouldn’t have given Levi permission, but now he had, and he had to live with the consequences of that. Erwin sat up and picked up his phone, frowning when he saw he had no messages from Levi. He’d thought his boyfriend would’ve at least
tried
to text him, tried to get him to come back or have a conversation with him. This just cemented further in his mind that Levi must’ve slept with Zeke immediately after he left the house.
Mike came into the room with two plates of bacon and eggs, setting one down in front of Erwin and sitting in the chair across from the couch as he began to eat. Erwin sat up, giving Mike a grateful look before he picked up the plate and began to eat. His stomach was hungry, but his mind was numb to the food, still focused on Levi and the fight he’d had with him the night prior.
“Do you think I overreacted?” Erwin asked his friend, looking up at him from his plate.
Mike took a bite of bacon, looking like he was thinking about things for a moment before he shook his head, “No, I think you have a right to feel how you want to.”
“I just don’t know what to do,” Erwin sighed in some exasperation, “Levi
definitely
has a crush on him, and I don’t know how to handle that.”
“Well, has Levi had a crush on anyone else before?” Mike wondered.
Erwin shook his head, “No, not while we’ve been together.”
Mike stayed silent for a bit, mulling over what Erwin was saying. Erwin appreciated Mike’s point of view; he was always so logical and seemed to know what Erwin needed to hear, even if it wasn’t always what he
wanted
to hear.
“I think Levi might need some space,” Mike finally said, “He seems to love you and care about you a lot, but he also seems conflicted about his feelings for your roommate. Maybe let him explore those feelings a bit. You’re his first boyfriend, after all. He hasn’t had much of a chance to explore his interests.”
Erwin couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Mike wanted Erwin to just
let
Levi and Zeke
explore
together? Erwin wanted to be angry. He didn’t want to listen to what Mike was telling him, but ultimately, he knew Mike wouldn’t tell him this to simply make him upset.
“I... I don’t know if I can let him do that,” Erwin replied quietly, setting the plate of half-eaten food down and running a hand through his hair in stress, “I don’t know if I can handle it.”
“Then he might end up cheating on you,” Mike shrugged.
“He wouldn’t do that,” Erwin immediately responded, though he wasn’t entirely sure of that answer anymore. In fact, he’d pretty much convinced himself at this point that Levi had likely
already
slept with Zeke. So he didn’t know why he’d said that so certainly.
“Erwin,” Mike frowned, “Do you really believe that?”
Erwin stared back at his friend for a few seconds before he shook his head, feeling tears starting to well up in his eyes. He bit back the tears, absolutely refusing to cry over this. He sucked in a deep breath. How had they even gotten to this point? Two weeks ago, this wouldn’t have been a concern of Erwin’s at all, and now here he was having fights with his boyfriend and worrying about being cheated on.
“You can stay here for the next couple of days,” Mike suggested, setting his plate down next to Erwin’s on the coffee table, “But you should call Levi and tell him you’re okay with him and Zeke exploring things together. I think that if you keep trying to tighten the reigns on him, he’s only going to fight harder to break free.”
Mike got up and picked up the plates, heading back into the kitchen while he left Erwin to think on his words. Erwin sighed heavily, thinking Mike was probably right. He didn’t want to keep pushing Levi away by keeping him under lock and key. And he didn’t want them to keep having fights like this. Sure, it was going to hurt like hell to let Levi do what he wanted with Zeke, but he figured it would probably hurt more if Levi did it without his permission. Erwin shakily picked up his phone and dialed Levi’s number, putting it to his ear and listening to it ring.
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Levi woke up the next morning alone in bed, missing Erwin’s warm touch. He’d made sure Zeke went back to his own room the night before so that neither of them were tempted by each other. As soon as he’d rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, his phone began to ring. He picked it up and saw Erwin’s name, immediately going to answer the call. Though he was a little irritated with Erwin for overreacting the night before, he still felt bad that they’d had a fight in general, and he wanted them to make things right.
“Erwin?” he said when he picked up the phone, “Are you okay? Did you make it to Mike’s?”
Despite the fact that they’d had a fight, Levi was still worried about his boyfriend, and needed to make sure he was alright.
“Yes, I’m fine, I got here okay,” Erwin replied, “Levi, we need to talk.”
Levi froze at those words, a sinking feeling settling in his stomach. Those words never meant anything good, and he suddenly became gripped by the terrifying thought that Erwin was calling to break up with him.
He could feel tears rushing forward, and he swallowed them as best he could, responding with a sniffle, “Are you breaking up with me?”
“Levi, don’t cry,” Erwin sighed, “I’m not breaking up with you.”
“But you’re still mad at me, aren’t you?” Levi whimpered, feeling his heart practically pounding out of his chest.
“No,” Erwin frowned, “Levi, just listen to me.”
Levi shut his mouth, waiting patiently for Erwin to continue. He bit his lip slightly, wondering just what it was Erwin had called him for. Clearly, he wasn’t coming back anytime soon, otherwise he would’ve just waited until he got home to talk to Levi about whatever it was that he needed to say.
“I know I said this last night,” Erwin spoke quietly, “But I was angry and I didn’t mean it. This time, though, I
do
mean it. I want you to explore things with Zeke and... and you have my permission to sleep with him if you want to.”
Levi’s eyes widened, thinking this was some sort of sick joke. What the hell was Erwin talking about? Surely he didn’t mean that. He’d been so angry about Levi just sharing a kiss with Zeke, and now he was telling him to go ahead and have sex with him?
“I... Are you serious?” Levi asked, thinking Erwin
must
be messing with him.
“I’m serious,” Erwin responded, and Levi was even more taken aback, “I just want you to be happy, Levi.”
“But... But
you
make me happy, Erwin,” Levi said in a small voice, feeling those tears still welling up in his eyes. He felt so guilty, as if he’d
forced
Erwin to agree to this. He didn’t want to hurt his boyfriend, that’s why he’d gone to so much effort to avoid doing things with Zeke.
“Levi, you make me happy too,” Erwin breathed out in some relief, “But I want you to do other things that will make you happy. And if being with Zeke will make you happy, I want you to explore that part of yourself, okay?”
“You... But I don’t want to make you upset,” Levi protested.
“Levi, it’s okay,” Erwin insisted, “I’ve accepted it, alright? I’d rather you do it with my permission than without it.”
“You really think I’d cheat on you?” Levi asked, starting to feel even worse about making out with Zeke the night before. Maybe he really
would
do something like that. Every time he thought he could control his urges, Zeke tested him, and he would go just a little further each time.
“Baby,” Erwin sucked in a deep breath, “It’s not about that. I just don’t want to keep you from doing something you want to do. I don’t want to be in the way.”
Levi tried to take this information in, feeling incredibly conflicted. On the one hand, he really wanted to take Erwin’s word and run with it; hang up and go into Zeke’s room and just let his feelings take over. But on the other hand, part of him still thought he would be betraying his boyfriend if he did so, and he was terrified of doing that.
“You promise we won’t break up?” Levi asked insecurely, needing to know.
“I promise, baby,” Erwin replied, “I promise we won’t break up. Everything will be okay.”
Levi sniffled a little and nodded as if Erwin could see him, “Okay... when will you be home?”
“I’ll come home in a couple of days, okay? I just want to give you two some space,” Erwin explained.
Levi could hardly believe this was happening. As the doubt and uncertainty began to subside, his excitement soon settled in. He wiped his tears away, “Okay, I miss you a lot.”
“I miss you too, baby,” Erwin murmured sweetly, and Levi could almost hear his smile through the phone, “I love you, okay? I’ll see you soon.”
“See you soon,” Levi responded, “I love you too.”
With that, Erwin hung up, and Levi was left staring at the floor, completely shook up by the conversation they’d just had. He couldn’t believe it was
okay
for him to sleep with Zeke now. He didn’t even know what to do with himself. But the more he thought about it, the more he knew exactly what he wanted to do. If Erwin wanted him to explore things and have sex with Zeke, then that was exactly what he was going to do.
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Zeke sat alone in his room watching a movie when his door opened. He knew it had to be Levi, as he hadn’t heard Erwin come in the front door all day. However, when he looked up, his mouth nearly dropped open. Levi was standing there in nothing but a towel, biting his lip and looking incredibly innocent but sexy. Zeke was immediately interested in whatever he had come to bother him about, and he quickly turned off his movie so he could focus his full attention on the man, not like it was a hard thing to do when Levi was half nude.
“Zeke?” Levi said in a small voice, sounding nervous, “I need you to help me with something...”
Zeke instantly hopped out of bed, asking, “Sure, what is it?”
Levi had a small smile on his face as he walked slowly towards Zeke, and Zeke held his breath as Levi stood inches in front of him, looking up at him, “I need help with my towel.”
“I...” Zeke swallowed thickly, glancing down at the towel before he looked back up at Levi, “What do you mean?”
“I need help taking it off,” Levi explained, and suddenly Zeke was starting to get the picture.
“Oh really?” Zeke couldn’t help but grin, wrapping his arms around him and tugging him closer.
“Yes, can you help?” Levi asked, giving him a lustful glance as he ran his fingers up and down Zeke’s chest.
“Maybe,” Zeke replied, reaching down to grasp Levi’s ass through the towel. But he suddenly realized just what this
meant
. What was Levi trying to do? Hadn’t he been so unsure about having sex yesterday? And here he was showing up to Zeke’s room in a towel? He slowly removed his hand from Levi’s ass and stared down at him with narrowed eyes.
“Wait,” he paused, “What’s going on? I thought we couldn’t have sex.”
Levi’s face was a little flushed from Zeke’s actions, “Well... Erwin called me... he gave us permission to have sex.”
Zeke’s eyes widened, his mouth nearly dropping open. Erwin had given
permission?
But why? Levi wasn’t joking, right? He didn’t seem like he was. Zeke felt very confused, but also a little excited. If this was true, then he and Levi could finally have sex, and that also meant Levi had likely come here for that exact purpose.
“So... you want to have sex?” Zeke said quietly, almost anxiously. He’d never been nervous around potential sexual partners before, but he was now with Levi. He wanted to make sure he did this
right
.
“Yes,” Levi replied, also looking incredibly tense. He gently placed his hand on Zeke’s chest, “I want to, but I’m... I’m really nervous about it.”
“Me too,” Zeke agreed, gently putting his hand on top of Levi’s and intertwining their fingers, “Maybe we should start slow?”
Levi smiled and nodded a little, “Yeah... let’s start slow.”
“Well, you certainly started off fast,” Zeke chuckled, pointing out his towel, “Are you naked under that?”
Levi blushed a little, shaking his head. He gently took his hand out of Zeke’s and reached down, untucking the towel and dropping it to the floor. He was wearing a black jockstrap, with straps around his waist and thighs so that his ass was exposed. Zeke just stared, he couldn’t help himself. He wanted to desperately to pound that ass into the bed, but he knew they’d just said they would go slow. He squeezed his fingers into fists at his sides as he held himself back, swallowing thickly as he stared down at the incredibly sexy man in front of him. Levi was looking up at him anxiously, as if he didn’t know if this was okay.
“You... You look... oh my god,” Zeke stumbled over his words, having to look away to help control his growing erection, “Just... get on the bed, okay?”
Levi nodded and walked over to the bed, climbing onto it and laying on the bed as he waited for Zeke, who was still trying to come to terms with the fact that this was happening between them. He went over to the mattress and took his shirt off before climbing on top of Levi, his fingers practically shaking in anticipation.
“So, what should we do?” Levi asked, his fingers gripping at the sheets nervously.
“Um... I mean, I have some ideas,” Zeke replied, “But you have to turn over, okay?”
Levi blushed and nodded, turning over on his stomach and perking up his ass a little.
Bastard
, Zeke thought to himself as he felt his dick twitch in his pants from Levi’s actions. He was such a little tease. Zeke leaned over to his bedside table, grabbing his lube from the top drawer before slamming it shut, trying to be quick about it. He poured the lube on his fingers and leaned over Levi so that his chest was pressing against Levi’s back, starting to kiss and suck at his neck before pressing a finger against his hole. He rubbed his index finger against the rim gently, listening to Levi breathing heavily in anticipation. Zeke gently pushed it past the ring of muscles, sighing contently as Levi’s hole sucked his finger in eagerly. He continued to press sweet kisses to Levi’s neck and shoulder, hoping to help him get used to the feeling.
“How’s that?” he asked insecurely, nuzzling Levi’s neck gently. Levi pressed his face into the sheets, his face dusted red as he let out a quiet groan.
“It-It feels good,” Levi whined, “Keep going.”
Zeke wriggled his finger around a little before curling it expertly in search for his prostate. He knew he’d hit it from Levi’s pleased mewls, and started grinding his finger against it before he pushed a second past the rim to add to the first.
“That feel good, baby?” he asked quietly, sucking and licking at his neck. He wasn’t sure if it was okay to call Levi ‘baby’, but he thought he’d at least try it out.
Levi nodded into the sheets, moaning and pushing his ass back against Zeke’s fingers, “Y-Yeah.”
“What can I do to make you cum?” Zeke asked, continuing to rock his fingers back and forth against Levi’s prostate.
Levi squirmed and groaned under Zeke’s touch, whimpering, “K-Keep doing that.”
Zeke nodded, using his other hand to reach between Levi’s legs and press against the fabric of the jockstrap, feeling how wet it was with pre-cum. He couldn’t help but smirk a little, starting to move his fingers a little faster before pushing in a third.
“You’re so wet for me,” Zeke whispered against his neck, “You wanted this so bad, didn’t you?”
Levi nodded, moaning as he desperately pushed back against Zeke’s fingers, “F-Fuck yes.”
“I can’t wait to get the chance to fuck you,” Zeke murmured, “Do you want to know what I’m going to do to you?”
Levi nodded quickly, his panting growing worse by the second as he neared orgasm. Zeke picked up the pace with his fingers before growling in a low voice against his neck, “I’m going to have you on all fours, shaking and moaning while I fuck the life out of you. The poor neighbors’ll hear you screaming my name while you cum, and I’ll just keep fucking you until you collapse. You won’t be able to walk for
days.
”
Levi groaned loudly at his words, “Z-Zeke, I... I’m so fucking close.”
Levi was squirming and wriggling under Zeke’s touch, and Zeke wrapped his arm around Levi’s middle to keep him in place, roughly fucking him with his fingers now. He could see Levi’s toes curling as he tried to move against Zeke’s hold. Levi was grasping at the sheets hopelessly, whimpering and moaning as Zeke held him and kept ramming his fingers in and out, pounding them against his prostate at a fast pace.
“
Zeke!
” Levi gasped, clawing at the sheets as he orgasmed, his back arching and a desperate cry escaping his mouth.
Zeke kept fucking his fingers into him, a little slower, as he helped the man ride out his orgasm. Levi was twitching and moaning under his touch, soon becoming sensitive to Zeke’s fingers. Zeke gently removed them and let go of his middle, leaning up to kiss his cheek tenderly.
“That good?” Zeke asked, nuzzling Levi’s cheek gently.
Levi nodded, sighing a little as he tried to calm himself down. Zeke smiled, feeling successful. He sat up, unable to help but run his hand gently across one of Levi’s cheeks and jiggle it softly, enjoying the milky white skin framed by the black straps of his undergarment.
Levi whined a little, shakily turning over and sitting up, “It’s your turn. Take off your pants.”
“Levi,” Zeke insisted, “You don’t have to do anything in return.”
Levi repeated, “Zeke, take your pants off. I want to.”
Zeke blushed and nodded, getting up and tugging down his pants and boxers. Levi got off the bed and pushed Zeke to sit on the edge of the bed, settling on his knees in between Zeke’s legs. Zeke was already embarrassingly hard, and he thought he might pass out when Levi took his erection into his hand. He couldn’t believe this was happening, and he watched the shorter man tug on his boner a few times before placing his lips around the head, sucking on it lightly. Zeke groaned and bit his lip, watching Levi pull away to lick from the base to the tip, swirling his tongue around the tip before engulfing as much of it as he could into his mouth. Zeke moaned at the sight of the smaller man trying to fit him into his mouth, and Levi used his hand to cover the rest of his dick that he couldn’t get inside. He started to bob his head and suck eagerly, using his hand to pump in time with his mouth.
Zeke could barely look at him, the sight being too much. He wanted so badly to toss Levi on the bed and take him,
now
, but he was holding himself back, wanting to take things slow like they’d agreed upon. He glanced down and met Levi’s eyes, which were staring up at him with intense lust and innocence. He groaned and dropped his hands to Levi’s hair, tugging on it gently.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” Zeke whined, “Fuck, you look amazing sucking my dick like that.”
Levi blushed and groaned around his length before trying to take him deeper, choking slightly as he breathed heavily through his nose. Zeke’s face was completely flushed, and he was panting harder by the second as he felt his orgasm growing with each second. Levi used his free hand to grip at Zeke’s thigh, whimpering as he sucked harder and bobbed his head. Zeke almost couldn’t stand it; he was so close from Levi’s actions, and he could barely look at the man below him without feeling like he was losing his mind.
“L-Levi,” Zeke groaned, “God, I’m so close.”
Levi nodded a little before bobbing his head a little quicker, making obscene slurping noises as he sucked faster on Zeke’s dick, his hand moving up and down the rest of Zeke’s length. Zeke could feel himself tensing as his orgasm washed over him, and he came into Levi’s mouth, watching the man swallow thickly before pulling away and wiping at his mouth.
“Holy shit,” Zeke sighed heavily, trying to catch his breath, “Holy
shit
, Levi.”
Levi smiled a little and got off his knees, “Was it good?”
Zeke immediately wrapped his arms around Levi’s waist and tugged him closer, “
Fuck yes
.”
Levi blushed and leaned in to press a kiss to Zeke’s lips, which he welcomed and kissed back. Zeke grinned into the kiss, feeling content. He couldn’t believe Erwin would allow them to do stuff together, and he was excited to finally be allowed to have sex with Levi.
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Erwin laughed drunkenly as his car crossed the finish line first in Mario Kart, watching Mike come in third. He frowned in some irritation, but soon joined in Erwin’s laughter. They’d both been drinking, and were generally having a good time together. Erwin was happy for it, as it was taking his mind off
whatever
Levi and Zeke were probably up to. He’d been worrying about it all day, and now that they were drinking, it was a lot easier to forget about it.
“Another round?” Erwin asked of the game, and Mike shook his head, tossing the controller on the couch.
“I’m sick of getting beat by you,” Mike chuckled, picking up his whiskey glass and taking a long sip. Erwin laughed and did the same with his own glass, feeling the liquor warming his chest as it went down his throat.
The two set down their liquor glasses, Mike glancing up at him, “Wanna go smoke?”
Erwin nodded a little and got up, following Mike to the balcony of his new apartment. He leaned against the balcony, watching Mike light up a joint and suck on it before letting out a deep breath of smoke. Erwin reached over to take it from him and did the same, taking a long hit from the joint before passing it back to Mike. He could feel the effects of the marijuana clouding his mind a little, a giddy feeling flowing over his body. He was suddenly feeling a little lethargic from the weed, and took a couple more hits before he put his hand up to refuse Mike, who was trying to offer it back to him again.
“I’m good,” he murmured, and Mike nodded, taking another hit before putting the joint out in an ashtray and getting up. He headed back inside, and Erwin followed behind him, his head messed up from the mix of alcohol and weed.
“Let’s make pancakes,” he suggested, the munchies starting to hit him. Mike couldn’t help but laugh a little at Erwin’s suggestion, heading into the kitchen and starting to take out the ingredients for pancakes.
Erwin grabbed eggs from the fridge and cracked one into the bowl of pancake mix, Mike adding in some water and oil. Mike picked up the bowl and started stirring, Erwin unable to help but stare at the rippling muscles of his friend as he whisked the mix. He was
very
turned on all of a sudden, and tried to wipe any horny thoughts from his mind.
It’s just the alcohol
, he thought to himself, trying to remain focused on what they were doing. He took out a flat pan and put it on the stove, coating the surface with butter before he turned it on. Mike poured some mix onto the flat pan, and Erwin reached for a spatula from Mike’s utensil drawer. It wasn’t long before the pancake started to bubble, and Erwin expertly flipped the pancake over, fairly impressed with his skills considering he was inebriated. He could tell Mike was equally fucked up, as his friend leaned against the kitchen counter, watching Erwin’s actions with a sleepy, clocked out look on his face. The mix made about ten pancakes, which Erwin separated onto two plates, handing one to Mike.
“You have syrup, right?” Erwin asked.
“Pantry,” Mike replied, “Top shelf.”
Erwin headed for the pantry and found the maple syrup, going back to his plate and pouring some on before handing it to Mike, who did the same. The two went to sit down at the kitchen table, eating silently, as they were both
starving
due to the joint they’d smoked. They quickly devoured the pancakes, Mike getting up and taking Erwin’s plate to put them both in the sink. Erwin got up and followed his friend to the sink, wrapping his arms around him from behind and burying his face in Mike’s muscular shoulder blades.
“Thank you,” Erwin whispered, feeling Mike tense up a little in surprise before he relaxed at the feeling.
“For what?” Mike asked quietly.
“For all of this,” Erwin replied, “For helping me with everything going on with Levi. Letting me stay here. You’re a good friend.”
“Of course,” Mike sighed, turning around in Erwin’s arms and hugging him tightly. The two just held each other for a moment before Erwin felt Mike’s lips on his neck, sucking and kissing at it hungrily.
Fuck
, Erwin thought, getting turned on all over again. He couldn’t help himself, a quiet moan escaping his mouth. As soon as that moan hit the air, Mike lifted Erwin by his thighs and placed him on top of the kitchen table, leaning up to kiss him viciously. Erwin kissed back, holding Mike’s head between his hands. The man tasted like maple syrup and weed, and Erwin was sure he probably tasted similar. Erwin had no thoughts; no feelings of wanting to reject what was happening between them. He only wanted
more
, and any thoughts of Levi had now left his clouded mind.
Mike returned to licking and sucking at his neck eagerly, starting to unbutton Erwin’s shirt as he moved down to his collarbone. Erwin groaned and wrapped his arms around Mike’s neck, kissing the top of his head to encourage him to continue. He could feel his dick pulsing in his pants, and wanted so badly to get on with
whatever
they were going to do. That’s when Mike picked him up again and began carrying him down the hall towards the bedroom, Erwin gripping at his back and suckling and nibbling at his earlobe the entire way there. Mike tossed him on the bed and climbed on top of him, kissing him roughly and starting to grind against him. Erwin groaned and ground back up, quickly working at undoing his pants so that his erection could finally be freed from the tight clothes. His shirt was already unbuttoned by Mike, and he tossed the garment aside before tugging his pants and boxers down, whining as his erection hit the air. He watched Mike getting naked as well, and soon the two of them were fully unclothed, both breathing heavily and just staring at each other.
Mike made the next move, getting up and heading to his dresser. He opened the top drawer, pulling out some lube and a condom before heading back to the bed. Erwin was just now realizing that
he
was about to bottom, and his heart skipped in both anxiety and excitement at the notion. He’d only bottomed to Levi once, as a birthday gift to his boyfriend, and it had been fairly enjoyable. But he was almost certain that Mike was much bigger than Levi, and that thought had his dick twitching in anticipation. He turned to lay on his stomach, soon feeling a lubed-up finger at his entrance. Erwin grabbed onto the pillow under him as he tried to prepare himself, sucking in a deep breath as he felt the finger push past the ring of muscles and into him. He groaned and buried his face into the pillow, feeling a flush on his cheeks.
“Don’t hide, Erwin,” Mike murmured quietly, wriggling his finger around a little before beginning to pump it in and out, “Let me hear you.”
Erwin lifted his head hesitantly from the pillow, moaning as Mike added in a second finger. He could feel the initial burning subsiding into pleasure, and whimpered as he tensed around Mike’s fingers. They were quite big, and Erwin knew he’d really have to get used to this feeling if he wanted to take Mike’s dick, which was likely much bigger than his fingers. He could hear Mike’s breathing becoming labored as he rammed his fingers in and out before adding a third, scissoring them and stretching him out.
“Oh god,” Erwin groaned, “Holy shit.”
“You want me to fuck you now?” Mike asked in a low voice, one that had Erwin’s dick pulsing from being so turned on.
He nodded eagerly, feeling the fingers remove themselves before he heard the familiar tearing open of a condom wrapper. He soon felt latex against his hole, and gripped the sheets hard to brace himself. In his drunken and high state, he barely even thought anything of the fact that this was a little odd; that he and his
friend
were about to have sex. He was so horny he didn’t even care at this point, he just wanted to be fucked.
“Are you okay with dirty talk?” Mike asked quietly, rubbing his cock against Erwin’s entrance before starting to push the head in.
Erwin gasped at the feeling before nodding at what Mike said, unable to get any words out as he was so focused on the feeling of being filled. Mike pushed in slowly until he bottomed out, his balls flush against Erwin’s ass. Erwin could barely handle the feeling. His face was completely flushed, buried in the crook of his elbow as continued moans escaped his mouth, his legs shaking slightly from the feeling.
“You like being filled up by my cock, don’t you?” Mike growled, grabbing Erwin’s hair and tugging him up so that he couldn’t hide his noises in his elbow anymore, “You’ve wanted it for a long time, haven’t you?”
Erwin nodded desperately as he felt Mike pull out almost all the way before slamming back in, groaning, “G-God, yes.
Ah- fuck!
”
He could already feel the knot in his stomach growing, the feeling of being filled causing him to be more and more turned on by the second. That’s when Mike began
actually
fucking him, and Erwin could barely handle the feeling. He was groaning uncontrollably, mewling desperately at the feeling of Mike pounding in and out of him at a fairly rapid pace.
“You’re taking it so well, Erwin,” Mike whispered, “Never knew you would be such a slut for my cock.”
Erwin groaned, thinking he probably
was
a little bit of a slut for allowing this to happen between them, but he didn’t particularly care at the moment. He pushed his ass back eagerly, trying to swivel his hips back against Mike’s dick as the man continued to fuck into him roughly. Mike gripped his hips hard, plowing into him harder and faster before he angled himself and began to ram into Erwin’s prostate, causing the man to cry out.
“
Fuck!
” he gasped, “M-Mike I-
ngh
-
ah!
”
“God, Erwin,” Mike groaned, “You feel so fucking good. Such a good boy for me, fucking yourself on my cock like that.”
“Mike, I-I’m so close,” Erwin panted, reaching down to desperately jerk at his dick, which was almost painful from being untouched this long.
“Cum then,” Mike demanded, pounding into him hard. Erwin practically shrieked as he came, feeling Mike let out a few more strangled thrusts before he came into the condom and pulled out. Erwin could feel the heaviness of his eyelids as he snuggled under the covers, feeling Mike kiss his forehead before he passed out, not a care in the world or a thought of his boyfriend back home.
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“Oh fuck, my head,” Erwin groaned as he sat up the next morning, his head pounding horribly. He didn’t even remember what had happened last night. That is, until he realized both he and Mike were naked, sleeping in the same bed. He could see the used condom in the garbage from where he was sitting, and felt the slight soreness in his ass that indicated what had happened the night before.
“Oh my god,” he murmured in some shock, his eyes widening before he shook Mike awake, “Mike.
Mike
, wake the fuck up.”
Mike’s eyes snapped open, as if he too was remembering what had happened between them. He stared up at Erwin in some shock, “I... did we fuck?”
“Yes,” Erwin replied, covering his face, “Oh my god, what am I gonna do?”
Mike sat up slowly, looking around the room as if trying to get his bearings. He seemed
far
too calm, and Erwin was clearly freaking out. The blonde man was starting to breathe heavily, almost hyperventilating as he came to terms with what had happened between them.
“Oh god, Levi’s going to be
so
fucking pissed,” Erwin whimpered, his breathing so heavy that his chest was heaving up and down, “He’s going to hate me. Oh my god, Mike, what am I gonna fucking do?”
Mike put two hands on his shoulders, “
Calm down
.
Breathe
.”
Erwin looked into his friend’s eyes and started to breathe a little more calmly, taking deep breaths in and out as he tried to calm himself. Once he was calm enough, Mike removed his hands.
“Don’t tell Levi,” he suggested, getting up and starting to get his clothes on.
“
What?!
” Erwin asked incredulously, slowly moving to do the same. He tugged on his boxers and pants, almost falling over as his balance was completely off from being so hungover. His head was still pounding painfully, and there was a light stinging feeling in his ass from having apparently been fucked so hard the night before.
“I said,” Mike repeated, “Don’t tell him. It’s better for him not to know.”
“But Mike,” Erwin insisted, “What if he finds out?”
“He
won’t
,” Mike replied, “Only you and I know. And I’m not going to say a word. So you should keep your mouth shut, too, unless you want him to be mad at you.”
Erwin bit his lip, thinking on what Mike had said. He supposed it wouldn’t hurt to keep it a secret from Levi. Plus, Levi had probably already fucked Zeke, right? So now they were even, weren’t they? But Erwin could still feel guilt rising in his stomach, a sick feeling coming over him. He wasn’t sure if it was the guilt or the alcohol making him so sick, but he had a feeling it was a little bit of both.
“Lay down,” Mike instructed, “You look like you’re going to throw up. I’ll take care of you.”
Erwin did as he was told, getting back into bed, mostly because he felt too sick to do anything else. He could feel the fear and guilt in his chest, constricting his breathing, and he felt anxious as fuck. He still had a couple more days at Mike’s, but what was he going to do when he got back? How could he lie to his boyfriend like that - keep secrets from him? Erwin realized he’d just have to keep quiet about what happened until he figured out the best way to tell his boyfriend.
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Erwin walked into the house two days later, expecting an entirely different atmosphere to be in the house. But he was surprised that things felt very familiar, as he found Levi and Zeke on the couch, watching a movie and laughing together. The only difference was that they were snuggled up to each other, which Erwin wasn’t entirely a fan of. But he tried to be accommodating, knowing that he was probably about to find out that the two men had fucked. Levi’s eyes lit up upon seeing Erwin, making him feel even
more
guilty about what had happened with Mike. He tried to put it out of his mind, forcing a smile at Levi as the smaller man hopped off the couch and headed towards him.
“Erwin!” Levi exclaimed excitedly, hugging him tight, “How was Mike?”
Erwin swallowed thickly, “He’s good. How are you, baby?”
“I’m good,” Levi smiled, leaning up to kiss him, “How are you?”
Erwin kissed back gently, “I’m good. I missed you so much.”
“I missed you too,” Levi sighed happily, hugging onto him tightly.
Erwin was feeling incredibly guilty, and looked over at Zeke, who was eyeing him suspiciously, as if he could read Erwin’s thoughts and knew something was going on. But Erwin tried to remain calm, sucking in a deep breath. He wanted Levi to tell him what had gone on with him and Zeke, thinking that it might make him feel a little less guilty. He took Levi’s arm gently and starting tugging him towards the bedroom so they could be alone, Levi following along with him.
“Wow, you want to be alone with me already?” Levi teased, grinning up at him as they entered the bedroom.
“Of course I do,” Erwin chuckled nervously in response, “But I also want to know what you and Zeke did while I was gone. Did you two fuck?”
Levi immediately went red and looked down at his hands, shaking his head a little, much to Erwin’s surprise. So they
hadn’t
fucked? Well now Erwin was feeling
much
worse about what happened with Mike.
“We just... um...
did stuff
together,” Levi tried, explaining further, “I sucked his dick and he fingered me. But we didn’t have sex yet. We’re taking things slow... are you mad at me?”
Levi looked up at him with some worry in his eyes, and Erwin quickly placed his hands on Levi’s shoulders, reassuring him, “No, baby. I’m not mad. I’m sure it’ll take some getting used to, but I’m not mad at you.”
Levi smiled a little and nodded, wrapping his arms around Erwin’s neck and tugging him closer, burrowing his head into Erwin’s shoulder as he whispered, “I love you. Thank you so much for allowing me to explore with Zeke. I know that must be really hard for you, and if you want to lay down any ground rules, you can. I’ll stop if you ask me to.”
Erwin nodded a little, his stomach churning as he tried to hold back what he wanted to say: he wanted to confess, to tell Levi what had happened with Mike, but he was
so
afraid to. He didn’t want to ruin everything because of a drunken one-night stand.
“Okay baby,” Erwin agreed, “I just... use condoms, okay? That’s the only thing I ask. Oh, and don’t fuck in our bedroom.”
Levi pulled away and smiled up at him, pressing a kiss to his lips, “Of course, Erwin. I would never do that.”
“So...” Erwin said awkwardly, not sure what to say now, “Are you excited you get to have sex with him?”
Levi turned a deep shade of red, not looking at Erwin as he bit his lip, “Y-Yeah... we’re both really nervous though. We’ve just been making out since that first night we did stuff together. We were both too anxious to follow through with sex.”
Erwin smiled, a part of him thinking it was cute that the two of them were so nervous around each other. He remembered Levi being that nervous when they had first been together, so it was cute to see Levi acting this way once again around someone new, even if that person was Zeke. But what had happened with Mike was still on the back of his mind, and he was wondering how long he could keep up the lie, as it was eating away at his insides.
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Levi and Zeke sat on opposite ends of the couch the next day while Erwin was at work, watching a movie together. Levi felt incredibly nervous, and apparently Zeke felt the same way, as the two of them were sitting so far away from each other on the couch; practically as far away as they could get. The movie was about halfway through, and Levi watched in some worry as Zeke scooted very slightly closer to him, perhaps only by an inch or so. Levi didn’t know why they were both so nervous, especially after they’d been so sexual before. Perhaps, like Levi, Zeke was worried about having sex, and was worried that the more they spent time together, the more likely they were to fuck.
Levi took the initiative to move an inch towards Zeke, tugging his knees up to his chest as he tried to get comfortable. He could feel Zeke glancing at him through the corner of his eye, and avoided his gaze. The movie continued to play, and Levi tried to focus on what was going on in the film rather than on Zeke. But it was hard to pay attention, and after only a few minutes he could see Zeke scooting slightly closer to him again. Levi followed his movements. Every few minutes, Zeke would move a little closer, and Levi would do the same. Soon, the two were mere inches apart, and Levi could feel Zeke’s body heat radiating on his skin. The two didn’t dare to look at each other, and Levi could feel his heart pounding in his chest. He didn’t know what to do, until he felt Zeke wrap his arm around his shoulder, drawing him the rest of the way in. Levi could feel his face turning red as he was tugged close to Zeke, and he rested his head on Zeke’s chest gently. He kept his eyes glued on the movie, and could feel Zeke’s hand slowly snake its way down to his ass, gently starting to squeeze and grope at it.
Fuck
, he thought as he bit his lip, trying not to react to Zeke’s actions. But it was difficult not to, especially when he knew exactly what Zeke was trying to get at. He soon turned his body towards Zeke so that the man had better access, and the two of them finally met each other’s gaze. Zeke looked just as turned on and desperate as Levi felt, and Levi bit back a groan as Zeke gripped his ass with both hands, groping at him through his pants. He pulled his hand back up to Levi’s mouth, and Levi took them without hesitation, starting to suck on them roughly as he whined in anticipation for what was about to happen. While he sucked on Zeke’s fingers, he made quick work of tugging down his pants and boxers, freeing his already-growing erection from his pants. The two of them hadn’t spoken a single word; they were just acting on their own intuitions.
Zeke removed his fingers from Levi’s mouth and brought them back down to his ass, ghosting his fingers across his cheeks before pressing one against his hole. Levi gasped a little at the coldness and the sharp feeling in his stomach as Zeke pressed a finger in. Levi whimpered and leaned up to kiss Zeke, who stopped him with his free hand.
“Ah, ah,” Zeke said in a low voice, “Just watch the movie, baby. Don’t focus on me.”
Levi blushed and nodded, turning his attention back to the movie as he felt Zeke experimentally moving his finger around inside him. Zeke used his free hand to push Levi down onto the couch, his ass up and over Zeke’s lap. Levi could feel himself getting more and more turned on by the second; being in this position, having Zeke tell him to ignore his actions, it was all just too much to handle.
“Shh,” Zeke whispered, almost as if he was reading Levi’s mind, “Don’t worry about me, baby. Just let me fuck you with my fingers, okay?”
Levi whimpered and nodded, training his eyes on the film as he felt Zeke’s finger circle around inside him before a second was added. He wasn’t sure he liked being in such a vulnerable position, but he trusted Zeke. Plus, the feeling in his ass was far too good to ask him to stop now. He was squirming and moaning under Zeke’s touch, trying to do as he was told and focus on the movie.
“Such a good boy,” Zeke murmured, picking up the pace of his fingers. He scissored them and curled them against Levi’s prostate, causing the shorter man to gasp and cling to the couch cushion. He bit his lip hard as he tried not to moan too much, wanting to be that good boy and pay attention to the movie like Zeke had asked.
Zeke added a third finger to the others, beginning to ram them in and out at a faster pace before he curled them and ground them against Levi’s prostate. Levi could barely stand it, and he moaned loudly, wriggling his hips a little as he tried desperately to push back against Zeke’s fingers. He saw Zeke smirking out of the corner of his eye, and he didn’t even mind it. Usually he would’ve been annoyed, but he was far too focused on the pleasure he was feeling right now.
“Bet that feels good, doesn’t it?” Zeke teased, pulling his fingers out all the way before he dove them back in and started fucking him roughly, the sound of his wet fingers squelching loudly as he pounded into Levi’s hole over and over.
“Oh god,
y-yes
,” Levi groaned, arching his back a little, “Zeke, I... I
want
you.”
“I know, baby, I know,” Zeke said quietly as he continued his assault with his digits, “But I’m going to make you cum first, okay?”
Levi whimpered and nodded, burying his face in the couch cushion. Erwin usually wasn’t so concerned with him cumming first; sometimes Levi would cum first, and sometimes Erwin would, but it was always up in the air who would be first. He could feel his stomach twisting and his toes curling as he neared orgasm, pleasure coursing through him from Zeke’s fingering.
“Oh g-god,” Levi moaned into the cushions, trying to muffle himself, “
Ah!
Z-Zeke, I’m s-so close.”
Just from these words, Zeke slammed his fingers harder and faster into Levi’s prostate, holding him down from squirming too much as he continued to fuck into him at a harsh pace. Levi was groaning uncontrollably now, his ass pushed out against Zeke’s fingers. He was panting hard, a sweat having broken out on his forehead as he cried out, cumming hard onto Zeke’s lap. In his orgasmic haze, he could hear Zeke chuckling a little, and almost wanted to ask him what was so damn funny. But he was far too turned on, and now that he was coming down from his orgasm, he came back to reality, feeling Zeke helping him sit up to straddle the taller man. Levi almost instantly began grinding down against Zeke, desperately wanting to feel Zeke inside him.
“You want it, baby?” Zeke asked, groaning slightly from Levi’s actions.
Levi nodded eagerly, reaching down to undo Zeke’s pants and get them the
fuck
off. But Zeke pushed his hands away, smirking, “Shh, baby. You have to be more patient than that, okay? You’ll get what you want, but only if you’re good.”
Levi couldn’t help the pout that formed on his lips as he waited patiently for Zeke to undo his pants and tug them down. He was definitely making Levi wait on purpose, and Levi wasn’t sure he particularly liked that.
“
Zeke
,” Levi whined when he felt the man was taking too long, “Please hurry.”
Before he could even finish the statement, he felt a hard slap across his ass, and gasped from the feeling. He looked down at Zeke in some surprise, but Zeke was looking up at him with a stern look, “Be
patient
, baby. Or you won’t get what you want.”
Levi whimpered and nodded, shutting his mouth and deciding it would be best to be obedient for now. He wanted to be a good boy for Zeke, and he
wanted
to get fucked, so he thought it would be good if he just kept his mouth shut and waited.
“Okay, baby,” Zeke said once he was naked from the waist down, “Bend over the arm of the couch.”
Levi did as he was told quickly, getting up and bending over the edge of the couch. He took a pillow and placed it under his hips for more comfort and better leverage, watching Zeke get up and stand behind him. He could feel his face flushing, unable to believe it was
finally
happening between the two of them. He could feel Zeke’s dick at his entrance, rubbing against him a little. He groaned from the feeling, just wanting the man to
put it in
already. But that’s when he realized the man wasn’t wearing a condom, and he remembered Erwin’s request that they use condoms instead of fucking raw.
“Um... Zeke?” Levi spoke up quietly, “Can you please use a condom?”
Zeke paused his actions, “O-Oh. Yeah, of course. I’ll be right back.”
Zeke walked over to his bedroom and went in, leaving Levi there to again wait patiently. The man soon returned with a condom rolled on, and Levi pushed his ass back eagerly as he waited for Zeke to stand behind him again. He soon felt the latex pushing against his hole, and whimpered when it pushed past his rim. Zeke wasn’t as big in girth as Erwin, but he was certainly big in general, and Levi could feel himself quickly being filled by the length as it entered him. He clung to the couch cushion below him as Zeke pushed in the rest of the way, letting out a deep breath as he bottomed out.
“Holy shit, Levi,” Zeke breathed, “You’re
so
fucking tight.”
Levi could only groan in response as Zeke gripped his hips, beginning to rock into him a little at first before pulling out halfway and pounding back into him. Levi gasped a bit at this, biting his lip and whimpering.
“God,” Zeke groaned, “I wanted you
so
fucking bad.”
“I did too,” Levi replied, a small whine escaping his mouth as Zeke began to move at a more steady pace, pumping in and out of him slowly.
Levi could already feel his orgasm building in his stomach from Zeke’s actions, his dick pulsing as it was jutted against the couch with each of Zeke’s thrusts. He’d wanted this
so
badly, more than he even knew. Now that it was actually happening, he was surprised by how turned on he was from it. Sure, he was incredibly turned on from sex with Erwin, but sex with Zeke? It felt so dirty, so
naughty
. Like he wasn’t supposed to be doing it, even if he had permission from Erwin.
“
Zeke
,” he panted as the taller man picked up the pace, “Oh g-god.”
“You enjoying my dick, baby?” Zeke murmured, lifting up a hand and bringing it down on Levi’s ass cheek roughly in a loud slap. Levi cried out and moaned, nodding quickly as if he would miss out on something if he didn’t nod fast enough.
“Mmm,” Levi moaned loudly, “
Ah
, Z-Zeke. Give it to me,
please
. Give it to me!”
“Don’t worry, baby,” Zeke muttered, “I’m gonna give it to you.”
Zeke gripped Levi’s hips hard and started slamming into him at a fast pace, pushing down the middle of Levi’s back so that he was arching his ass out further. He groaned a little from the sight before smacking Levi’s ass again and continuing to pound into him, angling himself so that he began hitting Levi’s prostate straight on.
“How bad did you want me?” Zeke growled, grabbing ahold of Levi’s hair and tugging his head up.
“S-So fucking bad,” Levi cried out, “
So fucking bad
.”
“Good boy,” Zeke said in a low voice, letting go of Levi’s hair and focusing on fucking the life out of him. The couch was squeaking and moving slightly from their actions, and Levi was panting hard as the pleasure built in his stomach.
“Can I touch myself?” Levi asked, watching Zeke smirk in some satisfaction.
“Good boy,” he cooed, “Asking me permission. You can touch yourself, baby. But don’t cum just yet.”
Levi groaned and started jerking himself off, his breathing becoming heavier with every tug of his dick, “O-Oh my god, Zeke. Can I
please
cum?
Ah!
I’m so c-close.”
Zeke groaned and kept pounding into him, nodding a little, “Okay, baby. Go ahead.”
Levi began panting hard, tugging at himself as fast as he could while Zeke was fucking into him from behind, “Oh god-
Zeke!
Don’t stop,
don’t stop!
Keep fucking me-
fuck!
”
“Shh, baby,” Zeke chuckled, and Levi could’ve smacked him for laughing if he wasn’t so preoccupied, “I’m gonna keep fucking you, don’t you worry.”
Levi cried out, cumming onto his stomach and moaning loudly as his dick spurted the white-hot liquid onto him. His legs were shaking now as his sensitive hole continued to be fucked by Zeke, who was now seeking his own release.
He rammed into Levi unrelentingly, growling, “Am I better than Erwin?”
Levi gasped and groaned, nodding quickly, “
Yes!
”
He felt bad for saying so, because it wasn’t
entirely
true. He didn’t think
either
man was better than the other - as he liked Zeke for certain reasons and Erwin for different reasons. But he was too caught up in the moment, and wanted desperately for Zeke to cum.
“Get on your fucking knees,” Zeke ordered as he pulled out, tugging the condom off and starting to jerk at his dick furiously.
Levi whimpered and got on his knees in front of Zeke, already knowing what was coming. He opened his mouth obediently and waited, his mouth soon being filled with Zeke’s seed. He groaned a little from the feeling, staring up at Zeke innocently.
Zeke moaned and tugged his dick until it was empty, staring down at Levi with a determined look on his face. He leaned down and spat into Levi’s mouth, “Swallow. See what Erwin thinks of
that
.”
Levi blushed a little at the mention of Erwin and swallowed, shakily standing up. Zeke shoved him back onto the couch and held his already-hardening dick in front of his mouth, “Open that pretty mouth, baby.”
Levi whined and opened his mouth wide, looking up at Zeke lustfully, “Are you going to give it to me again?”
Zeke couldn’t help but groan at Levi’s words as he nodded, pushing his dick into Levi’s mouth gently, “Yes, baby. And if you’re a good boy, maybe I’ll fuck you again.”
Levi made a pleasant noise around Zeke’s dick, sucking on it eagerly and whimpering a bit as Zeke shoved it in further. He gagged a little before adjusting, breathing heavily through his nose.
“Good boy,” Zeke cooed, running his fingers through Levi’s hair, “Such a good little slut for me.”
Levi groaned and sucked hard, swirling his tongue around Zeke’s tip before taking him down further and letting Zeke’s dick hit the back of his throat. Zeke sighed contently and petted Levi’s head affectionately.
“You’re getting hard from this, aren’t you?” Zeke murmured, and Levi could feel his dick twitching. Zeke was right, he was becoming incredibly turned on from sucking Zeke’s dick. He liked the feeling of the large cock sliding down his tongue and hitting the back of his throat, liked the noises Zeke was making.
That’s when the front door opened, and Levi’s eyes widened, going to remove himself from Zeke when Zeke held his head in place, growling, “Don’t you
dare
stop.”
Levi whimpered and stared up at Zeke in some surprise, his dick pulsing from the incredible turn-on Zeke’s words were. His eyes darted to the door, where Erwin stood, looking a little taken aback by the activities the two were engaging in. Levi blushed horribly and tried to pull away, Zeke still holding him in place. He hoped Erwin could see him struggling to pull away as he tried to hold onto
some
dignity.
“
Let him go,
” Erwin growled in a low voice, “He’s trying to pull away from you. Don’t force him.”
Zeke noticed Levi struggling and let him go, Levi pulling away and taking in a deep breath as he whimpered, “E-Erwin! I didn’t know you’d be home- I didn’t mean to-”
“Levi, shush,” Erwin ordered quietly, and Levi immediately shut his mouth, “It’s fine.”
Levi got off the couch and rushed over to Erwin, hugging onto him tightly. Erwin sighed and hugged him back, kissing the top of his head, “It’s okay, baby. You two can continue, I’ll just go into the bedroom.”
“No!” Levi shook his head, clinging to Erwin. He was feeling awful that Erwin had walked in on them, and couldn’t continue his activities with Zeke
now
.
“Levi, come on, baby,” Zeke essentially begged, “You made me hard, come finish first.”
Levi shook his head again, “I want Erwin.”
He looked up to see Erwin’s smug face, and the blonde leaned down to press a kiss to his lips before he turned to Zeke, “He wants me. Sorry, Zeke.”
Levi didn’t want to look at Zeke’s face. Of course he wanted to return to his activities with Zeke, but not with Erwin here. He’d always pick Erwin first no matter what. That’s just how much he loved the man. He heard Zeke gathering his clothes off the floor and start putting them back on.
“Fine,” Zeke grumbled, heading back towards his bedroom.
“So... you two fucked then?” Erwin asked, pulling away from Levi.
Levi could feel his face turning red, and he couldn’t look at Erwin as he nodded, “Y-Yeah...”
Erwin sucked in a deep breath, as if he was taking the information into his brain, “Okay.”
A plethora of worries filled Levi’s head. He cautiously looked up at Erwin to see the stern, almost angry look on his face, and could feel his stomach churning with anxiety. Sure, Erwin had given them permission to fuck, but that didn’t mean he was going to be immediately be okay with the fact that they’d now done so. Levi was terrified that Erwin was going to be upset with him now; that maybe he should’ve waited to let Zeke fuck him.
“Are... Are you mad?” Levi asked quietly, reaching out to grasp Erwin’s hand, which the taller man ripped away as soon as Levi touched it.
“I’m not exactly happy,” Erwin grumbled, going to sit down on the couch, “Get dressed, Levi.”
Levi nodded and started to gather up his clothes, getting redressed and sitting next to Erwin, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done it. I won’t do it again, okay? We can just go back to how things were before.”
This wasn’t something Levi wanted, but he didn’t like seeing Erwin upset like this. He’d give up anything if it meant that Erwin would be happier, and he knew that being with Zeke was probably really hard for his boyfriend to manage.
“No, we can’t,” Erwin sighed, leaning forward and burying his face in his hands, “We can’t go back, Levi.”
“But why not?” Levi asked, cautiously reaching his hand out to rub Erwin’s back soothingly.
“
Don’t
touch me,” Erwin snapped, and Levi quickly removed his hand.
I ruined everything
, Levi thought to himself, feeling the tears begin to well up in his eyes. He held back, not wanting the sympathy Erwin would give him if he saw Levi crying. He didn’t think he deserved sympathy right now.
“Erwin, I... I’m sorry,” Levi said in a small voice, almost begging him, “Please- I won’t do it again.”
“Levi, just stop,” Erwin replied, pulling his hands away from his face. He looked torn,
pained
, and Levi didn’t understand why. Had he really made Erwin
that
hurt? How had he not noticed what he was doing to his boyfriend?
“I... I have something to tell you,” Erwin piped up after a moment of silence between them, “But I’m afraid to say it.”
He didn’t understand why his boyfriend was being so secretive with him. What was wrong with him? Didn’t he trust Levi anymore? Maybe Levi really
had
fucked everything up by letting Zeke fuck him, even if he had Erwin’s permission. If Erwin had something to tell him, why couldn’t he just say it? Why was he so scared?
Erwin stared at him with a terrified look on his face, “Levi... I want you to know how much I love you, okay?”
Levi instantly nodded, taking Erwin’s hands into his own gently. This time, Erwin allowed Levi to touch him. Levi was prepared for Erwin to tell him to stop sleeping with Zeke, for Erwin to yell at him, to tell him he was a whore,
anything
but what Erwin
actually
was there to tell him.
“I... I slept with Mike,” Erwin revealed, his hands shaking with anxiety. Levi wasn’t sure he heard him right at first, and when he did correctly interpret Erwin’s words, he laughed out loud. That couldn’t be true, right? Erwin was just messing with him! But Levi soon realized it wasn’t a joke because Erwin wasn’t laughing.
“E-Erwin,” Levi said uncertainly, still holding onto Erwin’s shaky hands, “That’s... you’re
lying
, right? You’re not serious?”
Erwin stared down at the ground, unable to look at Levi as he muttered, “I’m... I’m serious, Levi.”
Levi didn’t know what to do. His heart was pounding out of his chest, his fingers tightened around Erwin’s, his eyes widened in shock.
Erwin
had slept with
Mike?!
But... But why? Levi could feel tears jerking at his eyes before he felt the fury and anger take over. He immediately let go of Erwin’s hands.
“
Get out
,” Levi growled in a dangerously low voice, getting up off the couch.
“Levi, we were both drunk and I-”
“
Get the fuck out!
” Levi screamed in his face, “Go back to
him!
”
“Levi,” Erwin tried, standing up and holding his hands up innocently, “Please- I love you. I didn’t mean to do it- we were drunk and I didn’t mean to- it was
stupid
.”
“Yeah,
you’re
fucking
stupid
,” Levi snapped, shoving Erwin back roughly, “
Get out
.
Now!
”
“Levi!” Erwin exclaimed, taking a step back to put distance between them, “
Please
listen to me, okay? I barely even remember it - I was
really
drunk.”
“If you don’t leave right now, I’ll kick your fucking ass,” Levi threatened, his anger getting the best of him. He’d never felt so furious in his whole life. Erwin had tried to make
him
feel guilty about fucking Zeke, when
he
had fucked Mike?! What the
fuck
was his problem?!
“Levi, come on,” Erwin frowned, “I let you fuck Zeke. Now I’ve fucked someone- we’re even.”
“We’re
not
even, Erwin!” Levi glared up at him, “I had
your
permission to sleep with Zeke! You slept with Mike because- because... well, I don’t know why you did it! Did you
want
to hurt me? You were mad at me for being with Zeke?! Why couldn’t you have just said that instead of going and sleeping with another man?! I would’ve stopped what I was doing with Zeke if you asked me to!”
“
No
, you wouldn’t!” Erwin argued, crossing his arms, “You’ve wanted to open your slutty legs for him since the day he moved in here!”
Levi just stared up at Erwin in some shock before he shoved Erwin again, “
Get the fuck out!
Don’t call me a slut when you’re the one who let your
best friend
fuck you! Who’s the slut now, Erwin?!”
Erwin took another large step back, holding his hands up, “
Levi
, listen to me. I
love
you, okay? Can’t we work this out?”
Levi stared up at him for a moment, his anger breaking as his face twisted into a painful expression, “
Erwin
. We’re through. It’s
over
. Now
get the fuck out
.”
Erwin stared down at him with an incredibly hurt expression before he turned and walked right out the front door, grabbing his keys on the way out. Levi heard the front door shut, and as soon as it shut, everything inside him crumbled. He let out all the emotions that were building up inside him through a loud yell, dropping to the floor on his knees.
Zeke soon appeared out of his room, looking around in confusion and shock, “What happened?!”
Levi was shaking, his hands on either side of his head as he held back his emotions again. Zeke quickly kneeled down in front of Levi, placing his hands on top of Levi’s, “Are you okay? Did he hurt you?!”
Levi shook his head, though that wasn’t entirely true. Erwin
had
hurt him, though not physically. He’d broken his heart, and that was hurt enough for him. Zeke looked incredibly concerned and confused.
“What happened?!” Zeke asked.
“He... He cheated on me,” Levi sniffled, tears finally breaking forward and rolling down his face, “He slept with Mike.”
Zeke’s eyes widened, his arms immediately enveloping Levi in a tight hug, “Oh my god, Levi. I’m
so
sorry.”
Levi hugged back desperately, the tears flowing freely now as he let out a quiet sob, not caring about Zeke seeing him
this
broken up anymore, “He tried to make me feel bad for sleeping with you, when this whole time he slept with Mike.”
Levi couldn’t help but sob again, clinging to Zeke, “I-I thought he l-loved me.”
“Levi,” Zeke sighed quietly, rubbing his back soothingly, “I think he does love you - though I don’t understand why he would do that to you. I’m so sorry.”
Levi was sobbing uncontrollably now, his emotions getting the better of him. He couldn’t believe he’d been so
stupid
. He’d trusted Erwin, and now he felt like an idiot for doing so. Erwin had completely betrayed his trust, and now Levi didn’t know what to do. He felt Zeke gently picking him up bridal style, and clung to him as Zeke carried him into his room, not wanting to awaken any memories by taking him into Levi and Erwin’s room. Zeke set him in his bed gently and climbed in next to him, hugging him close.
“It’s okay, I’ll take care of you,” Zeke whispered against his skin, kissing him lightly, “I’ll take good care of you, Levi. Don’t worry.”
Levi was reduced to sniffles, snuggling up to Zeke and sobbing quietly, trying to calm himself down. He couldn’t believe everything was
over
between him and Erwin, and that it was because of
Erwin
and not himself. He’d always thought he was the fuck-up; that he was the one who would ruin things between the two of them, but he was
completely
broken up by the fact that Erwin had been the one to fuck everything up. Levi essentially cried himself to sleep, clinging to Zeke as he did so.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Levi woke up the next morning at 4AM, his head throbbing with the dehydration of the tears he’d shed the night before. Zeke was holding him close, completely passed out. Levi squirmed out of Zeke’s grasp, getting out of bed. As much as he was pissed at Erwin; as much as he didn’t give a
flying fuck
about him right now, he needed to know that Erwin was safe. He begrudgingly dialed Erwin’s number and put the phone to his ear, listening to the dial tone. It rang, and rang, and rang, until it went to voicemail.
Really?
Levi thought to himself in annoyance, dialing his number again. And again, it rang and rang until it went to voicemail, and Levi was starting to get a little worried now. He tried a third time, with the same results. Erwin wasn’t one to just
not
answer, no matter
how
angry they were at each other, and no matter what time of night it was. Levi sighed heavily, knowing the next step he’d have to take. He went through his contacts and found Mike’s number, dialing it hesitantly. Mike was the
last
person he wanted to talk to besides Erwin, but he did want to make sure Erwin was safe.
“Hello?” Mike answered sleepily, and Levi could feel the anger coursing through his veins already.
“Is Erwin there? Have you
fucked him
yet?” Levi snapped angrily.
“Oh,” Mike responded, barely fazed by Levi’s words, “No, he’s not here. He told you about us?”
“Yes,” Levi replied with gritted teeth, “He’s really not there?”
“No,” Mike said.
But if Erwin wasn’t at Mike’s, then
where was he?
Levi was starting to become a little panicked. He didn’t know where else to even check for Erwin, and he was starting to feel stupid for calling Mike in the first place.
“Where is he?!” Levi growled, “Don’t play fucking games with me!”
“I’m
not
,” Mike growled back angrily, “Don’t get all pissy with me just because we got drunk and fucked.
You’re
the one who’s fucking another man sober!”
“
Shut your fucking mouth
,” Levi shouted into the phone before hanging up, sighing angrily.
He sucked in a deep breath and tried Erwin’s number again, with no success. He frowned and went back into Zeke’s room, shaking the man awake. Zeke groaned and turned over slowly.
“W-What?” he asked, yawning loudly.
“Erwin’s missing,” Levi frowned, “I can’t get ahold of him.”
Zeke sighed and sat up, looking sleepy as he wiped his eyes, “You tried Mike’s?”
Levi nodded, “Yes. He’s not at Mike’s. I don’t know
where
he is.”
Zeke frowned, trying to wake himself up, “You wanna go out and look for him?”
Levi nodded again, “I’m worried about him. As pissed as I am at him, I’m
scared
he’s not okay right now. Where could he be if he’s not at Mike’s?”
Suddenly, Mike was calling him again, and Levi picked up, “Did you find Erwin?”
“No,” Mike replied, “I’m worried about him. I’ll come pick you up, okay? We can go look for him.”
Levi wasn’t particularly thrilled about searching for Erwin with the same man who had fucked him, but he
did
want to find Erwin. He groaned in some annoyance before he agreed, “Fine. I’ll wait outside for you. You’d
better
fucking hurry, I’m worried he’s lying drunk on a curb somewhere.”
He hung up, going to Zeke’s closet and borrowing a sweatshirt to put over his shirt. Zeke frowned, “Is Mike coming to get you? Do you want me to come with?”
Levi nodded, watching Zeke get up slowly and start to pull on his pants, trying to ease Levi’s fears, “I’m sure Erwin’s fine, Levi.”
Levi didn’t look so sure, though, and he waited for Zeke to be ready before he headed out of his bedroom and out the front door, sitting on the porch as he waited for Mike to pull up. He soon saw the familiar car and hopped up, Zeke following closely behind him as the two of them got into Mike’s car, Levi climbing in the front seat while Zeke climbed in the back.
“Mike, this is Zeke,” Levi introduced shortly, not really wanting to talk to Mike right now.
“Mm,” Mike said quietly, “This is the man you’ve been fucking?”
“
Shut up
,” Levi snapped, “Let’s just find Erwin and get this mess over with.”
Mike nodded, turning down the main road and heading towards the downtown, “Where do
you
think he is?”
“There’s a couple bars I can think of,” Levi mumbled, “You?”
“Same,” Mike responded, Zeke remaining quiet in the back seat as he listened to the two silently arguing.
“Well, let’s go to yours first,” Levi suggested, crossing his arms and looking out the window. The two remained silent for a moment as the car engine was the only sound that filled the air.
“I fucked him
real good
, Levi,” Mike murmured, almost as if he
wanted
to set Levi off again, “He
begged
for my dick.”
“
Shut up!
” Levi shouted, “Do you fucking
want
me to beat you up?!”
“You wouldn’t stand a chance,” Mike chuckled, Levi looking only
more
infuriated.
Levi was completely tense, trying to ignore Mike as they pulled up to the first bar. Levi opened the door, glancing back at Mike, “You stay here. Zeke and I will go look for him.”
Mike nodded hesitantly before Zeke and Levi left the car, heading into the bar and seeing a bunch of scantily-clad people grinding up against one another. Levi scooted through the crowd of people, scanning the room for Erwin.
“Check the bathrooms,” he ordered to Zeke, who went to do what he was asked. The two only ended up meeting back by the front doors, empty-handed.
“I didn’t see him,” Zeke shouted over the loud music, “Did you?”
“No,” Levi replied, headed back to the car. The two of them got back in and Levi turned to Mike, “Next place. He wasn’t here.”
Mike nodded, driving down the block and turning left, heading down another few blocks before he pulled over in front of another bar. Levi got out and Zeke went after him, the two of them searching the inside of this bar as well, no Erwin in sight. They headed to the third bar, with no Erwin there either.
“I bet he’s at Trinity,” Levi suggested, a popular club that he knew Erwin liked, “Go there.”
Mike nodded, driving over to Trinity and parking in front of the club. Levi got out, Zeke following him as he fought through the crowd of people. He searched the crowd for Erwin, seeing a tall man dancing drunkenly with a slightly taller man.
Erwin
, Levi thought as he saw the blonde hair and blue eyes. He rushed through the crowd towards him, frowning when he realized this
wasn’t
Erwin at all. He sighed heavily, looking over at the bathrooms, which Zeke had gone to check. His eyes widened as he saw Zeke pulling Erwin out of the girls’ bathroom, the man looking
completely
wasted and sick. Levi was at least glad he was alive and okay, as so many bad things could’ve happened. A couple of girls were following Zeke, their hands also touching Erwin, as they clearly had been caring for him.
“He’s
very
sick,” one of the girls said when Levi was close enough to hear them, “He was throwing up in the bathroom. Be careful with him.”
“Yeah,
please
take care of him,” the other girl asked, gently rubbing Erwin’s back, “He’s very fragile right now.”
Levi nodded at them, “We’ll take good care of him. We’re his friends. We’re here to take him home.”
The girls nodded, one of them saying, “Okay, thanks.”
The two girls left to continue partying, and Levi stood on Erwin’s other side, wrapping an arm around him to help Zeke take him back to the car. Erwin was barely responsive, his head lulling up every once in a while. The man was clearly black-out drunk, and Levi and Zeke piled him into the back of the car, sitting on either side of him to keep him from doing anything stupid.
“Do you have a plastic bag, Mike?” Zeke asked, rubbing Erwin’s back gently, “He was throwing up when I found him.”
“Yeah,” Mike said, rummaging through his glove compartment before he pulled out a plastic bag, handing it back to Zeke. Zeke opened up the bag and held it open in front of Erwin as if prepared for him to throw up at any moment. Mike began to drive them back to their house, and Levi stared at Erwin in some concern. He’d never seen Erwin
this
drunk before. The man was
barely
there, his eyes fluttering open and closed and his body barely able to keep himself upright.
“Erwin,” Levi whispered, wrapping an arm around him, “Are you okay, baby?”
Erwin shook his head a little, leaning it against Levi’s shoulder for a moment before lurching forwards and throwing up violently into the bag that Zeke was holding open. Levi frowned and rubbed his back gently.
“Shh, Erwin, just let it all out,” Levi said quietly. He was still
pissed
that Erwin had slept with Mike, but he knew he had a responsibility to take care of Erwin for the moment; at least until the man felt better.
Erwin finished throwing up, heaving a little and taking a deep breath before he sat back, his eyes lulling into the back of his head. Levi sighed, “You okay, Erwin? Can you hear me?”
Erwin groaned in some pain before he mumbled, “I’m sorry, Levi.”
Levi felt his heart fluttering at Erwin’s words. Even in his completely drunk state, he was
still
thinking about Levi and just how guilty he felt. Levi couldn’t help himself from smiling a little as he wrapped his arm back around Erwin gently.
“Shhh, baby, let’s not worry about that now,” Levi whispered, pressing a kiss to Erwin’s cheek.
“Mike?” Erwin groaned in confusion as he made eye contact through the rear-view mirror with the man, and Levi could feel the jealousy surging through his veins. He grabbed Erwin’s face and turned it back towards him.
“Baby, look at me,” Levi whispered, “Only me, okay?”
“Y-Yeah,” Erwin whimpered, his eyes fluttering opened and closed, “L-Levi... I love you...”
Levi sighed happily, his heart pounding in his chest. It didn’t matter
how far
gone Erwin was, he
still
loved Levi. Levi could feel himself forgiving Erwin with each passing moment, at least while he was drunk like this.
“I love you too,” Levi said quietly, running his fingers through Erwin’s hair, “Are you feeling okay, Erwin? Do you have to throw up again?”
Erwin nodded a little before he turned back to the bag that Zeke was still holding open, a slightly disgusted look on his face as Erwin threw up again. Levi kept rubbing Erwin’s back as they pulled up to the house.
“Does he need to go to the ER?” Mike asked, turning around, “Erwin, how many times have you thrown up?”
Erwin groaned in pain and sat up, holding up seven fingers, before he leaned forward and dry heaved into the bag. Levi knew Erwin wouldn’t want to go to the ER, and he knew he could take care of Erwin in this state.
But clearly Mike had different ideas, “We should take him to the ER.”
“
No
,” Levi argued, “He’s fine.
I’ll
take care of him.”
“Levi, he threw up
seven times
,” Mike growled, “He’s not okay.”
“He’ll be pissed if he wakes up in the ER,” Levi snapped angrily, “You’re welcome to stay the night and make sure he’s okay, but I’m
not
letting you take him to the hospital.”
Mike stared at him in some anger before sighing in defeat, watching Levi and Zeke struggling to get Erwin out of the car. Mike put his car in park and got out, leaning down and picking Erwin up bridal style with ease. Zeke tossed the vomit bag into the garbage outside, and Levi followed closely next to Erwin and Mike.
“Are you okay, Erwin?” he asked calmly as he unlocked the front door.
Erwin nodded drunkenly, “‘M fine.”
Levi quickly led the four of them through the front door and closed it behind him, going to lead Mike back to their bedroom even though Mike already knew the layout of the apartment, since he lived there before.
“Set him in the bed,” Levi ordered Mike, turning to Zeke, “Get him the garbage pail from the kitchen in case he throws up again.”
Zeke nodded and left to get the garbage, Mike setting down Erwin gently under the covers and pressing a kiss to Erwin’s forehead. Levi could feel himself seething with rage, but he tried to hold back. He climbed into the bed and pulling Erwin close to him, running his hands through his hair.
“L-Levi,” Erwin said quietly, his eyes almost closed, “I’m
so
sorry.”
“Shh,” Levi cooed, kissing the top of his head, “Don’t say anything now. Let’s just get you better, okay?”
Erwin nodded a little into Levi’s shoulder, snuggling close to him, “I love you...”
“I love you too,” Levi replied, sighing a little.
Zeke brought in the trash can and set it next to the bed, Mike gently placing a hand on Erwin’s cheek, “Do you want me to stay with you?”
Levi shot a glare at Mike as Erwin nodded slightly. Levi could feel himself getting annoyed as he scooted over to make room, Erwin scooting and Mike climbing into the bed. Zeke just looked at them in concern, wondering if they were about to fight.
“Is everything going to be okay?” he asked.
“Yeah, it’s fine, Zeke. I’ll call you if I need help,” Levi replied, determined now to not leave Erwin alone with Mike. Zeke nodded and left, going across the hall to his own room. Erwin was in between the two of them, looking incredibly pale.
“Is he okay?” Levi asked quietly, shaking Erwin slightly. The man didn’t respond, and Levi felt his heart sink in worry.
Mike shook him as well, and he frowned, “I
told you
he needed to go to the ER. He’s burning up. Draw him a cold bath, okay? I’ll bring him in there.”
Levi got up quickly, rushing to the bathroom and starting a cold bath for Erwin, watching Mike carry him into the bathroom. He was planning on placing Erwin in the bath with his clothes on, when Levi stopped him with his hand.
“Wait,” Levi said quietly, “You hold him up, I’ll strip him, okay?”
Mike nodded a little, and Levi gently started to undo Erwin’s shirt, realizing just
how
hot his boyfriend truly was. He was burning up, and that concerned Levi. He made quick work of getting Erwin’s pants and boxers off, dropping them onto the floor. Mike lifted him into the cold bath, setting him down gently. Erwin was barely conscious, his eyes lulling open and closed in a drunken stupor.
“Erwin?” Levi whimpered, taking his hand gently, “Erwin, please come back to me, okay?”
Erwin nodded slightly, his eyes still closed as his head lulled back and forth, trying to stay awake. Levi held his head up gently, running his fingers through his hair, “Erwin, baby. Can you hear me?”
Erwin nodded again, murmuring, “I lub you....”
“I love you too,” Levi replied instantly, feeling Erwin’s forehead gently, “You’re so warm, baby.”
Mike was sitting on the floor, watching the two of them carefully. Levi used his hand to scoop some cold water onto Erwin’s forehead, “Shh, I’ll make you feel better.”
“Levi,” Erwin groaned, “I’m gonna... I gotta...”
Mike’s eyes widened a little and he grabbed the bathroom trash can, putting it next to the bathtub. Erwin leaned over the trash can and threw up again, Levi rubbing his back gently, “Shh, baby. It’s okay. I’ll be here for you.”
Erwin groaned and pulled away, “I got... I tried... someone gave me something.”
Suddenly, everything was all the more serious, and Mike leaned over the tub, “Someone gave you something? What do you mean?”
Erwin leaned over the trash can, dry heaving a bit before he answered, “I only had two drinks and then I felt funny. And then I was in the men’s bathroom being harassed, but the girls came in and got me.”
Levi and Mike exchanged a look at the word ‘harassed’. What did
that
mean? It could mean anything, and Levi was probably as terrified as Mike by what he meant by that word. Levi ran some fingers through Erwin’s hair gently.
“What do you mean by ‘harassed’, Erwin?” Levi asked carefully.
Erwin laughed a little, leaning back from the trash can, before he answered, “This guy and his friend were trying to hurt me. They didn’t do anything; the girls came and rescued me before anything could happen.”
Levi felt his heart sink, and he couldn’t even look at Mike. Even if nothing had happened to him, the situation was still
extremely
fucked up, especially since Erwin had likely been drugged by the men. He stared at Erwin for a moment, “Oh my god, baby, I-”
“Erwin, I’m so sorry,” Mike murmured quietly before Erwin threw his arms around Mike’s shoulders and started crying, Levi feeling completely taken aback. He didn’t know what to do. He wanted to help, but Erwin was clearly much more caught up in Mike than he was in Levi.
“I... It was so scary,” Erwin sniffled, “I just... I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry,” Mike replied almost instantly, hugging him close, “Don’t be sorry, it’s not your fault.”
Levi got up shakily, not knowing how to help. He felt so jealous and so lost, and so
guilty
for feeling that way. He wanted to help, but he was so jealous that Mike was the one comforting Erwin right now. Clearly, he wasn’t the one for Erwin.
“Just... Just tell me if you two need anything,” he said quietly as he headed for the door. He wanted Erwin to be comfortable, and clearly he was more comfortable with Mike than he was with Levi. Levi closed the door, trying not to be offended. Erwin had clearly
been through a lot
, and Levi didn’t want to be an asshole about it. But he could feel the sobs already growing in his chest, and he walked carefully to Zeke’s room, pushing the door open. Zeke was already asleep, his chest heaving as he tried to get more sleep. Levi sniffled and walked over to Zeke, prodding at his chest gently to try and wake him up. Zeke whined and turned over, his eyes fluttering open.
Zeke saw Levi looking down at him, and frowned a little, “Is he with Mike?”
At those words, Levi burst into tears, nodding and climbing into the bed. Zeke wrapped his arms around Levi and pressed a kiss to the top of his head, “Shh, he’s vulnerable right now. Just give him some time, he’ll come around.”
“He got hurt,” Levi sobbed, “And all he wanted was Mike. And I feel so guilty for feeling this way, but he didn’t even
think
of me when he was hurt. He only thought about Mike.”
Zeke sighed and hugged him closer, kissing his cheeks lightly, “Just give him time, okay? Mike’s one of his closest friends. It’s different from a boyfriend. He just needs time.”
Levi sobbed and nodded into Zeke’s shoulder, clinging to him, “It’s so fucking selfish. He went through... he’s been through a lot, and I... all I can think about is whether he still loves me or not.”
Zeke rubbed his back gently, “Just give it time, Levi. Come on, let’s try to sleep.”
Levi sobbed and nodded, snuggling up to Zeke as he shook, “I’m... I just love him so much, you know? I don’t want him to be alone.”
“He has Mike right now,” Zeke said quietly, but this thought didn’t help Levi sleep at all. It made him feel much
worse
, and he wished he could be the one there for Erwin rather than Mike.
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Erwin could feel himself coming to the next afternoon, a low groan escaping his mouth. He was being held in a pair of strong arms, and frowned a little as he squirmed out of them, turning around to see Mike had been the one to hold him close. He looked down, realizing he was naked, and immediately became embarrassed. All he could remember from last night was the two drinks he had, ending up in the men’s bathroom, two men saying dirty things to him, and then being rescued by a few women and eventually brought home by Levi, Zeke, and Mike.
Levi,
he thought to himself, wondering where the smaller man was. He got up slowly, feeling his head pounding. He whimpered and sat back down, his stomach churning. He leaned over the garbage can next to the bed and started throwing up, waking up Mike.
“You okay?” Mike asked, immediately starting to rub his back comfortingly.
“Where’s Levi?” Erwin wondered, not even bothering to answer the question. He could feel his stomach lurching again, and he groaned as he threw up again. As if he’d heard him, Levi appeared in the doorway, staring at the two of them with an almost hurt expression.
“Levi,” Erwin frowned, sitting up a little, “Come here, baby.”
Levi crossed his arms and shook his head, standing his ground, “Mike... can you give Erwin and me a moment alone?”
Mike nodded before getting up and heading out of the bedroom, shutting the door behind him. Levi stayed where he was, staring Erwin down. Erwin was certain Levi was probably still mad at him, and he didn’t blame the man. But nothing could’ve prepared him for what would come out of Levi’s mouth next.
“I... I want to break up,” Levi said quietly, swallowing thickly.
Erwin’s breath hitched in his throat at these words. Sure, Levi had said things were over between them yesterday; that’s what had led Erwin out to the bars to drink, but Levi had said that out of his anger. Now,
now
Levi was saying this with certainty, with a calmness in his voice, and that was terrifying.
“Levi,” Erwin whimpered, struggling to get out of bed. He still wasn’t wearing any clothes, and he wrapped the sheet around him to save himself some dignity.
“Levi,” he repeated, walking across the room towards the man. Levi took a giant step backwards and held his hands up to stop Erwin from coming any closer. Erwin stopped in his tracks, his heart pounding in his chest. Could this really be the end of everything between them? After all they’d been through together, Levi was just ending it?
“Baby,” Erwin tried to find the words to
beg
for Levi not to do this, “
Please
, baby.”
“Don’t call me ‘baby’,” Levi said coolly, a stern look on his face, “I’m not your baby anymore.”
“
Levi
,” Erwin begged desperately, “I will do anything,
anything
if you stay with me.
Please
, I want to make it up to you. Don’t break up with me.”
Levi bit his lip and looked away from Erwin before shaking his head, “N-No. I can’t... Erwin, I can’t-”
“You can’t what?” Erwin asked, “
Levi,
look at me. You’re really going to break up with me over a drunken fuck up? I
let you
fuck another man.”
“That’s different!” Levi whimpered, his eyes snapping back to Erwin’s, “What happened with you and Mike- I didn’t give you
permission
to do that, Erwin! Plus, it wasn’t someone random, it was
Mike!
How do you think that makes me feel?”
Erwin could feel the tears tugging at his eyelids, but he held back, wanting to stay strong in this moment as he replied, “Levi,
please
. What can I do to make it up to you? I’ll do absolutely
anything
.”
Levi just stared at him, his arms still crossed, “Erwin, you can’t do anything. I’ve made my decision.”
There was no emotion on Levi’s face; he was completely stoic. Erwin knew he had to do
something
to get through to him, and could feel himself picking up his feet, though they felt like lead under him. He held tightly to the sheet around him as he headed straight towards Levi, grasping his face and bringing him in for a deep kiss.
Levi gasped and shoved him away quickly, covering his mouth as a blush appeared on his face, “Erwin! Don’t!”
Erwin whimpered, “Don’t you
feel
that, Levi?”
“What?” Levi asked, raising an eyebrow in curiosity.
“That
spark
,” Erwin responded, hoping desperately that Levi would understand. When they kissed, there was a spark between them, something that couldn’t be replicated with other people.
Levi went back to crossing his arms, stubbornly shaking his head, “There’s no spark. Not anymore.”
“
Levi
,” Erwin emphasized, “You’re lying. You know it’s still there. You felt it too, didn’t you?”
Levi bit his lip slightly, staring up at Erwin before he grumbled, “Look, of course I felt it. But Erwin, I
can’t
keep doing this. I can’t just forgive you.”
“Then don’t forgive me,” Erwin took a step closer, caressing Levi’s cheek gently, “I’ll do everything I can to earn back your trust and your forgiveness.
Please
, give me the chance to do that.”
Levi whimpered quietly, unable to help but lean into Erwin’s touch. He sighed, and Erwin’s heart sunk as tears pooled in Levi’s eyes.
“Erwin,” Levi sniffled quietly, “You... You broke my heart.”
“I know, baby,” Erwin whispered, “But you have to think about me too. How do you think I felt about you and Zeke? I know I gave you permission, but I... that doesn’t mean I was exactly happy about the whole thing.”
Levi looked conflicted, tears beginning to trickle down his cheeks, “Erwin. I’ve told you twice now that I’ll stop what I’m doing with Zeke if it upsets you. And
both times
you said I shouldn’t stop.”
“I just want you to be happy,” Erwin sighed, watching Levi squeeze his eyes shut, a painful expression on his face, “Can we please give this another chance, Levi? We can work through this, I know we can.”
Levi leaned forward, resting his forehead on Erwin’s chest as tears rolled down his face. He muttered a quiet ‘okay’, sniffling and burrowing his face against Erwin’s skin. He sounded so broken, so
fragile
, and Erwin could feel his heart breaking from the pain of hearing his boyfriend like this. But he sighed in some relief at Levi’s answer, wrapping his arms around him and holding him close.
“Thank you,” he murmured, pressing kisses to the top of Levi’s head, “You won’t regret this, okay? I’ll do everything I can to make it up to you. I love you so much.”
Levi sniffled, a quiet sob escaping his mouth and his shoulders shaking slightly as he mumbled, “I love you too.”
“I’m sorry,” Erwin hugged him tight, “I’m so sorry, baby. I never wanted to hurt you like this.”
“I’m sorry too,” Levi hugged back, “I’m sorry for sleeping with Zeke and hurting you. I didn’t want to hurt you, either.”
Erwin smiled sadly and pressed kisses to the top of Levi’s head, “It’s okay, baby. I told you it was okay. I’ll be more honest, okay?”
Levi nodded, and the two just held each other in some silence, Levi sniffing every once in a while. He pulled away, wiping his eyes and looking up at Erwin with a pained expression, “You have to do something for me, okay?”
“Anything, baby,” Erwin replied, intending to keep his word.
“I... I want you to be friends with Zeke,” Levi said quietly, looking a little nervous about asking this favor of Erwin.
Erwin was a little surprised that
this
was what Levi was asking him. Zeke must’ve meant a lot to Levi for him to want Erwin to be friends with the man. Erwin had to admit, he was a little disgusted at the idea of being
friends
with the man who had been trying to steal his boyfriend, but he did promise Levi
anything
to make things up to him.
“Fine,” Erwin sighed quietly, “I’ll work on it.”
“Good,” Levi smiled a little, looking happy.
Erwin nodded, not feeling as confident about the situation as Levi did. But he’d told Levi he’d work on it, and he didn’t intend on going back on his word. He meant it when he said he’d do anything to make things up to Levi, and if that meant being friends with Zeke, then so be it.
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Erwin spent that night tossing and turning; Levi had noticed because he couldn’t sleep. He frowned, trying to rub Erwin’s back to soothe him a little. Levi had a feeling Erwin was having nightmares, as the man’s face would twist into painful expressions every once in a while. After a good half hour of this, Erwin finally sat up straight, breathing hard and looking around in some confusion.
“Erwin?” Levi said quietly, and Erwin turned to look at him, a terrified expression on his face that softened upon seeing his boyfriend.
“Levi,” he replied, trying to catch his breath, “Sorry, I had a nightmare.”
He clutched his chest, clearly shaken up. Levi shook his head and held out his arms, “Don’t apologize. Come here, let me hold you. Tell me what happened.”
Erwin sucked in a deep breath, shaking his head a little, “I... I need... can I have my phone?”
Levi quickly handed him his phone. But he had his suspicions, and couldn’t help but ask, “Are you going to call Mike?”
Erwin nodded, unlocking his phone. Levi frowned, feeling a little jealous. He gently put a hand on Erwin’s shoulder, which Erwin nearly jumped at. Levi pulled his hand away, not wanting to upset the man more.
“Why... Why can’t you talk to me about it?” Levi wondered, “I want to be here for you.”
Erwin looked over at him, a calm expression on his face as he explained, “Because you’re part of the problem.”
Levi’s eyes widened a little, “I... what? What do you mean?”
“Levi,” Erwin sighed, “Listen, you know how much I love you. But you haven’t exactly been here for me lately.”
Levi was a bit taken aback by the comment. He wasn’t entirely sure what Erwin had meant. He’d wanted to be there for Erwin, but all Erwin wanted was Mike. Or, at least, that’s how he saw things from his point of view.
“You tried to break up with me after what happened,” Erwin murmured, “And... you didn’t even check if I was okay. And now you want me to be friends with the man that’s fucking you? That man that’s taking you away from me?”
Levi kept his mouth shut, listening to Erwin as he continued, “So yes. I’m going to call Mike. He’s been there for me far more than you have lately.”
Erwin got up slowly and dialed Mike’s number, putting the phone to his ear and leaving the room. Levi could feel his heart racing at being scolded like this by Erwin. He felt guilt rising in his stomach. Had he really been so selfish? In his eyes, he’d just been doing what he thought he needed to do, but had he even thought about Erwin in the process? He was just now realizing that, no, in fact, he did
not
ask Erwin if he was okay that morning when he came in to break up with him. He laid back in the bed, curling up under the covers and just waiting for Erwin to come back. He was realizing that Erwin didn’t owe him anything, even if the man had begged and pleaded that he would do anything for Levi to stay with him. Levi felt sick to his stomach, his heart pounding in his chest.
He slowly got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom, hearing Erwin in the bathroom. As he got closer, he could hear the sounds of sniffling coming from the room, and he knocked gently on the door, not wanting to scare him.
“Don’t come in,” Erwin said, his voice sounding weak.
“Are you talking to Mike?” Levi asked curiously.
“He didn’t pick up,” Erwin replied.
“Erwin,
please
let me in,” Levi begged, “I know I haven’t been here for you, and I’m sorry for that. I want to make it up to you, and I want to be here for you now, okay? Will you please give me that chance?”
Erwin was silent for a moment before the door opened, and Levi pushed the door open the rest of the way and walked inside slowly. Erwin was standing in front of the mirror, tears rolling down his face. Levi could feel his breath hitch at the sight, and as soon as he and Erwin made eye contact, Erwin walked towards Levi and hugged him around the waist, burying his face into Levi’s shoulder and starting to sob.
Levi held onto him tightly, rubbing his back and whispering, “Shhh, Erwin. It’s okay. I’m here. I’m sorry.”
Erwin clung to him, sniffling, “I... I had a nightmare about what happened last night and it was... it scared the fuck out of me.”
“Baby, I’m so sorry,” Levi cooed, kissing the top of his head, “It’ll be okay, I promise. I’m here for you, baby. I’m here.”
Erwin sobbed quietly and nuzzled into his neck, “I love you. I just don’t want to lose you.”
“You won’t lose me,” Levi murmured, “I’m sorry - I shouldn’t have said those things to you. I was being selfish; I’ve
been
selfish. I... I won’t sleep with Zeke anymore, and you don’t have to be friends with him.”
Erwin sniffled and pulled away from Levi, rubbing at his eyes and hiccuping, “I just want you to be happy.”
“But I want
you
to be happy too, Erwin,” Levi whimpered, reaching up and wiping the tears from his face, “I can’t be happy if you’re miserable.”
Erwin tried to calm his breathing, “But... But I know how you feel about Zeke, Levi. You can’t help your feelings.”
Levi could feel himself getting emotional, but he held back, wanting Erwin to have his moment. He took Erwin’s face into his hands and leaned up, kissing him sweetly before pulling away.
“Erwin, I love you with all my heart,” Levi said, “If you want to have an open relationship, we can. But I don’t want you to feel forced into it.”
Erwin smiled sadly and ran his fingers through Levi’s hair, “I love you too. We can be in an open relationship, but
please
promise me that you’ll always choose me over Zeke.”
Levi nodded, “Of course. I promise, Erwin. And you... if you want to be with Mike... that’s okay too.”
Erwin blushed a little, shaking his head, “Mike and I are just friends. It was just a drunken mistake.”
“Well, if you ever come across someone you want to be with,” Levi said, “Then that’s okay.”
Erwin nodded, smiling down at him and kissing the top of his head. Levi leaned into him and hugged him tight, sighing happily. He was glad that they’d talked about this, and was feeling a little less guilty now.
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Levi had left for the weekend to go to his friend’s house, and Erwin was now alone in the house with Zeke. Erwin went into the living room to find Zeke watching a movie. He had wanted to play a video game, but with Zeke using the television, he wouldn’t be able to. He rolled his eyes a little and sucked in a deep breath, remembering the promise he’d made to Levi. He knew that Levi had said he didn’t have to keep the promise, but Erwin was dedicated to making Levi happy regardless. Erwin slowly went over to Zeke, sitting next to him. Zeke looked up, a bit of confusion written on his face.
“Hello,” Erwin said quietly.
“Um... hi?” Zeke replied, “Did you need something?”
“No, I just thought we could hang out,” Erwin murmured.
There was some silence from Zeke’s end, and Erwin glanced up to see a surprised look on Zeke’s face.
“You... You want to hang out... with me?” Zeke asked, “But why?”
“You’re my roommate,” Erwin shrugged, “We can’t hang out?”
“I mean we can,” Zeke responded, clearing his throat nervously, “I just thought you didn’t like me.”
Erwin frowned, sighing heavily as he sat back on the couch, “I can’t exactly say I’m a huge fan, but Levi’s not here. Thought we could at least
try
to get along, you know? What are you watching, anyway?”
Zeke still looked incredibly suspicious as to Erwin’s motives, but he slowly replied, “I’m watching
The Matrix
.”
“Never seen it,” Erwin said, causing Zeke’s eyes to widen in shock.
“You’ve
never
seen
The Matrix?
” Zeke asked incredulously, and Erwin shook his head in some annoyance, wondering why Zeke was so surprised.
“Wow,” Zeke mumbled, “I thought everyone had seen this movie. Guess not.”
“I don’t really watch a lot of movies,” Erwin admitted, “I’m more of a video games person.”
“Me too,” Zeke smiled a little, “What games do you like to play?”
“I’ve been playing a lot of GTA,” Erwin said.
“I like GTA,” Zeke shrugged, “But I’m more into world-building games like Minecraft.”
Erwin nodded in response, not sure what else to say. The two of them sat in an awkward silence for a moment, and Erwin was panicking as he searched his brain for something to say. He fidgeted a little in his seat before he felt Zeke put a hand on his knee, and Erwin couldn’t help but blush from the contact as he looked at Zeke.
“I... I want to apologize,” Zeke said quietly, and Erwin almost couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Zeke was going to
apologize
to him?
“You... what?”
“I want to apologize,” Zeke repeated, “You know, for taking Levi from you. I’m sure it must be hard for you, and I’m sorry for that. I’ll try to keep the PDA to a minimum when you’re in the room.”
Erwin just stared at the man for a moment, small jolts of electricity tingling up his leg from Zeke’s touch. Erwin didn’t understand what was wrong with him. He examined Zeke’s features: his neatly combed hair and well-kept beard, the glasses that framed his face so nicely. Erwin could feel his heart pounding a little faster, and he wasn’t sure why. All he knew was he was suddenly finding Zeke
incredibly
attractive.
Erwin bit his lip, realizing he hadn’t responded yet. He didn’t want to make things
more
awkward, so he quickly replied, “O-Oh. Yeah. It’s fine.”
“Okay,” Zeke smiled, “Well... did you want to do something then?”
I can think of a few things we could do
, Erwin’s horny mind immediately thought, and he wiped the thought from his mind almost as soon as he thought it. He didn’t understand where these feelings were coming from, but he was starting to understand more and more why Levi had been so into their roommate. He had a certain
aura
about him that was very attractive, and Erwin hadn’t seen him in this light before.
“Sure,” Erwin said quietly, starting to feel a little nervous.
“You could help me with dinner, if you want,” Zeke suggested, “I was going to make tacos, but I have enough for both of us.”
Erwin thought this was a very sweet offer, and nodded a little, getting up to follow Zeke into the kitchen. He was watching Zeke carefully now, unsure of why he was having these feelings. He’d been so clouded with jealousy before, and now that Levi was gone, he was seeing Zeke in a different light.
Erwin bit his lip hard, feeling his dick twitch as Zeke opened the fridge and bent over to collect ingredients from the crisper drawer. He desperately wanted to grab the man’s hips and grind against him, but he held back, not wanting to scare Zeke off. There was
no way in hell
that Zeke would accept Erwin’s advances, and Erwin was
not
about to start anything, especially since he’d just gotten off the hook with Levi for sleeping with Mike.
“Can you cut the tomatoes?” Zeke asked, getting up and holding out a bag of tomatoes to Erwin, who nodded and took them. He got out a cutting board and a knife, starting to dice up the tomatoes as Zeke took out the ground beef and a pan. Erwin looked up for a moment, distracted as he watched Zeke start to cook the ground beef. There was suddenly a sharp pain in his finger, and he looked down to realize he’d cut his finger and was bleeding.
“Oh fuck,” he muttered, reaching for a paper towel and wrapping it around his finger. It wasn’t bleeding
too
badly; it was just a small cut.
“Oh shit, you’re bleeding,” Zeke noticed, immediately rushing into the bathroom to get the medical kit.
Erwin didn’t even have time to insist he was okay. Zeke looked a little panicked as he came back with the small first aid kit from the bathroom, opening it up on the counter and starting to take out supplies.
“Here, let me see,” Zeke took Erwin’s hand in his own gently, pulling back the paper towel to examine the bleeding cut. Erwin held his breath, a light blush on his face as he watched Zeke carefully examining his finger.
“It’s not too bad,” Zeke said, leading him to the sink and running some water over it. He patted it dry with the paper towel and grabbed the antibiotic cream from the first aid kit, putting it over the cut and wrapping a band-aid around it carefully. Erwin was watching him with some surprise, unable to believe Zeke could be so caring and gentle with him.
“Do you want me to kiss it better?” Zeke chuckled, glancing up at Erwin before letting go of his hand.
Erwin laughed nervously and tugged his hand away, “N-No! What the hell...”
Zeke grinned, “Don’t be so nervous, Erwin. I might start to think you like me.”
Erwin rolled his eyes, “You fucking wish.”
But the truth was, he
was
starting to like the man. He didn’t know why, but he was enjoying the time they were spending together, and he was certainly beginning to develop a bit of a crush.
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Zeke was beginning to feel a little suspicious. Since they’d been alone together, Erwin had been glancing at him a lot more than usual, touching him more often, and acting
a lot
more nervous. Zeke had even caught the man with an erection at least once around him; when Zeke had leaned against his shoulder while they were watching a movie together. Zeke was almost
certain
that Erwin was developing some sort of feelings for him:
sexual
feelings. Zeke couldn’t help himself, he felt
very
flattered. Erwin was an
incredibly
handsome man, and Zeke was definitely attracted to him.
Just as he was thinking about the man, Erwin appeared in his bedroom doorway, a shy smile on his face. Zeke’s heart skipped a beat, thinking Erwin was adorable for being so nervous around him.
“Hey,” Zeke smiled, “What’s up?”
“Do you... Can we...” Erwin stumbled with his words, looking down at the floor as he bit his lip, “I want to hang out with you.”
Zeke grinned a little, patting the space next to him on the bed, “Come here, then. Don’t just stand there like an idiot.”
Erwin smiled back before he walked over and got on the bed, sitting as far away from Zeke as he could. Zeke couldn’t help the smirk that came across his lips as he scooted
much
closer to Erwin, taking Erwin’s arm and wrapping it around his shoulder. Erwin’s face went
very
red, and Zeke was feeling very smug about that as he snuggled up to the man’s muscular chest. He wanted to bury himself in Erwin’s chest; it looked way too comfortable not to.
“What are you doing, anyways?” Erwin asked, glancing down at Zeke before he held him a little tighter.
“Playing Minecraft,” Zeke replied, picking his controller back up, “You wanna play? I have another controller.”
“Sure,” Erwin shrugged, “I’ve never played before. You can teach me.”
Zeke smiled a little and grabbed his second controller, handing it to Erwin, “Okay, here’s the button to hit, and this is the jump button. It’s a really easy game, you just go around collecting stuff and building stuff.”
“Okay,” Erwin took the controller and started to play alongside him, his arm still around Zeke.
The two sat in silence for a while, but Zeke was feeling very mischievous at the moment, and wanted to test Erwin’s limits.
“Hey Erwin?” Zeke looked over at him, and Erwin turned his head, their faces only inches apart. Erwin immediately started blushing, and Zeke couldn’t help but smirk a little at him.
“I’m gonna go fight some skeletons in the game. Can I have a good luck kiss?” Zeke asked, looking up innocently at Erwin, whose eyes widened at Zeke’s words. Erwin just stared at him, glancing down at his lips for a moment. He leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss to Zeke’s cheek before going back to playing the game. Zeke grinned a little in satisfaction and returned the kiss to Erwin’s cheek, noting the intense blush on Erwin’s face, before he went back to playing the game.
The two of them played in silence for a bit, Erwin asking questions every once in a while. Zeke could hear Erwin’s heart pounding away nervously in his chest, and Zeke knew that if he shoved Erwin back on the bed and climbed on top of him, Erwin would have a
very
hard time resisting his advances. But he didn’t want to put Erwin in that kind of position right now, knowing that he and Levi had just made up from the thing that happened with Mike. He was just enjoying teasing the man for now.
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Levi walked into the house, surprised to hear laughter. He frowned, a moment of confusion falling over him. He went into his and Erwin’s bedroom, which was empty, and set down his bags on the bed before going to find the source of the laughter. He crossed the hall, hearing it from Zeke’s bedroom. The door was slightly ajar, and he pushed it open slowly. Zeke and Erwin were sitting on the bed watching YouTube videos together, Erwin’s arm around Zeke’s shoulder. Levi’s mouth almost dropped open. He couldn’t believe the two were in the same room, let alone
clearly
getting along with each other. The two looked up as the door opened, and they both smiled upon seeing him.
“Levi!” Erwin exclaimed, hopping off the bed and walking towards him to greet him. But Levi was incredibly suspicious and confused by the sudden friendliness between the two, and he put a hand out to stop Erwin from coming closer. Sure, he’d told Erwin to try and get along with Zeke, but he hadn’t expected them to get along
this
well
this
quickly.
“What’s going on?” he asked, eyes narrowed.
“What do you mean?” Erwin asked, looking a little nervous at Levi’s question, which only made Levi more suspicious.
“Why are you two getting along?” Levi wondered, looking between the two of them skeptically.
“I mean, you told me to-”
“Erwin has a crush on me,” Zeke immediately revealed, grinning almost evilly as Erwin’s face turned a deep shade of red.
“No!” Erwin immediately replied, almost
too
quickly, “No I don’t!”
Levi stared up at Erwin with narrowed eyes before he gasped a little, “Oh my god, you
do
.”
“
No
,” Erwin insisted, “
I don’t!
”
“Zeke, can we have a moment alone?” Levi asked, crossing his arms. Zeke chuckled a little, leaning up to press a kiss to Erwin’s cheek before he walked out of the room, possibly just to prove a point. Erwin was completely red, and Levi was
so
certain now that Erwin
did
have a crush on the man. He wasn’t mad. In fact, he was a little excited about the prospect. Now the two of them would get along, and maybe they could even form a relationship between the three of them. This opened the door to so many possibilities, which excited Levi.
“Levi, please don’t be mad,” Erwin started, “Maybe I
do
have a crush, but I-”
“You want my permission to fuck Zeke?” Levi asked, and Erwin looked even
more
embarrassed, if that was even a possibility at this point.
“N-No!” Erwin shook his head quickly, “I mean- not that I don’t
want
to, but-”
“Erwin, it’s
okay
,” Levi smiled a little, holding onto Erwin’s arms and rubbing them soothingly, “Calm down. I’m not mad. I
want
you to fuck Zeke.”
Erwin’s eyes widened a little, “You... You do?”
“Yeah,” Levi shrugged, “I mean, why not? He fucks me, why can’t you fuck him? It only seems fair.”
“I... are you sure?” Erwin asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes,” Levi nodded, leaning up to press a kiss to Erwin’s lips, “I’m sure. Now go get your man, Erwin.”
Erwin covered his face in some embarrassment, groaning a little, “Stop teasing me, Levi.”
“It’s just so cute,” Levi grinned, “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you crushing on somebody. Do you want me to go so you two can have
alone time?
”
Erwin pulled his hands away, looking a little surprised, “You... You would do that?”
Levi couldn’t hide his smug smile at Erwin’s embarrassment, and he nodded, “Sure. I’ve been gone for the whole weekend, what’s another hour or two? I want you to tell me all the details though when I get back, okay?”
Erwin nodded in some shock, but Levi was feeling giddy about this whole thing. He didn’t fully understand why he was so willing to let this happen, but seeing Erwin so excited and nervous about his crush was
adorable
to him, and he wanted to give Erwin that permission to explore, just as Erwin had done for him. He felt it was only fair to do so.
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Erwin waited patiently in Zeke’s bedroom for him to come back, hearing Levi walk out the front door. He was getting more and more nervous by the second, and it only became worse when Zeke appeared in the doorway, a smug smirk on his face.
“So was I right?” Zeke teased, “You
do
have a crush on me, don’t you?”
Erwin was getting annoyed and stood up, muttering, “Yes, but don’t think I haven’t noticed your actions either. Kissing me on the cheek, snuggling up to me? You have a crush on me too, don’t you?”
Zeke went a little red in the face, but stood his ground, “So what if I do?”
Erwin bit his lip, looking away before he mumbled, “Take off your pants.”
“What?” Zeke asked, either out of shock or genuinely not hearing him.
“We only have an hour,” Erwin looked back towards him, saying more firmly, “So
take off your pants
.”
Zeke stared at him in some surprise, as if he hadn’t expected Erwin to suddenly take more control of the situation. But now that Erwin had Levi’s permission, he was feeling a little less nervous and a little more sure of himself. He knew what he wanted, and now that he knew Zeke liked him too, he was going to try and get what he wanted.
Zeke slowly started undoing his belt buckle. Once his belt was off, his hands paused on the zipper of his pants, and he looked up at Erwin nervously, “I... Erwin, I have to tell you something.”
Erwin frowned, “What’s wrong?”
“I... I’ve never bottomed before,” Zeke admitted sheepishly, “I’m... I’m kind of nervous.”
Erwin reached out to caress Zeke’s face gently, using his other hand to tug Zeke closer to him as he whispered, “Don’t worry, baby. I’ll take things slow with you, okay? I won’t do anything to hurt you.”
Zeke was blushing, and Erwin enjoyed the feeling of making his crush so embarrassed and red in the face. Erwin leaned in and pressed a deep kiss to his lips, still caressing his cheek lightly. Zeke whimpered in some surprise and kissed back, allowing Erwin to lead him backwards towards his bed. The back of Zeke’s knees hit the bed and he fell onto the mattress, Erwin climbing on top of him. He started to undo Zeke’s pants, tugging them down along with his boxers. Zeke was blushing as his erection was freed from his pants, looking incredibly anxious.
Erwin wanted to make him more comfortable, wanted to treat him as gently as he’d treat Levi in such a situation, especially since it was Zeke’s first time. He took Zeke into his hand carefully and leaned down, pressing a kiss to the head before sucking and licking at the tip. Zeke groaned quietly, a hand falling to Erwin’s hair. He pet Erwin’s head affectionately as Erwin took him into his mouth and sucked eagerly.
“F-Fuck,” Zeke whined, tugging lightly at Erwin’s locks. Erwin took him as deep as he could, bobbing his head and sucking harder. Zeke whimpered a little as Erwin used his tongue to lap at the veins of Zeke’s dick.
Erwin pulled away, leaning up to press a deep kiss to Zeke’s lips. He sucked and nibbled on Zeke’s lower lip, using his hand to pump at his erection. Zeke was squirming slightly under his touch, a quiet moan vibrating between their lips.
“Lay back,” Erwin ordered gently, “Get comfy, baby.”
Zeke lay back on the pillows, trying to get comfortable. He looked so nervous, and Erwin wanted to make him feel good for his first time, giving him time to get used to things and taking everything slow.
“Where’s your lube at?” Erwin asked, getting off the bed. He retrieved it from the bedside table when Zeke motioned in that direction and climbed back onto the bed, settling between Zeke’s legs.
“Spread those legs for me, baby,” Erwin murmured quietly, pouring some lube on his fingers.
Zeke spread his legs a little wider, looking up at Erwin with some clear anxiety. His legs were shaking slightly, and Erwin leaned down to press another kiss to his lips, hoping to ease his fears a little.
“It’s not gonna hurt, baby,” Erwin reassured him, “I’m gonna take things slow, you’ll see. You just let me know if it’s too much.”
Zeke nodded a little, and Erwin gently pressed a finger to his entrance, pushing it in slowly and watching Zeke’s face for any signs of discomfort. Zeke gasped quietly and squirmed a little, grasping the sheets underneath him.
“You okay?” Erwin asked, wriggling his finger a little to help him get used to the feeling.
Zeke nodded, whimpering a little, “Y-Yeah.”
Erwin leaned over and kissed Zeke’s forehead gently before using his free hand to grasp Zeke’s. He squeezed it lightly, Zeke squeezing back. Erwin smiled and began moving his finger in and out, watching Zeke’s face twist with some pleasure. Erwin pressed a second finger in, scissoring them carefully.
“Oh god,” Zeke groaned, using his free arm to bury his face in his elbow.
“Don’t hide from me, baby,” Erwin murmured sweetly, “Let me see that pretty face of yours.”
Zeke whined and moved his arm away as Erwin pumped his fingers a little rougher this time, still trying not to go
too
hard. Zeke was groaning and wriggling against his touch, all kinds of erotic noises escaping his mouth.
It was only turning Erwin on the more he watched, and he desperately wanted to fuck the man, but he held his patience as he knew he had to go slow. He pushed a third finger in and pumped them in and out a little faster, allowing Zeke to get used to it before he grazed his fingers against the man’s prostate. Zeke gasped and tossed his head back, moaning loudly from the feeling as Erwin started fucking his fingers against that spot.
“F-Fuck!
Ah!
” Zeke cried out, tensing up around Erwin’s fingers and whimpering, “Holy shit- E-Erwin I-“
“Shhh baby, it’s okay,” Erwin murmured, continuing to ram his fingers against the spot, “I got you. That feels good, doesn’t it?”
Zeke groaned and nodded eagerly, “Y-Yes- I want you to fuck me,
now
.”
Erwin moaned a little just from how desperate Zeke sounded, and he removed his fingers, lining himself up with Zeke’s entrance. He gently draped Zeke’s legs over his shoulders so he could get better access, and helped the man scoot down a little bit. He watched Zeke’s face as he pressed the tip in. Zeke’s mouth fell open in a long moan, his eyes widening a bit at the feeling. Erwin continued to push in slowly, still holding one of Zeke’s hands in his own. He squeezed it gently, and Zeke squeezed back, indicating that he was doing okay. Erwin continued to push in until he was flush against Zeke’s ass, pausing there to let the man get used to the feeling of being full.
“You doing okay?” Erwin asked, letting go of Zeke’s hand only to place his hands on the man’s legs.
Zeke nodded quickly, “Y-Yeah, go ahead.”
Erwin pulled out halfway before pushing back in, watching Zeke cautiously. Zeke groaned and placed his hands on top of Erwin’s, gripping at them for comfort, which Erwin thought was sweet. He pulled out all the way this time and pushed back in slowly, groaning a little from the feeling of tightness and warmth around his dick.
“Fuck, Zeke,” Erwin moaned quietly, “You feel fucking amazing. You’re doing so good, baby.”
“Y-You can go faster,” Zeke whimpered at the slow pace, “It feels good.”
Erwin nodded and gripped his legs a little tighter, starting to plow into him at a faster pace. Zeke groaned and reached down to grasp at the sheets.
“E-Erwin!” He gasped, “Oh
god
.”
Erwin started snapping his hips forward, pushing Zeke’s legs a little further back. Zeke squirmed and moaned, biting his lip and whining, which Erwin thought was incredibly sexy.
He groaned, “Such a good boy. Good boy, Zeke. You’re doing amazing, sweetie.”
Zeke’s face was turning red from his words, arching his back a little, “E-Erwin I- oh my god. It feels so fucking good.”
“You like it, baby?” Erwin murmured, leaning down to press kisses to his neck, “That feel good?”
“Y-Yeah,” Zeke whined, tugging hard at the sheets underneath him as his eyes lulled back from pleasure.
Erwin groaned a little from the sight, “You wanna try a different position?”
Zeke nodded eagerly, and Erwin pulled out and helped him flip onto his stomach, tugging him up by his thighs so that he was on all fours. Erwin gently ran his fingers along the skin underneath him and repositioned himself before pushing in, this time angling himself so that he was hitting Zeke’s prostate straight on. Zeke cried out, clinging to the pillow below him and moaning obscenely.
“Y-Yes! Oh god- right there!” Zeke gasped, “E-Erwin-
ngh
, fuck!”
Erwin smirked a little and continued to plow into that spot over and over, eliciting loud groans and pants from Zeke. He himself was beginning to feel his orgasm growing more with each second, and he gripped Zeke’s hips a little harder in his fingers.
“Good boy, Zeke,” he cooed, “Are you close, baby?”
Zeke whimpered and nodded, “Don’t fucking stop- oh my god. Don’t stop!”
“Shhh,” Erwin murmured, “Don’t worry, I’ll keep giving it to you until you cum, baby. I wanna see you cum all over the sheets, okay? Let me hear you, sweetheart.”
Zeke groaned, grinding his hips backwards against Erwin’s dick desperately, “Please, oh god, please! Fuck me harder!”
“Mmm,” Erwin chuckled a bit, slamming into him a little harder, “Such a desperate little slut, aren’t you? You love my dick that much, baby?”
“Fuck yeah,” Zeke whined, “Oh god,
Erwin
.”
Erwin groaned at Zeke moaning his name and gripped his hips tightly in his hands, beginning to plow into him unrelentingly. Zeke gasped in some surprise and cried out, his knuckles turning white as he clung to the sheets.
“Oh my
god
,” Zeke gasped, reaching down to begin jerking at his dick, “I’m-I’m so close-
fuck
.”
Erwin didn’t let up, continuing to essentially ram the man into the mattress as it squeaked loudly underneath them. Erwin was starting to breathe heavily, feeling himself getting close. All thoughts of going slow were thrown out the window as he chased his orgasm, sweat beginning to bead on his brow. Something about fucking this man was an
extreme
turn-on for him. He supposed it was maybe just the fact that he hadn’t fucked anyone new in years because of his relationship with Levi, and something about banging someone different, especially when he was making his roommate
this
desperate, was making him incredibly horny, which caused him to be so much rougher all of a sudden.
Zeke nearly shrieked as he came, panting hard and whining as Erwin continued. He leaned over Zeke and murmured sexily in his ear, “Good boy. God, Zeke-
baby
. I could hit this ass all fucking day. You’re so fucking sexy.”
Zeke groaned, his face turning red from Erwin’s compliments. But nothing could’ve prepared Erwin for the words that would come out of Zeke’s mouth next. The man under him arched his back, pushing back against him as best he could as he moaned, “W-Will you cum inside me?”
Erwin couldn’t help the moan from escaping his mouth at Zeke’s words, and he nodded, slamming into him rapidly, “Y-Yeah.
Fuck
yeah. Oh my god.”
Erwin let out one more strangled thrust before he came, panting hard. He nearly collapsed on top of Zeke, his chest against the man’s back as their hands rested next to each other on the sheets, both of them breathing heavily.
“Holy
shit
,” Erwin breathed out, shakily sitting up and pulling out of Zeke. He watched his cum leaking down Zeke’s thighs and sighed contently, grasping the man and pulling him back onto his lap.
He began to press kisses to Zeke’s neck and shoulders, whispering against his skin, “Good boy, Zeke. You did amazing, baby. That was your first time and you gave me one of the best orgasms I’ve ever had.”
Zeke was blushing from his words, but leaned into his kisses, “Erwin... are you already hard again?”
Erwin could feel his erection pulsing against Zeke’s ass, unable to help himself from being turned on again. That had truly been some of the most amazing sex he’d had, and all he wanted to do was bury himself back inside Zeke and fuck him until he was screaming.
“You turn me on, baby,” Erwin said in a low voice, nibbling at Zeke’s earlobe and groaning quietly, “Will you let me put it back in you? Hmm?”
Zeke moaned, a mischievous smirk crossing his lips. For a moment, Erwin was worried he was going to say no and leave Erwin frustrated and horny. But Zeke leaned back into Erwin’s touch and murmured in a sensual voice, “Put it back in me,
sir
.”
Erwin’s eyes flashed with a fiery lust, almost primal, as he pushed Zeke back onto the bed and held him down with a hand on his lower back with a growl. He rubbed his pulsing erection against Zeke’s hole before shoving it back in roughly, not even thinking about being slow anymore. He didn’t know
how
Zeke knew that he enjoyed being called ‘sir’, but he didn’t really care at the moment. His desire was intense, and soon he was ramming into Zeke as fast and hard as he could, the loud sounds of skin smacking against skin filling the room. The mattress was creaking loudly underneath them, followed by loud, erotic noises from Zeke, whose hands had flung to grasp the sheets in an effort to hold on for dear life while Erwin practically fucked him into the bed.
“
Fuck, a-ah!
” Zeke cried out, “Oh god,
oh god!
”
“That’s fucking right, baby,” Erwin growled, smacking his ass hard, “
That’s fucking right
. God, you turn me on so much-
shit
.”
Zeke was panting hard, obscene moans escaping his mouth with each thrust. He was going in between loud groans and gasping out ‘sir’ every once in a while, and each time he did so, it only encouraged Erwin to fuck him more wildly. Erwin didn’t even notice the sound of the front door that should’ve notified the two of them that Levi was back. He just kept going to town on Zeke’s ass, a sweat breaking out on his brow as he gave the man everything he possibly could.
There was a quiet knock on the door that slightly startled both of them, but Erwin was so busy chasing his orgasm that he didn’t stop, shouting across the room, “
We’re busy!
”
He heard Levi’s footsteps walking away and focused back on Zeke, whose eyes were lulling back into his head as Erwin slammed over and over into his prostate. Erwin groaned and kept going, gripping Zeke’s hips so tightly he was sure he’d leave bruises there.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” Erwin murmured, “I’m gonna cum again. You think you can take it in your pretty mouth for me?”
Zeke moaned and nodded, wriggling his hips as best he could against Erwin’s constant hard thrusting. Erwin reached around and grasped Zeke’s erection in his hand, starting to jerk him off, as he wanted to get the man off before he himself came. Zeke gasped and panted hard, looking unsure of what to do with himself as pleasure coursed through him from both ends of his pelvis.
“I’m gonna- I’m so close!” Zeke cried out.
“That’s right, baby,” Erwin said in a low voice, “Cum for me.”
Those words sent Zeke over the edge, and he came hard, strings of white liquid shooting across the sheets for the second time that day. Erwin pulled out, watching Zeke shakily turn around and open his mouth wide, staring up at Erwin lustfully. Erwin groaned from the sight and started jerking himself off.
“Oh god,” Erwin moaned, trying to remember the last time he’d made
this much
noise during sex, “Oh god. Keep that mouth open, baby. I’m gonna cum.”
Erwin was usually fairly reserved, but he was so turned on right now that he didn’t particularly care what was coming out of his mouth. He came into Zeke’s mouth, breathing heavily as sweat dripped down his back. Zeke waited there patiently for Erwin to tell him what to do next, and Erwin could feel his dick already fighting to get hard again just from the fact that Zeke was sitting there, mouth full of his cum, waiting to be told what to do.
“Swallow that, baby,” Erwin finally ordered, placing a finger on his chin and pushing it up to close Zeke’s mouth. The two held eye contact as Zeke swallowed thickly, smirking a little as he wiped his mouth on the back of his hand.
“I can’t believe how turned on you get by that,” Zeke chuckled breathlessly.
Erwin blushed a little and laid down next to Zeke, tugging him close and pressing a deep kiss to his lips, “I’m so glad we did this. You’re an
amazing
fuck.”
Now it was Zeke’s turn to blush, and he kissed Erwin back before muttering nervously, “Th-Thanks... so are you.”
“I will literally fuck you
whenever
you want,” Erwin said, and he
meant
it. Maybe it was because sex with Zeke was new, but he couldn’t remember the last time he and Levi had fucked so hungrily, with little regard for each other’s feelings; just pure fucking. Of course he was turned on by his boyfriend, but he’d been fucking the man for years now, and fucking Zeke was something new, something
exciting
.
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Levi entered the house about an hour after he left, and headed towards the bedrooms. He figured the two of them would
have
to be done by now, right? But when he knocked on Zeke’s door, there was a loud growl of ‘
we’re busy!
’ followed by the clear sounds of vicious fucking. Levi’s eyes widened a little, and he walked back across the hall to his and Erwin’s room to wait for them to be done. He couldn’t believe how Erwin had sounded; incredibly turned on and focused. It sounded like they’d been fucking like rabbits since he’d left. Levi was happy for Erwin, glad that he’d been successful in banging their roommate, but he had to admit he felt a ping of jealousy, which he immediately tried to push back down.
He’d
been the one to encourage Erwin to go through with this, so he couldn’t be mad or upset.
Soon, Erwin popped in through the bedroom door, only in his boxers. He was a little red in the face, either from embarrassment or from their activities. He smiled upon seeing Levi, instantly heading over to sit next to him on the bed.
“Hi baby,” Erwin murmured, pressing a kiss to Levi’s forehead, “Sorry for shouting at you, I was... um...”
“You don’t have to explain, Erwin,” Levi chuckled a bit, “I know what you were doing. It’s fine.”
Erwin smiled sweetly at Levi and pushed his hair back out of his face. It was a little sweaty from what he’d just been doing with Zeke, and Erwin leaned back against the pillow, wrapping an arm around Levi.
Levi grimaced a little, “You’re sweaty.”
“Sorry,” Erwin replied, removing his arm.
“Well,” Levi sat up, crossing his legs and facing Erwin, “How’d it go?”
Erwin blushed a little, clearing his throat before looking away from Levi, “It was good... like,
really
good. He’s a good fuck.”
Levi felt that ping of jealousy grow, and he began to worry if maybe Zeke was better than him. But he pushed these fears deep down, knowing that Erwin had had the same anxieties about him and Zeke banging, and he’d been wrong about it.
“It sounded like you were trying to fuck him into the mattress,” Levi smirked a bit, “You two were
really
going at it.”
“Y-Yeah,” Erwin replied sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck nervously, “He uh... called me ‘sir’, and you know how I get.”
Levi raised an eyebrow.
How does Zeke know about that?
Levi wondered. He supposed the man had probably heard Levi say it before when Erwin was banging him; the walls were thin, and it wouldn’t be impossible for Zeke to have heard that.
“Well, I’m happy for you,” Levi smiled a little, noticing that Erwin was still avoiding his gaze out of anxiety. He placed a hand on Erwin’s knee gently, bringing him back to reality. He turned to look at Levi, and smiled back softly, fiddling with his hands as he was still apparently very nervous about everything.
“Erwin, you don’t have to feel bad, okay?” Levi said, guessing his thoughts, “I told you to do this. I’m not mad or anything.”
Erwin nodded a little, a relieved look appearing on his face as he visibly relaxed, “Okay. Thank you, baby.”
“Of course,” Levi replied, leaning up to kiss his boyfriend tenderly. The two kissed for a moment before Levi pulled away, “I’m assuming you’re too tired to fuck me now?”
Erwin laughed nervously, nodding, “Yeah, sorry baby. I’m honestly exhausted.”
“That’s okay,” Levi teased, “Just don’t let it happen again. I need to have priority over Zeke.”
He had been joking, but part of it was true. He
did
want to make sure that he had preference over Zeke, but he wasn’t too worried. Levi knew that Erwin loved him, and that he wouldn’t do that to him. Or at least, that’s what he hoped.
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Levi woke up the next morning to an empty bed and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He turned to check his phone, and frowned at the time. Erwin wouldn’t have left for work yet, and he usually cuddled Levi and showered him with kisses before he left anyways. So where was he? Levi groaned a little as he realized he couldn’t sleep now, getting up groggily and heading out of the bedroom. He looked in the kitchen and the living room, not seeing him, and the bathroom was empty too. Levi frowned and headed back towards the bedrooms, opening Zeke’s door to see if he was awake.
“Hey Zeke, have you seen Er-” Levi stopped in his tracks, his eyes widening. Erwin had Zeke on all fours on the bed and was fucking him brutally, the other man moaning and clinging to the sheets below him. Levi couldn’t help but stare, completely captivated by the two of them. So
that’s
where Erwin had gone. He’d gotten up to have a morning romp with their roommate. Levi could feel that jealousy building up in his chest again. If Erwin was horny, why hadn’t he woken up Levi instead? The two hadn’t noticed him at the door, and Levi just stood there, almost glued to the spot as he watched them in some shock.
“Fuck,” Erwin growled, smacking his ass hard, “I’m so fucking close.”
“Cum in me,” Zeke groaned, pushing his ass back against him roughly, “
Please
.”
Levi tried to hold back his jealousy, sucking in a deep breath as he watched Erwin finish with a groan, Zeke moaning as he too came. He realized he was tense, and tried to relax as he waited to intervene, crossing his arms.
“Excuse me,” Levi said, coming out a lot weaker than he wanted it to.
Both men looked up, panting hard as they recovered from their activities. Erwin brushed his sweaty hair back, looking at Levi with a slight blush on his face. He pulled out, Zeke collapsing onto the bed and sighing heavily, not bothering to say hello as he was clearly too exhausted.
“Oh... hi, Levi,” Erwin greeted.
“Hey...” Levi said slowly, his arms still crossed, “Sorry for interrupting.”
“It’s fine,” Erwin said, climbing off the bed and starting to tug on his clothes, “We were just finishing up. Right, Zeke?”
Zeke only groaned in response, nodding a little before he snuggled under the covers. Erwin smiled, leaning over and pressing a kiss to Zeke’s forehead before affectionately petting his head. Levi stared at them with widened eyes, not particularly liking the tender look Erwin was giving Zeke.
“Can you come cuddle me now?” Levi asked, now feeling a little protective of Erwin. He wrapped his arms around Erwin’s middle and snuggled his face into Erwin’s chest. He could hear Erwin chuckle a little and felt him pat his head.
“Baby, I have to go to work,” Erwin said quietly, pressing a kiss to the top of his head, “I’ll cuddle you tonight, okay?”
Levi sighed, “But
Erwin
. I need attention.”
Erwin laughed quietly and tilted Levi’s chin up, kissing him gently, “Is that better?”
“It’ll do for now,” Levi pouted, pulling away.
“I’ll see you two later, okay?” Erwin said, pulling on his shirt and heading for the door.
Levi watched Erwin leave, and was now left alone with Zeke.
Well,
he thought,
if I can’t get some from Erwin...
He walked over to the bed and climbed in next to Zeke, smiling and cuddling up to Zeke.
“Mm, Levi,” he groaned quietly, wrapping his arms around Levi and sighing happily.
“You wanna fuck me, hmm?” Levi smirked up at him, rubbing his chest and staring up at him lustfully.
Zeke yawned a little, “Shit. You know I do, baby. But I’m fucking exhausted. Your boyfriend just railed me to death.”
Levi frowned, feeling annoyed. He couldn’t get fucked by
either
of his roommates now? But he didn’t press Zeke, watching him fall asleep and getting up slowly. He headed back to his room, deciding he’d have to just wait for Erwin to get home.
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Zeke woke up from his nap to Erwin standing over him, shaking him awake gently. Zeke groaned a little and turned over, seeing the tall man smiling down at him. He glanced at his phone and saw that it was about noon.
“Erwin? Are you on lunch?” Zeke guessed, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.
Erwin nodded, climbing into the bed next to him, “I thought I’d come visit you on my lunch break.”
“Oh,” Zeke replied in some surprise, “But what about Levi?”
He was a little shocked that Erwin would come to see him over Levi, but Erwin snuggled up to him and began rubbing his chest lightly, making him start to forget his question. Erwin began to kiss and suck at his neck, grinding up against him.
“He’s in the bedroom, he won’t hear us,” Erwin whispered, “I’ve been thinking about you all morning.”
Zeke could already feel Erwin’s erection against his ass, and blushed, “Fuck. Okay, fine.”
Erwin chuckled a little and reached down to cup Zeke’s already-growing erection, groping it gently as he murmured in his ear, “You wanna know what I was thinking about while I was at work?”
Zeke whined quietly at Erwin’s touch, feeling pleasure tingling up his spine as he nodded at Erwin’s words. Erwin pushed his hand into Zeke’s pants and started tugging at his erection, running his thumb over the tip and causing Zeke to groan.
Erwin smirked and whispered in his ear, “I couldn’t stop thinking about how good it would feel to put my cock in your mouth and fuck that pretty mouth of yours. Then I’d bend you over and put it in your ass, and you’d be
begging
me for it.”
Zeke groaned, whimpering and pushing his ass back against Erwin’s erection, “Then fucking
do it
already.”
Erwin let go of his erection and started undoing his pants, “Get on your knees. I don’t have a lot of time.”
Zeke nodded, climbing out of the bed and getting on his knees in front of Erwin, who sat up on the edge of the mattress, tugging his boxers down and letting his erection free. Zeke opened his mouth, and Erwin smiled smugly at him before tapping his erection gently on Zeke’s lips.
“Take it, baby,” Erwin said in a low voice, “Let’s see what that pretty mouth of yours can do.”
Zeke whined just from Erwin’s words before he sunk down on Erwin’s erection, taking it all the way in until it hit the back of his throat. He groaned and settled his hands on Erwin’s thighs, starting to bob his head. He wanted to live up to Erwin’s expectations, and planned to give Erwin the best blowjob he’d ever given. He sucked eagerly and kept eye contact with Erwin, moaning around his length as Erwin began affectionately running his fingers through Zeke’s hair.
“
Fuck
,” Erwin groaned, “Such a good boy. You take it so well, baby.”
Zeke could feel pride welling up in his chest from Erwin’s compliments, and he sucked even harder, making obscene slurping noises as he bobbed his head up and down on Erwin’s dick. He breathed heavily through his nose as Erwin’s dick hit the back of his throat, and suddenly Erwin was holding him there, cutting off his ability to breathe properly. He gagged a little and choked, looking up at Erwin in some confusion.
“Shh, just hold it, baby,” he murmured quietly, “You can do it.”
As soon as Erwin pulled him away, Zeke gasped for breath, taking in a deep one before Erwin brought him back down, holding him there. Erwin groaned and petted his hair gently, pulling him away so he could breathe again.
“You’re so good,” Erwin breathed out, “Think you can take it again?”
Zeke whimpered and nodded eagerly, “Y-Yes, sir.”
Erwin groaned loudly from Zeke’s words before shoving his dick down his throat again, “God, so sexy. Levi doesn’t let me do this to him.”
Zeke whined, feeling a little superior to Levi in this moment. He gasped for breath as Erwin tugged him away. Erwin sighed contently before helping Zeke to his feet, tugging him onto his lap.
“You’re gonna have to be quieter this time,” Erwin murmured, groping Zeke’s ass, “We don’t want Levi hearing us, do we? He might get jealous.”
Zeke groaned and nodded, pushing Erwin back onto the bed and climbing on top of him. He could feel Erwin’s erection between his cheeks, grinding up against his hole. He whined and grinded back against it.
“You still open from earlier, baby?” Erwin began to push in gently, “It feels like you are. You want me to put it in?”
Zeke nodded eagerly, reaching down to hold Erwin’s dick as he sunk down on it, a low moan escaping his mouth. Erwin settled his hands on Zeke’s hips, already breathing heavily from their actions.
“Go ahead, get it, baby,” Erwin murmured as Zeke started to bounce on his erection.
“
A-Ah!
” Zeke gasped, “God, Erwin- it’s so f-fucking
big
.”
Erwin chuckled, gripping Zeke’s hips and fucking up into him roughly a few times, “You like it, baby?”
“Y-Yeah,” Zeke moaned, crying out from Erwin’s actions. He started bouncing faster, more desperately, hands clinging to Erwin’s arms for balance as he brought himself up and down Erwin’s dick. His legs were getting tired, but he was feeling so horny that he didn’t care, bouncing as fast as he could on top of Erwin’s erection.
“You doing okay?” Erwin asked, rubbing his sides soothingly.
“My legs are starting to hurt,” Zeke admitted. It didn’t take long before Erwin flipped them, pressing Zeke down face-first into the bed with his hand on Zeke’s lower back. Zeke loved when he did this. He felt a little powerless, and like Erwin was fully in charge, which was a big turn on for him. Though he liked being a top, when he was bottoming, he liked it when Erwin took full control.
“Put your hands behind your back,” Erwin ordered quietly, lining up his dick with Zeke’s hole again.
Zeke whimpered before putting his hands behind his back, Erwin pinning him down through holding both his wrists in one hand. His other hand guided his dick back into Zeke, pushing in all the way and groaning. He began ramming in and out of the man at a rapid pace, not giving Zeke much time to get used to it. This caused Zeke to cry out, struggling slightly against Erwin’s grasp.
He felt a sharp smack on his ass and heard Erwin growling, “Stop struggling. Just take it, baby.”
“
Erwin
,” Zeke moaned loudly, “Oh my
god
.”
“God you’re so fucking hot,” Erwin groaned, slamming into him hard, “You take my dick so well, Zeke.”
“Erwin I-I’m gonna cum,” Zeke whined, his erection jutting against the mattress with each thrust, “I’m gonna cum, f-fuck.”
“Don’t,” Erwin demanded, “Not yet.”
Zeke whimpered, trying desperately to push back against Erwin’s thrusts, “
Please?
Please, Erwin- I need to.”
Erwin chuckled, plowing into his prostate roughly and teasing, “Aww, you need to, baby? Tell me how much you love my dick, and maybe I’ll let you.”
Zeke cried out, panting hard as he moaned, “I-I love it-
fuck
, I love it. I love feeling you sliding in and out of me, your dick feels fucking
made
for me. I wanna cum on your dick, sir.
Please
.”
Erwin groaned in response, fucking into him viciously as he muttered, “Go ahead, baby.”
It only took a couple more thrusts for Zeke to cum, his breath heavy as he tried to come down from his orgasm. Erwin continued thrusting, holding tightly to Zeke’s wrists and groaning as he continued.
“Good boy,
fuck
,” Erwin murmured, “Such a good boy. I’m gonna cum in you, okay?”
Zeke nodded, a small whimper escaping his mouth. Erwin moaned and kept ramming into him, panting and gasping as he came, pulling out and watching his cum dripping down Zeke’s thighs. He sighed contently at the sight, patting Zeke’s ass gently before letting go of his wrists.
“You did so good,” Erwin smiled, leaning over him to kiss his cheek, “That was amazing, sweetheart.”
Zeke blushed, whining quietly as he climbed under the covers, “God, you’re making me so exhausted. I’m sleeping the day away.”
Erwin chuckled, getting up and starting to pull on his clothes, “At least you’re enjoying it though, right?”
Zeke nodded, yawning a little, “Of course I am. Your dick is a fucking blessing.”
Erwin couldn’t help but laugh at that, leaning over Zeke once he was fully dressed and pressing a tender kiss to his lips. Zeke placed his hands on either side of Erwin’s head and pulled him closer, kissing back sweetly. Erwin smiled as he pulled away, running his fingers through Zeke’s hair gently.
“I’ll be back later, okay?” Erwin said, heading for the door.
“Okay, see you,” Zeke replied, turning over and snuggling under the covers as he prepared to go back to sleep.
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Levi knew Erwin had come home to fuck as soon as he heard the creaking mattress next door. At first, he didn’t believe it was true. Erwin would’ve come to him first, right? But when he got up and walked across the hall, he could hear Zeke’s groans and Erwin’s heavy breathing coming through the door. He frowned and headed right back into the bedroom, a sinking feeling in his stomach. Was Zeke
really
that good? Levi was feeling incredibly insecure, and wondered if this was how Erwin had felt when he and Zeke had fucked. But Levi felt this was different; he never went out of his way to see Zeke over Erwin, and whenever Erwin would come home, Levi would give all his attention to the man. So why was Erwin so obsessed with Zeke all of a sudden?
Levi tried not to think too deeply about it. He spent the rest of the day going about his normal business, making lunch with Zeke and spending the afternoon watching movies with him. After the movie was done, he got up and went back into his room to work on some things for the upcoming school year, Zeke remaining in the living room. He was working on some lesson plans when he heard the front door open, and he got up, a giddy feeling filling his chest as he became excited to see his boyfriend. He walked out of the bedroom and into the living room, stopping in his tracks when he saw Zeke pressed against the wall, Erwin kissing him deeply. Levi stared at them for a moment before turning right back around and going back into the bedroom. He couldn’t believe those two! Erwin had only
just
gotten home, and they were already busy making out?!
A horrible feeling was welling up in his chest. This wasn’t what he had expected when he’d agreed to let Erwin sleep with Zeke. He sat back down at his desk, waiting for Erwin to come into the bedroom. Surely he was going to come right back to see Levi, right? He wouldn’t just ignore Levi to continue things with Zeke - he’d
at least
come say hi to his
boyfriend
. But Levi waited five minutes, then ten, and he got up, opening the door slowly and immediately hearing the moans and pants of the two men fucking in the living room. Levi instantly shut the door, feeling tears well up in his eyes. Did Erwin really not care about him
that much?
He sat down at the desk again, not sure what to do. He and Zeke hadn’t been
this
bad, had they? Maybe he deserved this. But Levi didn’t think so, and he quickly wiped away the tears as he heard footsteps coming down the hallway.
The door across the hallway to Zeke’s bedroom opened, and Levi could hear the sounds of kissing before he heard Erwin murmur, “I’ll come cuddle you later, baby.”
Baby?!
Levi thought in annoyance, wondering when Erwin had started calling Zeke this. Also, hadn’t Erwin promised to cuddle
him
later? Now he was promising Zeke the same thing! Levi bit his lip hard to stop the tears from flowing forward as the door to their bedroom opened, Erwin popping his head inside.
“Hi baby,” Erwin smiled, walking over and placing his hands on Levi’s shoulders before planting a kiss to the top of his head, “Did you miss me?”
Levi wanted to be angry. He wanted to yell at Erwin, to cry, to tell him what an asshole he was being. But he held his tongue, sucking in a deep breath before smiling up at Erwin and nodding a little.
“I did,” Levi replied, “Did you miss me?”
“Of course I did,” Erwin smiled back, leaning down to press a kiss to Levi’s lips, “Did you want to cuddle now? You have
all
my attention, baby.”
But Levi didn’t exactly feel like cuddling. In fact, he really wanted to throw Erwin out of the room and tell him to go back to Zeke, but he was refraining from doing so. He had given Erwin permission to do this, so he was trying to be more accommodating. Perhaps this was only a honeymoon phase that the two men would get over in time. But how much time? Levi didn’t know how long he could keep this up.
“I... I’m fine, actually,” Levi said quietly, much to Erwin’s surprise.
“What? What’s wrong?” Erwin asked, looking concerned, “You always want my cuddles, baby.”
“Nothing’s wrong,” Levi tried to reassure him, “I just have a lot of work to do right now.”
Erwin continued to look at him with that worry before a calmness passed over his face, and he smiled a little, “Oh. Okay, baby. Come find me when you’re done working, okay? Then we can watch a movie or something.”
Levi nodded, holding a fake smile until Erwin left the bedroom. He immediately heard Erwin cross the hall and go into Zeke’s room, and tried to bury himself in his work to distract himself. He didn’t hear any creaking or moaning, so
at least
they weren’t having sex again. In fact, Levi was wondering what they
were
doing in there. He left them alone for about a good hour before he got up from his desk, going to find out what the two were up to.
He headed across the hallway, finding Zeke’s door closed. He knocked lightly with no response, and frowned before pushing the door open slowly, worried about what he might find on the other side. The lights were off, and Zeke’s colorful fairy lights that he’d hung around his room were slowly coloring the room red, blue, purple, etc. There was soft, slow music playing throughout the room, and Erwin and Zeke were cuddled up next to each other, hands and legs intertwined as they listened to the music. Levi was wondering what the fuck he’d walked in on, until he saw the look on Erwin’s face. He recognized that look. It was one he’d seen himself when he’d first started dating Erwin, but now, he was looking at Zeke in that same way. Levi felt his heart sink and his stomach lurch from the sight. Erwin
liked
Zeke;
really
liked him.
The two were so caught up in their moment that they didn’t even notice when Levi closed the door and went back across the hall to his own room. He climbed into bed, not particularly caring about the fact that he hadn’t eaten or showered before bed. He turned off the light and snuggled up under the covers, tears beginning to roll down his cheeks. His heart ached, and his stomach churned with feelings of jealousy, anger, and sadness. Levi slowly fell asleep, tears staining his face. He woke up the next morning to an empty bed, and a cold feeling settled over him as he realized that Erwin was likely in Zeke’s bed. Levi squeezed his eyes shut, hoping to reopen them and see Erwin next to him, but that just wasn’t the case. He buried his face in his pillow, starting to shake as tears overtook him yet again. How had this all gone so wrong?
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Levi stayed in bed the entire morning, not really wanting to get up. Zeke came in around lunchtime to bother him, opening the door and smiling sweetly at him. Zeke was probably the last person Levi wanted to see. Though he still had feelings for the man, he was conflicted, as he was also jealous that Erwin was giving Zeke so much attention.
“Levi,” Zeke greeted, heading over to his bed, “Wake up, sleepyhead. You’ve been in bed all morning.”
“Fuck off,” Levi grumbled, turning over to face away from him. He heard some shuffling and then Zeke was laying on the bed in front of him, clearly trying to recapture his attention as he waved a hand in front of Levi’s face.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” he frowned, taking Levi’s face into his hands gently, “You look like you’ve been crying.”
Levi
had
been crying, though he didn’t really want Zeke to know that. He jerked his head away from Zeke’s hands, muttering, “I’m fine. I just want to go back to sleep.”
“Oh,” Zeke said quietly, scooting a little closer to him, “Well, you know you can talk to me about whatever’s wrong, right?”
“Just leave me alone, Zeke,” Levi sighed in annoyance, pulling the covers up over his head.
He could hear Zeke suck in a deep breath before his weight shifted off the bed, “Fine. I’ll be in my room if you need me.”
Levi didn’t say anything, waiting for Zeke to leave. He heard the door close and tugged the sheets back down, turning around to make sure the man was gone. Once he knew for sure that Zeke had left, he snuggled down into the covers and let the tears flow again. He spent the afternoon in bed, not bothering to eat or talk to Zeke about what was going on with him. Levi felt truly left out and betrayed by his two roommates, but most especially by Erwin, who was
supposed
to be
his
boyfriend.
The next time the door creaked open, Levi groaned in annoyance, “Zeke, I thought I told you to leave me alone.”
He turned to see Erwin standing in the doorway, a slightly surprised look on his face. Levi was just now realizing it was close to dinnertime, and Erwin had come home from work. A concerned expression was written all over his face as he saw the state Levi was in: red and puffy eyes, a sad frown, clearly not having gotten up since he went to bed the night before. Erwin immediately closed the door behind him, heading over to Levi, who was now frantically trying to wipe the tears away. He didn’t want Erwin to know he was upset; nor why he was so upset.
“
Baby
,” Erwin said instantly, the loving words making Levi cringe as he felt like they were no longer special to him. Erwin had been calling Zeke the same thing, so Levi felt like these were just empty words now.
“Are you okay?” Erwin asked, sitting on the edge of the bed and reaching out his arms to hug Levi.
Levi dodged the hug quickly, not wanting Erwin to touch him. Erwin looked even more alarmed at that, and pulled away, just sitting on the edge of the bed, now unsure of what to do with his hands.
“I’m fine,” Levi insisted, “I just want to be alone.”
“What happened?” Erwin asked, “Zeke told me you’ve been like this all day.”
“Of course he did,” Levi grumbled under his breath, too quietly for Erwin to have heard him.
“Baby, what’s going on?” Erwin asked again, “I’m worried about you.”
“Nothing happened,” Levi replied, not looking at his boyfriend, “I said I’m fine.”
Erwin sighed a little, “Levi, come on. We both know you’re not fine. You’ve clearly been crying. Are you just depressed?”
Levi nodded a little, deciding this was the best answer to settle on. He didn’t want his boyfriend to know the real reason, so he supposed this one was okay. Besides, he
was
depressed, but there was more of a reason behind it than he was letting onto. Erwin frowned, “Oh baby. I’m sorry. Do you need anything? I can make you some tea if you want.”
“Don’t fuss over me,” Levi muttered in annoyance, tugging the covers up tighter around himself.
Erwin leaned over to press a kiss to Levi’s forehead, which he only frowned at in response, “Well, I
was
going to take Zeke to dinner tonight, but I can reschedule. Do you want me to stay with you? We can watch a movie and just relax together. I can even make you your favorite ramen.”
Levi could feel himself welling up with tears at the casual mention of Erwin taking Zeke on a dinner date. How could Erwin even bring that up when Levi was so upset?! Sure, Levi appreciated the offer of Erwin staying with him, but the fact that he had planned a date with Zeke was enough for Levi to feel upset and jealous all over again.
“Just go,” Levi sniffled quietly, turning away from Erwin, “I want to be alone.”
He heard Erwin sigh, and felt his hand running through Levi’s hair, “Are you sure, baby? I don’t want to leave you alone like this-”
“
Go
,” Levi snapped, starting to get annoyed simply by the man’s presence. He heard Erwin’s breath hitch in some surprise before he felt the man get off the bed and head towards the door.
“Have fun on your stupid date,” Levi muttered under his breath, more tears rolling down his cheeks as he heard the door close.
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Zeke finished up the last bite of his food, putting his fork down and going to take a sip of his wine. Erwin reached across the table to take his hand gently, and Zeke could feel himself blushing. He’d never been treated like this. Usually, he was the one who had to come up with the romantic ideas, but Erwin was out here treating him like a king. The restaurant Erwin had taken them to was a fancy steakhouse downtown, very expensive and
very
high-class. This was right up Zeke’s alley, and the two of them had spent the entire dinner talking about very pretentious books they’d been reading, exchanging their thoughts on various philosophical and historical figures that interested them. Erwin was so compatible with him, and he felt like he could hold an interesting conversation with the man. It was a shame it took them this long to figure out they were so into each other, but Zeke didn’t mind. At least now, they were enjoying each other’s company.
Erwin squeezed his hand gently, “I really enjoy spending time with you, Zeke.”
Zeke squeezed back, letting go of his hand as the waiter came to set the bill between them, “I enjoy spending time with you too, Erwin.”
The two of them reached for the bill at the same time, but Erwin swatted Zeke’s hand away and took the bill, “I got it. I’m treating you tonight, remember?”
Zeke nodded a little, definitely not used to being treated this way. He couldn’t say he didn’t enjoy it. He now understood why Levi liked being spoiled by Erwin, because Zeke was starting to like it too. Erwin had been visiting him on his lunch breaks, fucking him at least once a day, and cuddling him at night. Zeke was loving every second of it.
“Do you want to go out for dessert?” Erwin asked, handing the bill off to the waiter with his card inside.
Zeke smirked a little, “Aren’t
you
my dessert?”
Erwin blushed lightly, a smile appearing on his face, “I mean, there
is
a hotel next door. Did you want to get a room?”
Zeke could feel himself getting red now, but he nodded in response to Erwin’s question. He was beginning to feel needy, and being fucked into a mattress in a fancy hotel sounded like a good time to him. Plus, the house was a good thirty-minute drive away, and Zeke knew he couldn’t wait that long. The waiter soon returned with Erwin’s card, and wished them a good evening. Erwin signed off on the bill and stood, holding his hand out to Zeke.
“Let’s go then,” Erwin smiled, and Zeke took his hand and allowed the man to lead him out of the restaurant and to the hotel next door. Zeke stood behind him awkwardly, examining the lobby as he waited for Erwin to book them a room.
There are certainly perks to being a bottom,
he thought to himself as Erwin returned with a room key and a mischievous smile on his face. Zeke smiled back and followed Erwin to the elevators, which took them to the third floor. Erwin led him down to their room and opened the door, letting Zeke in first. The room was fairly big, a king-sized bed up against the wall.
Erwin walked in behind Zeke and shut the door, shrugging off his jacket and tossing it on the floor. He was staring at Zeke with a hungry look in his eyes, one that had Zeke’s dick twitching in his pants. Zeke pulled his shirt off, and he was soon met with Erwin’s lips on his own, sharing a deep kiss with him. Zeke could feel himself being led back towards the bed, Erwin pushing him down onto it before climbing on top of him.
Zeke gripped Erwin’s hips and grinded up against him, both men groaning from the feeling. Erwin leaned over Zeke, grasping his hands and pinning them above his head, before he started sucking and kissing at Zeke’s neck. Zeke gasped and whined, desperately bucking his erection against Erwin’s.
“So desperate,” Erwin growled against his neck, “I bet you were thinking about me fucking you all day, weren’t you? You naughty little thing.”
Zeke whimpered and nodded, “F-Fuck yes. I thought about how badly I wanted you to plow me into the mattress, sir.”
The look in Erwin’s eyes became fiery with lust and he gripped Zeke’s hands harder before he started a grinding rhythm down against his erection, “Such a dirty mouth, too. Let me hear all the dirty things you have to say, baby.”
Zeke groaned at the contact, his dick pulsing with blood as he tried to let go of his pride, allowing himself to give into Erwin, “I want you to fuck me with your huge dick, sir.
Please?
I want it so bad. It feels so fucking good inside me.
Mm
, I love it when you take control of me like this.”
“You do?” Erwin smirked, grinding slower at an almost agonizing pace, “How about I tie my baby up? Would you like that?”
Zeke had never been tied up before, so he honestly didn’t know if he’d like it or not, but he was growing harder just from the idea, and nodded eagerly at Erwin’s words. The man climbed off him and took off his belt, flipping Zeke on his stomach and then using the belt to tie Zeke’s hands behind his back.
“There you go, baby,” Erwin murmured, climbing on top of him again before grinding against his ass, “You want it?”
“Oh god,” Zeke groaned, “
So
bad.”
Erwin chuckled a little before he got off, starting to tug Zeke’s pants and boxers down and off him. Zeke watched Erwin take off his own pants and boxers, tossing those along with his shirt aside. Once the two of them were completely naked, Erwin flipped Zeke over onto his back, climbing in between his legs and grasping his erection in his hand.
“W-Wait,” Zeke blushed, “Can... Can I suck your dick instead?”
Erwin stopped and looked up at him in some surprise before grinning a little, “Only if you ask nicely.”
Zeke whimpered and squirmed a little in his bonds, “Can I suck your dick
please
, sir?”
Erwin smirked and nodded, helping the man get off the bed and onto his knees. He sat down on the edge of the bed in front of Zeke, holding his erection in his hand and slapping it lightly on Zeke’s bottom lip.
“Open up, baby,” he murmured, and Zeke opened his mouth wide, sinking down onto Erwin’s erection with a groan.
“God, you take my dick so well, baby,” Erwin moaned, running his fingers through Zeke’s hair, “And you look so good with it in your mouth.”
Zeke only responded with a whine as he bobbed his head eagerly, wanting to please the man that was about to ram him into the bed. He also thought Erwin deserved some appreciation for paying for their dinner and the hotel room, and he wanted to show Erwin he appreciated being spoiled like this. Zeke pulled away and swirled his tongue around the head, looking up at Erwin lustfully before sinking back down and letting the tip hit the back of his throat.
“
Fuck
,” Erwin groaned, tugging on his locks, “You’re
such
a good boy, Zeke. I’m gonna fuck you so good, baby.”
Zeke really hoped he would. His erection was painfully hanging between his legs, and he’d never wanted anything so bad in his entire life. He wondered how Erwin had turned him into such a desperate bottom, but he didn’t wonder long, as Erwin pulled him away from his dick with a loud ‘pop’ noise.
“Take my fingers,” Erwin ordered, holding his fingers up to Zeke’s mouth.
Zeke sucked them into his mouth eagerly, wishing he could use his hands to grasp Erwin’s erection. It wasn’t long before Erwin removed them, easily helping maneuver Zeke back on the bed. He positioned Zeke on his knees, laying on his cheek with his hands behind his back and his legs spread wide.
“You want me to give you my fingers, baby? Hmm?” Erwin teased, using one hand to pull back one of his cheeks and the other to grace his hole gently with his three slicked-up fingers.
“E-Erwin,” Zeke whined, “Stop teasing me, you know how bad I want it.”
Erwin chuckled in response before pushing in a finger, wriggling it a little once it was inside. Zeke mewled in pleasure from the feeling, trying to push back against it as Erwin began pumping it roughly into him. With his hands tied up, he couldn’t really do much more than that anyway. Erwin soon added a second finger, scissoring him to stretch him out more.
Zeke groaned and whimpered, “
Ah!
E-Erwin!”
“Good boy,” Erwin cooed, twisting his fingers up against Zeke’s prostate and fucking against it roughly.
Zeke gasped and cried out, bucking his hips back eagerly against Erwin’s fingers and moaning, “Y-Yes-
oh god yes!
”
“God, Zeke,” Erwin groaned, adding a third finger, “You’re such a slut for my dick. It turns me on every time.”
Zeke whined, wriggling his hips back against Erwin’s fingers, “F-Fuck. I can’t help it. I want it so fucking bad.”
Erwin began ramming his fingers in and out rapidly against Zeke’s prostate, growling, “You want it, baby?
You want it?
”
“Y-Yes!” Zeke exclaimed, “
Yes!
Oh fuck- oh,
Erwin!
”
Erwin pulled out his fingers, and Zeke could feel Erwin’s erection at his entrance, his legs twitching with anticipation of Erwin entering him. He gasped as Erwin pushed past the ring of muscles, bottoming out quickly as he pushed in with one solid thrust. Zeke groaned and dug his knees into the sheets as he tried to push back desperately.
“That’s right, baby,” Erwin snarled, holding the belt that was tying Zeke’s hands together as he started to thrust into him roughly, “You’re
all
mine. This hole belongs to me. You got that, baby?”
Zeke whined loudly and moaned, nodding and pushing back, “Y-Yes. Oh
god
, y-yes sir!”
“Good boy,” Erwin snapped as he smacked Zeke’s ass before continuing to plow into him at a rapid pace, “You’re being such a good slut for me, baby.”
“I want it,” Zeke groaned loudly, “
I want it, sir
.”
Erwin let out a low growl before he slammed into the man’s prostate roughly, “Don’t worry, baby. I’m gonna give it to you, okay? I’m gonna give you my cock until you’re screaming for it.”
Zeke could barely form sentences, his mind becoming a bumbling mess as Erwin continued to fuck into him at a rapid pace, not letting up as Zeke was being essentially fucked into the mattress below him. The bed creaked and groaned at their actions, Erwin continuing at an unrelenting pace.
“
Erwin
,” Zeke cried out, a loud moan escaping his mouth, “Erwin I’m gonna- I’m so close- please don’t stop.”
Erwin chuckled a little before slowing his pace, murmuring, “Mm, I can’t let my baby cum yet. I don’t know if you deserve it. Have you been good for me?”
“Y-Yes!” Zeke replied immediately, “I was so good, sir. I
promise.
”
Erwin groaned a little before continuing to slam into him, “That’s my good boy. Taking my dick so well. You think you deserve to cum, baby?”
“Y-Yeah,
yes
,” Zeke moaned, pushing back desperately, “
Please
, sir. I deserve it- I promise I was good.”
“Are you sure?” Erwin responded, smacking Zeke’s ass roughly, “You have quite the ego. I’m gonna have to teach my naughty boy some lessons, aren’t I?”
Zeke whimpered, knowing Erwin was right. He
did
have an ego about him, but he couldn’t help it. He’d gotten
both
his roommates to fuck him, so why shouldn’t he feel at least
a little
superior? But he played along with Erwin’s game anyway, nodding and wriggling his ass back against Erwin’s thrusting.
“Y-Yes, sir. I promise to be good,” Zeke whimpered, “Just
please
let me cum, sir.”
Erwin smacked his ass hard a few times in a row, alternating cheeks, before he growled, “
Cum
, baby.
Now
.”
Zeke practically screamed as he came, white spurts escaping his dick and staining the sheets below him as he did so. He was panting hard, foolishly thinking this was the end, even though he knew Erwin still had to cum. Erwin continued to plow into his sensitive hole roughly, chasing his own orgasm.
“You want me to cum inside you, baby?” Erwin asked in a breathy manner, his orgasm growing closer and closer.
Zeke knew he had to help Erwin finish, otherwise he’d be faced with a longer fucking, which he wasn’t sure his sensitive hole could take right now. He moaned loudly at Erwin’s continuation, arching his back as he cried out, “
Yes!
Yes- oh
god
, E-Erwin! Cum inside me, s-sir,
please!
”
“God yes,” Erwin groaned, “I’m gonna fill you up, baby. I’m gonna cum-
fuck
-”
Erwin came inside him, both of them panting hard as Erwin finished. Zeke whined and tugged at his restraints, wanting Erwin to take them off. Erwin gently undid them and let Zeke collapse onto the bed below him, sighing heavily.
“Get some rest, baby,” Erwin whispered gently as he lay next to him, snuggling up to Zeke, “I’ll wake you up in the morning.”
Zeke nodded, his eyes already lulling into sleep. He turned around and buried his face in Erwin’s chest, hugging him tight as he felt safe in the man’s arms. Erwin sighed contently, kissing the top of his head. Zeke yawned into Erwin’s chest, hugging him tighter as he fell asleep in the man’s arms.
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Levi was left in his bedroom that night, waiting for the two men to return. But they never did, and Levi quickly turned to Erwin’s bank statements to try and figure out where they were. Erwin and Levi shared a bank account, and Levi quickly discovered that Erwin had bought a hotel room for the night, which made Levi’s heart sink into his stomach.
He knew exactly what that meant. Erwin had taken Zeke to a hotel to fuck him after their date. That didn’t bode well for him, and he went to bed that night barely able to cope with the thought that Erwin was definitely in the middle of banging their roommate in a hotel somewhere downtown.
In fact, Levi had such a hard time coping, that he phoned his friend Farlan, which he normally wouldn’t do. It was getting to be pretty late at night, but he knew Farlan stayed up late, so he phoned his friend anyway.
“Hello?” Farlan picked up, confusion in his voice.
“Farlan,” Levi whimpered, “I need your help.”
“What’s up?” Farlan replied, sounding a little tired as he let out a yawn.
Levi tried to push thoughts that he was bothering Farlan out of his mind, knowing he
needed
advice. He started sniffling, unable to help the tears from coming forward as he whimpered quietly.
“What’s wrong?” Farlan immediately changed his tone, sounding more alert than before.
“I... It’s Erwin,” Levi sniffled, “I told him he could fuck our roommate, Zeke, because I was fucking him so I thought it was only fair. But now... now he’s
into
him. Like,
really
into him. He took him on a date tonight, and now they’re at a hotel together.”
Levi could almost hear Farlan’s frown through the phone, and the man asked, “Well, have you told Erwin how that makes you feel?”
“No,” Levi responded, “I don’t want to make him feel bad. He’s enjoying himself, and he let
me
enjoy myself when I was with Zeke, so I don’t think it’s my place.”
“But if it’s upsetting you
this
much, you should probably say something,” Farlan suggested, “And I mean, it’s one thing to bang him and another thing to take him on a date, right? Maybe you two need to be more clear with your boundaries.”
Levi sighed, rubbing his eyes a little, “Y-Yeah. You’re probably right. I’ll try to talk to them when they get home tomorrow.”
“Good,” Farlan replied, “I hope it goes okay. Let me know if you need anything else.”
“Thanks, Farlan,” Levi said quietly, hanging up the phone and laying back in the bed in frustration. He couldn’t believe he’d let things get this far, and wasn’t able to sleep that night due to the increasing worry that Erwin might be more into Zeke than he was into him.
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Erwin held Zeke’s hand as they walked through the front door, smiling at him, before the two of them came face to face with a less-than-pleased Levi. He immediately frowned, thinking perhaps Levi was mad that they hadn’t made it back home last night. Erwin began to feel a little guilty, thinking he should’ve
at least
texted Levi to let him know where they were. He’d just been so caught up in the moment that the thought hadn’t occurred to him.
“Levi?” Zeke was the first to pipe up as they entered the living room, “What’s wrong, babe?”
Levi shrugged, “Oh, nothing. I just spent half the night awake because I was worried about you two.”
Erwin sat down next to him, taking his hand gently, “I’m so sorry, baby. I completely forgot to text you.”
“No, no, it’s fine,” Levi said quietly, ripping his hand away so that Erwin would know it
wasn’t
actually fine.
Zeke sat on his other side, “What can we do to make it up to you?”
Levi sighed heavily, not looking at either one of them as he muttered, “Just... keep me in the loop, okay? I don’t care what you two do, just as long as I’m informed.”
Erwin suspected that wasn’t the entire truth of the matter, but he didn’t want to press Levi any further. He nodded at Levi’s words, wrapping an arm around his shoulder in an attempt to comfort him.
“I’m sorry, baby,” Erwin murmured, pressing a kiss to Levi’s forehead, “How about we go out tonight, just you and me?”
Levi’s eyes stayed trained on the ground as he shook his head stubbornly, “I have work to do.”
With that, he got up and went back into the bedroom, Zeke and Erwin left staring after him. The two of them exchanged a confused look at Levi’s actions. The man was clearly upset, but he wouldn’t tell them exactly what was wrong.
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Levi was sitting at the kitchen table with Zeke, trying to get along with the man who was stealing his boyfriend from him. He’d held his feelings back this long, even if Farlan had given him the advice to talk to Erwin. He had intended to when the two of them got back from the hotel, but he’d seen how happy they looked when they walked in, and he didn’t want to be the one to ruin their happiness, even if it was at his own expense.
Erwin walked through the door after work, a bouquet of flowers in his hand. Zeke smiled upon seeing him enter, and Levi couldn’t help but scowl at their interaction. Erwin got to the table and leaned over to press a kiss to Zeke’s lips, handing him the flowers. Levi could feel the jealousy and hurt coursing through him as Erwin came over to greet him as well, kissing Levi on the top of the head and rubbing his back gently.
This was the last straw.
“You didn’t get me flowers?” Levi asked in annoyance, looking up at Erwin.
Erwin looked a little taken aback, frowning, “Baby, last time I got you flowers you told me they were a waste of money.”
Levi cursed himself. He knew that was true, but he couldn’t believe that Erwin would just bring something for Zeke without giving it any thought that he should also bring Levi, his
boyfriend
, a gift. He wanted to scream at the two of them, wanted to take those damn flowers and tear them to shreds. He stood up so quickly that his chair fell to the ground behind him, and both Erwin and Zeke were looking at him with widened eyes at his sudden movements.
“You... You...” Levi started in a strong voice, pointing up at Erwin first and then at Zeke. He could feel his voice getting shaky and the tears coming to his eyes, and he got out in a choked sob, “You
bastards
,” before storming out of the kitchen and into the bedroom, tears flowing down his face.
He heard the two men scrambling after him, and he headed into the bedroom quickly, slamming the door behind him and grabbing his suitcase from under the bed. He’d had enough. If Erwin wanted Zeke
that
badly, then Levi would let them have each other without his interruption.
The door slowly creaked open as Levi began shoving clothes into the suitcase hurriedly, not wanting to talk to either one of them at the moment. He could see Erwin standing in the doorway out of the corner of his eye, Zeke behind him. They both looked incredibly worried, especially at the sight of him packing a suitcase.
“Levi,” Erwin murmured softly, “Baby, what’s wrong?”
“Don’t call me that,” Levi said in a low growl, not bothering to turn around as he continued to furiously pack his suitcase with his work computer and papers.
Erwin moved across the room towards him, reaching out a hand to Levi as he sought to comfort him, “Levi, I just want to know what’s wro-”
“
Don’t
touch me!” Levi shouted, turning around finally.
The two of them nearly jumped at his outburst, staring at him with wide eyes and confused expressions. Were they both really
that
stupid? Did Levi
really
have to spell it out for them what had been going on that was making him so upset?
“Levi, we can’t help you if you don’t tell us what’s going on,” Zeke said from his place in the doorway, crossing his arms as if he wasn’t going to let Levi leave the room without talking to them first.
“You’re both fucking idiots,” Levi mumbled under his breath before he yelled, “Are you
really
that blind?! Don’t you think I feel a
little
left out?! You two have been fucking like rabbits, cuddling and spending time together as if I don’t even exist! How do you think that makes me feel?!”
Angry tears were rolling down his face now, and he turned back to his suitcase so that the two men wouldn’t see just how upset they’d made him. It was silent for a moment, and Levi could feel their eyes on him as he zipped up the suitcase and lifted it off the bed.
“Levi,” Erwin spoke softly, “I... I didn’t think... I didn’t
know
you were feeling left out.”
“Yeah, well you didn’t exactly bother to check either,” Levi snapped, setting the suitcase on the ground and pulling out the handle.
Erwin looked a little taken aback, “I... I asked you what was wrong
multiple
times, Levi. How was I supposed to know you were lying?”
“Because you’re my boyfriend!” Levi snarled, “You’re supposed to know me by now! Or at least know when I’m upset!”
Erwin was frowning, looking guilty and sheepish, “Levi, I... I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize... I was just...”
“It’s my fault,” Zeke piped up, “I was taking Erwin away from you, Levi. I should’ve thought about what I was-”
“No, it’s
my
fault,” Erwin interrupted, “Levi’s
my
boyfriend, I’ll take responsibility for this.”
“It’s
both
of your faults, but particularly yours, Erwin,” Levi pointed a finger at him, “But if you want to be with Zeke so badly, then fine. You can have him.”
Levi began to roll the suitcase out of the room, trying to push past Zeke, who was fighting him a little.
“Zeke,
move
,” Levi growled.
“Levi, we should talk about this,” Zeke insisted, holding his ground.
“Yeah,” Erwin agreed, “Where are you even planning on going?”
Levi threw Erwin a glare, “To Mike’s, actually. Maybe I’ll get up to some sort of drunken shenanigans with him.”
He wasn’t exactly sure he
was
going to Mike’s. He hadn’t even called the man to make sure it was okay. All he knew was that he wanted to get under Erwin’s skin for ignoring him like he had been.
A hurt look came across Erwin’s face, and Levi was revelling in it for the moment, “Levi, come on. Don’t say that.”
Levi pushed past Zeke and headed down the hallway, hearing both the men following behind him at a rapid pace. Erwin stood in front of him, holding his arms up innocently so that Levi wouldn’t try to push past him.
“Levi,
please
. Let’s talk about this,” Erwin begged.
“
Fine
,” Levi bit back angrily, shoving the handle down on his suitcase and sitting at the kitchen table, “Let’s have a little
talk
then, shall we?”
Erwin and Zeke looked between each other with some concern before they joined Levi at the table, both of them waiting for Levi to speak first.
“So let’s get this straight,” Levi said heatedly, “You two start fucking with
my
permission, and then you can’t get enough of each other - so you start purposefully
ignoring
me while going on dates, going to hotels, cuddling each other, and all that? And you really thought I was just perfectly fine by myself?”
“I honestly didn’t think about it,” Erwin frowned, “I was really caught up in the moment and I... I should’ve thought about how you would feel. I’m so sorry. It won’t happen again, okay? I promise I’ll pay you both equal attention.”
“
Equal attention?!
” Levi almost shouted, “You’re
my
boyfriend! He’s just supposed to be a fuck buddy!”
Zeke and Erwin exchanged worried glances with each other, and Zeke said quietly, “Actually Levi, we were going to ask you... if you wanted to be in a polyamorous relationship. Just the three of us.”
Levi’s mouth dropped open in some shock, having nothing to say to that. They wanted to be in a poly relationship? Levi could feel his heart sinking. Though it might’ve been something he would’ve been excited by a week ago, he was now entirely disgusted with the idea. He was certain it would just be a way for Erwin to justify spending so much of his time with Zeke.
“We talked about it this morning,” Erwin explained, “And we’d love it if you agreed. And I promise, I won’t spend more time with Zeke than with you. We’ll figure it out so that you
both
get my attention.”
Levi wasn’t sure if he wanted Erwin’s attention anymore. He was feeling sick to his stomach, as if his whole world was crashing down around him. Tears flowed to his eyes as his insecurities came forward. Was Zeke really that good that Erwin wanted to be in a relationship with him too? What if, once they started a poly relationship, the two of them decided they like each other more than they like Levi, and broke up with him? Levi could feel his heart pounding in his chest as tears broke forward and rolled down his face. He could feel himself breaking down now, unable to keep up the angry facade that he’d been leading with. Deep down, he was really upset and broken up by this, and Erwin wanting to be with Zeke was just the icing on the cake.
He didn’t even bother to look at Erwin and Zeke’s reactions as he buried his head in his hands, starting to shake with sobs. There were soon two pairs of strong arms around him from either side of him, one hand rubbing his back and one hand rubbing his side soothingly.
“Please don’t cry, Levi,” Erwin whispered, “We’re both really sorry. We just want to make this work, okay?”
“Is this because I banged Zeke first?” Levi sniffled loudly, “I said I was sorry, Erwin. You don’t have to keep punishing me for it.”
“
Baby,
” Erwin breathed, pressing kisses all over Levi’s face as he held it in his hands gently, “This isn’t a punishment. I’m not mad at you. I just want us to be happy. I thought you liked Zeke too, so I thought a poly relationship would make you happy just as much as it would make me happy.”
Levi
did
like Zeke, despite the fact that the man had been stealing his boyfriend over the past week or so. But he clearly didn’t like Zeke as much as Erwin did, and that’s what was worrying him so much.
Levi let out another sob, “But... But what if you leave me for Zeke?”
Erwin’s expression softened into a sad one as he shook his head, “I would
never
leave you for Zeke. That’s why I thought this poly thing was a good idea.”
“Yeah, we thought it’d make things easier for you,” Zeke agreed.
Levi sniffled and rubbed his eyes, answering honestly, “I... I need to think about it.”
In truth, he was terrified of the thought of a three-way relationship with these two at the moment. He really didn’t want Zeke and Erwin to just run off and be together like they had been, while he remained alone and unwanted. But he also knew this was something that would make Erwin happy, and Erwin’s happiness was something that was very important to him, which is why he said he’d think about it.
“Okay, honey,” Erwin murmured, “Thank you for giving it some thought. You take all the time you need.”
Levi nodded, feeling a little exhausted from all the crying he’d done over the past couple of days. He leaned against Erwin’s chest, almost in a defeated way. His love for Erwin was what had made him calm down; made him less angry and more emotional.
“Erwin,” he said quietly, looking up into Erwin’s eyes, “I want to spend time alone with you now. Okay?”
Erwin and Zeke exchanged a look before Erwin nodded quickly, as if he didn’t want to hesitate and upset Levi further, “Okay, sweetheart. Let’s get you in the bed, alright? We can cuddle and watch a movie.”
Levi nodded again, getting up shakily and allowing Erwin to lead him back to the bedroom. Zeke headed into his own room and shut the door to make sure they had plenty of privacy, Levi and Erwin going into their bedroom and shutting the door as well.
Erwin helped him into the bed and climbed in next to him, pulling him close and pressing kisses on the top of his head soothingly. He whispered ‘I’m sorry’ and ‘I love you’ repeatedly in Levi’s ear as he held him, nuzzling their noses together lovingly.
Though Levi was still upset with Erwin, he also knew what he’d been craving for a while now. He hadn’t gone this long without sex in a long time, and he’d been incredibly horny despite his sadness. He could feel it now, even amongst his depressive mood. Just being held and touched like this by Erwin after being so touch-starved for so long was getting him horny.
“E-Erwin?” Levi murmured, “Can we have sex?”
Erwin looked down at him with some surprise before nodding a little, “If you want to, sure.”
He gave Levi a sweet smile before pulling him in for a kiss, running his fingers up and down Levi’s sides gently. Levi could already feel himself getting hard, and whimpered quietly as he felt Erwin touch his growing erection through his pants. Levi felt himself getting desperate with each passing moment, and climbed into Erwin’s lap, straddling him and starting to rub up against him. He was a little surprised to find that Erwin wasn’t hard at all, but figured he was just having a little trouble getting in the mood after Levi had cried so much. He reached his hand into Erwin’s pants and started tugging at his flaccid dick, frowning when nothing was happening.
“Why aren’t you hard?” Levi asked.
“I don’t know,” Erwin shrugged.
Levi tugged Erwin’s pants down, staring up at him seductively before leaning down to lick at the tip and put it in his mouth. Still, nothing happened. Levi pulled away, a sense of dread coming over him.
Erwin’s not turned on by me anymore
, he thought to himself, his heart beginning to pound in his chest.
“I-I’m just not in the mood,” Erwin explained, “I’m sorry, baby.”
“
Zeke!
” Levi called out loudly, wanting to test something. He could feel that dreadful feeling growing in his chest as Zeke entered the room cautiously after a moment.
“Uh, what?” Zeke asked, staring in confusion at the position the two were in.
“Tell Erwin you want him,” Levi ordered.
“Uhhh,” Zeke looked confused, but did it anyways, looking over at Erwin, “Erwin, I want you.”
Levi looked down at Erwin’s dick, which twitched with arousal simply at Zeke’s words. Levi’s heart sunk, and he got off Erwin without a word, curling up under the covers and facing away from them both.
“Levi, it’s not like that-” Erwin tried.
“Go away,” Levi mumbled.
“Baby, I’m just-”
“
Go away!
” Levi shouted, and he soon felt Erwin getting off the bed, hearing him pull his pants back on and leave the room with Zeke. As soon as the door shut, Levi let the tears flow freely. Maybe Levi should just let Zeke and Erwin be together, especially if Erwin wasn’t even turned on by him anymore. He felt utterly worthless, his head pounding with pain as he started to cry again.
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Zeke felt awful. He felt as though all of this was his fault. Erwin was barely talking to him now, despite the fact that he’d reassured Zeke that he wasn’t mad at him. Erwin slept on the couch that night, and Zeke tossed and turned in his bed, feeling guilty that he was the one that was keeping Erwin and Levi apart. Sure, he liked Levi and Erwin in their own separate ways, but the more he got to know them, the more he hated the idea of being the person who was getting in between their relationship.
It was early the next morning when he heard Levi getting up to use the bathroom. He got out of bed slowly, standing in the doorway as he waited for Levi to come back out. Once Levi exited the bathroom, the two exchanged a glance, Levi immediately heading for his bedroom door quickly.
“Wait,” Zeke said quietly, not wanting to wake Erwin who was sleeping just down the hall, “Levi, can we talk?”
Levi stopped in his tracks, sighing heavily before nodding a little. Zeke was surprised; he hadn’t expected Levi to agree so quickly, but he was grateful for it nonetheless. Perhaps he was curious to hear Zeke’s side of things. Levi followed Zeke into his room, Zeke sitting on his bed and Levi sitting as far away from him as possible.
“Levi, I want you to know how sorry I am,” Zeke spoke softly, “I never intended for things to happen this way.”
Levi shrugged a little, murmuring in defeat, “He can’t help what he likes. It’s my fault, I’m just not sexy enough for him anymore.”
Zeke stared at Levi in disbelief before socking him on the arm lightly. Levi gasped and rubbed his arm, shooting him a glare, “What the fuck was that for?”
“I can’t
believe
you’re giving up on him so easily!” Zeke snapped, “And for what? Because his dick couldn’t get hard? Levi, you’re
sexy
. You’re
so
sexy. Just because Erwin enjoys sex with me doesn’t mean he doesn’t find you hot anymore.”
“You saw what happened!” Levi argued, “He could get it up for you, but he couldn’t for me!”
“Did you think maybe that’s just because you had just gotten done bawling your eyes out?!” Zeke retorted, “Come on, Levi. Erwin
loves
you. You have to give him another chance to make it up to you.”
“And how the fuck am I supposed to do that?” Levi glared at him, crossing his arms.
“Well, I have an idea if you’re willing to listen,” Zeke shared. Levi stared at him for a moment before nodding, waiting for Zeke to continue. Zeke couldn’t help but grin mischievously as he shared his plan with Levi.
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Erwin got up groggily the next morning, going to take a shower. He felt like complete shit. Why the hell did his dick have to do this to him?! Why couldn’t he have just gotten it up for Levi when Levi wanted to have sex with him?! Was something wrong with him now?! He wasn’t
that
old, was he?
Erwin hopped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist, preparing to go into the bedroom he shared with Levi, though he wasn’t sure for how much longer. He was certain Levi would kick him out for good pretty soon. He figured he probably deserved it, anyhow.
He opened the door slowly and walked into the bedroom, not looking at Levi as he headed to the dresser. But he had to do a double take, as he realized Levi wasn’t sleeping. In fact, he was on his hands and knees, being railed by Zeke. Erwin’s mouth nearly dropped open as he stared at the two of them.
“Shit, I’m sorry,” he said quickly, backing out of the room, “I’m interrupting.”
Zeke slowed to a stop so that Levi could catch his breath, the shorter man practically gasping out, “W-Wait! Come join us.”
Erwin stared at them in some shock, wondering if this was a trick of some sort. But his legs began carrying him over to the two of them. Levi’s face looked so fucked out; his face flushed and his eyes half-lidded with a slightly swollen, open mouth. Erwin could feel his dick twitching in his pants from the sight, and felt a little relieved that he was getting turned on from seeing Levi this way.
“See? I told you he could get hard for you,” Zeke murmured, running his fingers along Levi’s ass before pulling out, “Now, you’re in charge, Levi. What do you want us to do?”
Levi stared hesitantly between the two of them before holding his arms out to his boyfriend, “I want Erwin.”
Erwin could feel his heart fluttering. Even after all this, Levi still wanted him, still loved and cared about him. Zeke smiled a little and backed off to allow Erwin to come over to them. Erwin walked over, taking Levi’s face into his hands and kissing him lovingly.
“God, I love you so much,” Erwin murmured as he pulled away, “You’re so beautiful, baby.”
Levi was blushing, “I... I love you too, Erwin.”
Erwin sighed happily, pressing another sweet kiss to Levi’s lips before pulling away and starting to take off his pants. Levi pushed his ass out eagerly in wait for Erwin to take over where Zeke had begun.
Erwin took his place behind Levi, running his fingers along Levi’s sides, “God, I’m so lucky. You’re so gorgeous, baby.”
Levi whined quietly and pushed his ass back against Erwin’s erection, a blush on his face from Erwin’s compliments, “Just take me already.”
Erwin chuckled at Levi’s eagerness and pressed his erection into Levi’s waiting entrance, both men groaning as Erwin filled Levi until he was all the way in. Zeke was sitting on the bed as if he didn’t know what to do with himself.
“Come here,” Levi whimpered, “I’ll suck you off.”
Zeke looked a little surprised before he scrambled over to Levi, settling himself in front of Levi’s mouth. Erwin started moving slowly so that Levi could get used to the feeling. Levi opened his mouth wide, and Zeke tapped his dick on Levi’s lower lip lightly before pushing his erection inside, causing him to groan from the feeling.
“Fuck, Levi,” Zeke moaned, “That mouth. Holy shit.”
Erwin smirked a little and started pounding into Levi’s ass, leaning forward and murmuring, “Kiss me, babe.”
Zeke leaned forward and shared a sloppy, wet kiss with Erwin before the two of them pulled away and continued to focus on Levi. Levi hummed around Zeke’s dick and pushed back against Erwin as best he could, his moans muffled as he sucked on Zeke’s erection.
Erwin almost couldn’t believe this was happening. He sighed contently as he plowed into Levi’s warmth, rubbing Levi’s hips before pulling his hand back and smacking his ass lightly. Levi groaned around Zeke’s length, bobbing his head eagerly and wriggling his ass back against Erwin’s dick.
“Such a good little slut, isn’t he, Zeke?” Erwin murmured, hitting Levi’s ass once more and earning a whine from the shorter man.
“He’s so fucking good,” Zeke groaned, “Feels amazing.”
Erwin nodded in agreement, running his fingers along Levi’s ass and pulling out all the way before burying himself back inside in one rough thrust, causing Levi to nearly choke around Zeke’s length.
Zeke pulled away to allow Levi to catch his breath, and Levi whined, “Zeke, I want you to switch places with me after I finish, okay?”
Zeke’s eyes widened slightly, and he exchanged a surprised look with Erwin before nodding a little, “Sure thing, babe.”
Erwin wrapped an arm around Levi’s waist and tugged him up so that he was flush against Erwin’s chest, and Zeke moved so that he was in front of Levi now, catching his lips in a heated kiss as he reached down and started pumping Levi’s erection. Levi kissed back, one hand on the back of Zeke’s neck and the other resting back on Erwin’s cheek as Erwin thrust into him deeply.
“
Ah!
” Levi gasped as he pulled away from Zeke, resting his head in the crook of Zeke’s neck as he moaned, “F-Fuck- oh my
god
.”
“There you go, baby,” Erwin murmured, focused on leaving hickies on one side of Levi’s neck while Zeke did the same on the other side.
“Are you close?” Zeke whispered in Levi’s ear, jerking him off a little more wildly now as he tried to bring Levi closer to the edge.
Levi nodded, a combination of pants and moans escaping his mouth. He whimpered as Erwin slammed into him from behind, Zeke pumping him eagerly and both men licking and sucking at the sensitive spots on his neck.
“
Nnghh-
oh
shit
,” Levi moaned, his legs shaking now, “Fuckfuckfuck, don’t stop! P-Please, I-
oh god
.”
“God, Levi,” Erwin groaned, the sounds of their skin smacking against each other echoing through the room, “So fucking tight- you feel so good when you twitch around me like that.”
Zeke pumped Levi a few more times before he dipped his head down between Levi’s legs, holding his thighs tightly and engulfing the man’s erection in his mouth. Levi tossed his head back with a moan, resting it on Erwin’s shoulder as he trembled from the amount of pleasure he was feeling.
“I’m close- I’m
so
close-” he gasped out, Erwin practically going to town on his ass as Zeke bobbed his head a little faster in between Levi’s legs.
It only took another few thrusts and head bobs for Levi to cum, his entire body quivering and twitching sensitively as he collapsed backwards into Erwin’s arms. Erwin smiled a little and pressed loving kisses to his cheek.
“Good boy,” he muttered, “You did so good, baby. You can lay down now.”
Levi nodded a little, Zeke pulling away from him and leaning into Levi a little so he could press sweet kisses to Levi’s other cheek. Levi sighed contently, leaning forward and wrapping his arms around Zeke, who turned him around and laid him carefully back on the pillows. Levi sat up, leaning back against the pillows.
“It’s your turn, Zeke,” Levi said.
Erwin was a little surprised that Levi even wanted the two of them to fuck, considering he had been so jealous and upset about them doing so. But Zeke got on all fours anyways, and Erwin couldn’t help his erection jerking a little in anticipation. He grabbed a handful of Zeke’s ass and groped it before pulling his hand away and smacking it roughly, earning a small yelp from his lover. Levi reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the bottle of lube from the top drawer, tossing it Erwin’s way.
Erwin caught it and mumbled a ‘thanks’ at Levi before coating his fingers in the substance and pressing one into Zeke’s entrance. Zeke squirmed a little under the initial feeling before he eagerly pushed his hips back against Erwin’s finger.
“So sexy,” Erwin murmured, soon adding a second finger and scissoring them to help spread the man open, “You like my fingers inside you, hmm?”
“I’d rather have your dick,” Zeke responded, causing Erwin to chuckle a little at his impatience.
“Shh, you’ll get it soon enough,” Erwin smirked, “Then you can show Levi what a slut you are for my dick.”
“I-I’m not-
ah!
” Zeke gasped as Erwin added a third finger and curled them into his prostate, “
Fuck
.”
“I think you’re gonna prove yourself wrong, baby,” Erwin smiled smugly, pumping his fingers in and out a few more times before pulling them out and smacking his ass again for good measure.
Zeke whimpered a little at the feeling before letting out a low moan as Erwin began pushing in until his balls were flush against Zeke’s ass. Erwin looked to Levi, who was watching Zeke’s face intently with a blush on his own face.
“Do you see how much he likes it, Levi?” Erwin asked in a soft voice, pulling out and thrusting back in slowly.
Levi nodded, unable to help but smile a little, “He’s more desperate for it than I am.”
“I know, right?” Erwin couldn’t help but laugh at that.
“Can you just shut up and fuck me?” Zeke grumbled in annoyance.
Erwin couldn’t help the smirk that formed on his face as he gripped Zeke’s hips a little tighter and began slamming into him unrelentingly. Zeke cried out, a loud moan escaping his mouth as he tried desperately to push back against Erwin’s thrusts.
“
Fuck!
” he gasped, “Oh god, fuck me.
Fuck me
.”
Erwin grinned a bit and brought a hand down to smack his ass, continuing to plow into Zeke. He loved listening to the little pants and desperate mewls of the man under him, and turning him into a babbling mess was the best part.
Erwin kept going, rubbing Zeke’s sides gently, “So desperate for it, baby. Does your mouth feel empty? You want Levi to give you his dick too?”
Zeke nodded almost instantly, and Levi eagerly held out his erection to Zeke, who sank his mouth down on it and started bobbing his head. Levi moaned and rested his hands in Zeke’s hair, tugging a little on the curly blonde locks.
“Don’t worry about being too rough,” Erwin advised Levi, “He likes it.”
Zeke didn’t even have time to protest Erwin’s words before Levi grasped his locks a little tighter and started gently rocking into his mouth, groaning a little and patting Zeke’s head affectionately. Zeke’s moans were muffled as Levi picked up the pace, thrusting into him in time with Erwin.
“Shit,” Levi whined, “So good, Zeke. Fuck.”
Erwin groaned as he continued to ram into Zeke’s ass, “I’m close, baby. You want me to finish inside you?”
Zeke nodded, humming around Levi’s erection and sucking eagerly on it. Erwin gripped Zeke’s hips tightly and began pounding into him, chasing his orgasm as a sweat broke on his brow. His breath hitched as he finished, trying to calm his breathing as he pulled out.
Zeke pulled away from Levi, looking up at him to ask, “Do you want me to fuck you next?”
Levi blushed and nodded, laying back on the pillows and spreading his legs. Erwin laid down next to Levi to catch his breath, watching Zeke waste no time getting in between Levi’s legs and hoisting them over his shoulders. He lined up his dick and pushed in, letting out a long sigh as he did so.
Levi groaned and gripped at the sheets, arching his back as Zeke started to thrust into him, slowly at first. Erwin scooted closer to Levi and wrapped an arm around him, allowing Levi to cling to him as he was being plowed into by Zeke.
“Good boy,” Erwin cooed in his ear, “You’re taking it so well, baby. You like it, don’t you? You like me watching you getting fucked by Zeke?”
Levi nodded, whining and lightly scraping at Erwin’s chest as Zeke continued to pump into him at a more wild pace now, focused on finishing inside the smaller man. Erwin reached down and started jerking at Levi’s erection, pressing loving kisses to his neck.
“Fuck, oh fuck,” Levi moaned, “I-I- Zeke! A-Ah-”
“That’s right,” Zeke murmured, slamming into him roughly, “God, you’re shaking all over, baby. Are you close?”
“
Yes
,” Levi panted, “God, yes. I’m- I’m-”
He twitched, his toes curling as he spilled into Erwin’s hand and let out a low groan, bucking his hips into Erwin’s fist as he came down from the orgasm. Erwin let go of his dick, reaching across Levi to grab the box of tissues off the nightstand and clean himself up. Zeke, meanwhile, was busy pounding into Levi as he chased his own release.
“Shit,
fuck
,” he swore, “I’m gonna cum inside you, baby. You want it?”
Levi nodded eagerly in his post-orgasm state, whining a little from how sensitive he was now. Zeke thrust a few more frantic times before stuttering, releasing inside Levi and moaning loudly. He pulled out slowly and collapsed on the other side of Levi, trying to catch his breath as he came down.
“Was that good, baby?” Erwin murmured, wanting to make sure he’d lived up to Levi’s expectations.
“Yes,” Levi yawned, looking exhausted.
Erwin snuggled up to him, kissing him lovingly and running his fingers through his hair, “Get some sleep, my baby.”
Levi looked up at Erwin with questioning eyes, “Erwin?”
“Yes, baby?”
“I... I thought about it,” Levi said in practically a whisper, “And I want to. I want to be in a relationship with both of you.”
Erwin’s eyes widened a little, exchanging a look with an equally-surprised Zeke as he asked, “Are... Are you sure, baby?”
Levi buried his face into Erwin’s chest, nodding into his skin and sighing happily, “I care about you both, and I want us to try things together, okay?”
Zeke soon wrapped his arms around Levi from the back, the three of them snuggled up on the bed, “We promise we’ll try to make sure everything is equal, okay? No more one-sidedness.”
Levi nodded again, and Erwin could feel him smiling against his skin. He pressed a kiss to Levi’s head before leaning over and doing the same to Zeke, feeling excitement and happiness swelling in his chest. Zeke was smiling too, moving one of his hands to grasp Erwin’s as they held Levi between them.
Chapter 1: Roommates
Chapter 2: Someone Like You
Chapter 3: Invisible
Chapter 4: I Want You
Chapter 5: Complications
Chapter 6: Space
Chapter 7: It Was Him
Chapter 8: Heart Break
Chapter 9: Getting Along
Chapter 10: Left Out
Chapter 11: Dessert
Chapter 12: The Last Straw